jacksonwang852: hey guys its been a while! how have you been? anyways, please click on the acc i have tagged on the photo. this person has something really important to say and you guys need to see it and read every single word

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sassyjoon: im really lazy to go and check, what does it say?

mackenziekadeen: @sassyjoon you really gotta see for yourself, its crazy

a22w1p3r2008: omg

wangrice_: what

fr33d1cksuck3r: im freaking out

(a/n: ^ok but i really hate you cough you know who you are cough for suggesting this as a username 😂)

softsbangtan: youre really fucking cute

-pmore: what the actual shit

pantiwang: handsome ass

beafrancineangelique: im literally screaming

lovemewang: hey. i know you dont know me, so let me introduce myself. my name is mark tuan and im 23 years old. in the picture, i am the person on the right, and yes, i have been on stage with jackson in his concert in los angeles. i had the amazing opportunity to be able to be on stage with him and play a balloon popping game.

in the picture, i may have looked like i was happy, but truthfully, my mