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Chapter 20

Adrian’s Pov

I couldn’t stop the shit eating grin on my face even if I tried, the sense of pure love and comfort I was getting from the fragile little thing in my arms was enough to make me almost high with pleasure and delight. She wanted me!

Hearing her breathing even out I instantly knew that she had fallen asleep in my arms where she belonged, her tiny hands fisting my shirt as she seemed to subconsciously move as close to me as possible. I couldn’t help but wrap my arms around her bony form, frowning again when I was reminded of how she was nothing more than skin and bones. I would have a word with Lisa tomorrow; perhaps ask her if there were any sort of fatty foods that would get her to put on weight quicker. I didn’t like seeing her looking fragile enough that one touch looked as if it would break her.

Pressing my lips against the top of her head I savoured the physical contact she was allowing me, knowing that I was pushing my luck with my next actions but not being able to help myself. She was with me, she had willingly crawled into my lap and there was no way in hell I was letting her go.

Not wanting to risk removing myself and waking her, terrified that she would change her mind I slowly wrapped an arm around the back of her legs as I winced when I moved her; praying that she didn’t wake up. Thankfully she didn’t, already in dream land as I laid us both down with her curled up against my side. I couldn’t help the sigh of relief and pleasure; I wanted it to always be like this.

When she had brought up me not telling her about us being mates I had tensed instantly, never having thought of it like that since I was more worried about her rejecting me then how she would see it if she found out. But now she knew I couldn’t find anything wrong with how everything had worked out. I knew it didn’t magically make everything alright, I wasn’t that naïve, but it was a start and for now I was fine with that.

Sighing I continued to stare at my mate as she pressed herself against me, our legs entwined and I hoped to god that she didn’t feel just how much pleasure I was getting out of this position against her thigh. I may know that was she wasn’t ready, but that didn’t mean her soft body pressed against mine, the fact she had clearly accepted me and her edible aroma didn’t have an effect on my body. I was a male after all, a teenage hot-blooded male who’s soul mate was currently wrapped around me like she was.

I didn’t know how long I simply gazed at her, brushing her soft curls from her face so I could gaze at her sweetheart features until I joined her in the world of sleep, dreaming of my mate as I did so.

I woke up with a start, swallowing harshly as my eyes snapped open when I felt my mate still pressed firmly against me. Surprisingly that wasn’t what had me almost moaning out loud though, not what had my wolf practically purring in lust and delight but the fact that I could feel every part of my mates chest against mine. Literally.

It seemed that sometime in the middle of the night we had both gotten too hot, what with me having gone to sleep in my clothes, under the covers as well as running naturally hot. I knew that Holly was still too underweight to get her temperature back to normal, but even I knew that even she would have been too heated, what with her pressed against me as closely as she was. Not that I was complaining, not at all.

Anyway, back on track. The reason why I was practically panting was not only had some time in the night had I removed both my loose jeans and shirt but it seemed that my mate had stripped down as well. I doubt she even realised, hell I knew she hadn’t realised since the shirt of mine that she had been wearing was thrown hazily on the end of the bed as her naked and very bare chest was pressed against my side. I was in both hell and heaven.

Taking a deep breath I couldn’t help pulling her closer, the feeling of her naked chest against mine pure and utter heaven. If I died now, I would die more than a little happy.

Knowing that she would be not only embarrassed but self-conscious if she woke up like this I stayed put with her wrapped in my arms. I could sense that the sun was only just coming up and the rest of the pack were all still in bed, apart from those patrolling of course. I couldn’t blame them; they did have school this morning after all.

Sighing I shifted slightly before burring my face in my mates curly locks, breathing in her scent of cherries as I felt my wolf purr in delight and pleasure at the delightful aroma she was giving off. Never had he been so relaxed, felt so calm and loved as he did right now. Due to an alphas wolf being more dominant, possessive and vicious it was clear that the only person who would be able to calm him down was the little thing in my arms. I couldn’t help but smile; I would have it no other way.

With that on my mind I let myself drift off again, trying to ignore how aroused I was as I tried not to pay attention to how every breath my mate took her breasts only served to rub against me. God, she was going to be the death of me.

I awoke to the sound of the exact words ‘holy crap’ much to my amusement, but I desperately tried to keep the amused expression off my face as I pretended that her exclamation hadn’t brought me any kind of pleasure. I knew what she was talking about of course, it was obvious to anyone that it was clear she had just realised just how stripped down she was.

It wasn’t long though until I had to fight the urge to tense my form as I tried to keep still, my humour instantly fading when I realised that this could all go wrong. If she overreacted then I could be in deep shit, not only may she not want to sleep next to me again but she may think that I was taking advantage. SHIT! This was not good, now I had tasted the pleasure that her being by my side brought me I did not want to go another night without her in my arms. Just no, it wasn’t acceptable! I needed my mate!

I was holding my breath as I felt her freeze against me, not liking how stiff she was  as my wolf snarled and whimpered at the thought of her leaving us. I knew I wouldn’t allow it, after sleeping just one night with her in my arms I knew that as long as I could help it then it would always be this way. She was my mate: in my arms was where she belonged.

“Oh God” I heard her whimper, moving out of my arms and I reluctantly let her go. I didn’t like it, but I had no choice. Hopefully she would think I hadn’t noticed, that was what I was going for anyway.

Playing my part I rolled over onto my other side so my back was to her, hating the distance I put between us but knowing it would make her more comfortable. It did, her sigh of relief telling me that much.

It wasn’t long until the sound of ruffling could be heard by my sensitive hearing, it being clear that my shy mate was quickly rushing to put my shirt on her and I tried to stifle the groan of disappointment that wanted to leave my lips. What? It wasn’t like it was my fault; she was my mate after all!

Not knowing what else to do I slowly let myself appear to be waking up, rubbing my eyes as I tried to appear still half asleep when I reached for her. Truthfully, I was already missing the feel of her in my arms and didn’t want to let her go. I knew that now I could touch her more, craving the physical contact, that both me and my wolf would think it would be unacceptable that she ever removed herself from my sights. The more attached I got, the more I would hate her being away from me so at my side she would remain. Hopefully that was.

She came willingly back into my arms, clearly deciding that I didn’t realise about her having ben half naked apart from a pair of my boxers as she settled back down by my side. I couldn’t help but smile softly, it was still early in the morning and I couldn’t help but remember Lisa mentioning something about making sure my mate slept as much as she possibly could to help her gain back her energy. So with that on my mind I brought her closer, making sure I was constantly aware of just how fragile she was.

“Go back to sleep, sweetheart” I breathed as I pulled her flush against me, her sigh of pleasure making me grin as we both relaxed into each other’s embrace but it was clear that we were both too awake to dose off again. Still, that didn’t mean I wanted my mate over exerting herself if I could help it.

So with that we stayed in each other’s arms for the next hour and a half, the only movement she made was the slight stiffening of her form when I heard Paul shout that they were heading off. I couldn’t help but roll my eyes at him, not only was the pack incredibly curious to what my mate looked like as they had yet to see her but they couldn’t seem to grasp just how skittish my mate was around them all. But I knew, I knew that as soon as they caught a glimpse of her they would understand instantly. She was more than a little timid, but I was pleased beyond belief that she seemed to be growing more confident and comfortable around me.

Waiting until they had all left, the parents of them all having another pack house to live in I shifted in my bed before craning my neck to look down at my mate, a purr rumbling in my chest as her fingers lightly traced my stomach and lower abs almost absently. My purr seemed to shock her out of her daze though, her jump telling me as much as I grinned her way when she looked up at me with wide innocent eyes.

“You want to go get some breakfast since their all gone?” I asked her, though I wasn’t going to take no for an answer. She must have sensed this since she nodded slowly before getting up, her cheeks flushing adorably as she took note of my sudden lack of clothing as she looked anywhere but at me. I chuckled, she was just too adorable.

Grabbing a pair of silk sleep pants I quickly tugged them on, deciding not to bother with a shirt since she didn’t seem uncomfortable around me. Shy of course, but not uncomfortable.

“Come on then sweetheart” I grinned as I cautiously reached for her hand, my grin only widening when she quickly latched on and held me tightly. Now this was the life.

Making our way down to the kitchen I couldn’t wipe the smile off her face even if I tried to, the sound of her feet pattering on the floor as she plodded behind me making me have to resist a full out grin. I couldn’t help it, never had I felt so relaxed and happy as I did when I was with her.

“Where’s our cake?” her small voice filtered into my hearing, my wolf purring as I turned to face her before glancing at the table with a snort.

“It seems the pack got hungry” I stated as I took note that the tray had been cleaned and put back on the centre of the table, minus the cake of course. I couldn’t help but shake my head, seeing Holly tilt her head to side before shrugging. I hated to admit it but I was glad she didn’t seem upset by it, but then again it was only a cake but I would be having words with the pack later. Honestly, I had wanted a piece and they didn’t even think to save us any. Greedy pigs, the lot of them.

“Oh” was all she seemed to say, looking her utterly adorable self as she tightened her grip on my hand much to my enjoyment.

“So what do you fancy?” I asked her as I tugged her along to the fridge, opening it to see what we could work with. I wasn’t a brilliant cook, but my mother had taught me the basics before she had passed and for that I was more than a little thankful for.

“I don’t mind” was her vague reply, it causing me to frown before she spoke up. “Can I cook?” she asked hopefully, my brows rising but I couldn’t deny her, not with the hope in her tone. Well that was what I was telling myself anyway; honestly I simply wanted to taste her cooking. Her cake had looked and smelled incredible, plus it might be the perfect opportunity to get her to open up to me more.

“Sure” I grinned, causing her to smile brightly as she moved to look inside. I knew I had made the right choice the moment her eyes had lit up, hell if my mate wanted to cook then my mate would cook.

Leaning against the counter I watched as she worked, taken aback with how skilled she seemed to be in the kitchen as she seemed to move with shaky grace. I frowned, not liking her overexerting herself but I didn’t have the heart to stop her from doing something she obviously took pleasure in.

“Sleep well, sweetheart?” I asked her, wanting, no needing the conversation as she seemed to tense slightly before flushing at least ten shades of red. I tried not to smirk, not wanting to make her even more embarrassed over something that had had my wolf panting and me nearly moaning out loud.

“Yes, thank you” she blushed, looking as adorable as usual.

“I like you sleeping in my bed, with me” I confessed before I could stop myself, expecting her to tense but all that happened was her blush deepened making her look more than a little flushed. I grinned.

“Me too” I heard her admit, her own confession making me beam so wide that I could feel the strain of it in my cheek muscles.

Watching her I couldn’t help but stare, her long legs looking incredible in my boxers as she didn’t seem to notice my staring. I couldn’t resist, she looked so appealing to me that I couldn’t help but have to move to take a seat at the table as to hide just how excited I was by her appearance. She didn’t look her best that much was clear due to her being unhealthy, but I couldn’t help but imagine what she would look like when she got some meat on her bones and I almost moaned out loud at the thought of it. Incredible.

“So do you want to do something today, sweetheart?” I asked her as I leaned my elbows on the table, not taking my eyes off her as she worked away. It wasn’t long until the scent of food filtered into my senses; I almost leapt out of my seat as to see what she was up to.

“Like what?” she asked softly before a plate appeared in front of me, this time a groan falling from my lips as I took in what my mate had made me. Fuck. She had made what looked to be a round of grilled cheese toast with an assortment of fried tomatoes, bacon and egg. It was heaven on a plate.

“Where’s yours?” I asked, my mood damping when I took note of my mate sitting on the opposite side of the table with nothing but a glass of water. I stared at her, there was no way on earth that she was not eating. I needed to fatten her up, not having her wasting away!

“I’m-“ she started but I cut her off before she could finish her sentence.

“Don’t say you’re not hungry because I know you are, here” I told her as I grabbed another plate and shoved half of my food onto it, needing her to at least eat something.

“I’m really fine” she protested, but I wasn’t have any of it as I pushed the plate in front of her.

“Please, for me” I stated, knowing that it was a low blow but needing her to eat something. Thankfully I didn’t have to feel guilty for too long, since she slowly started on a piece of grilled cheese toast as she started to pick at it and much to my relief eating it. “Thank you” I breathed with a smile, gaining one in return as I did so. I was going to enjoy spending the day with her, that much was clear.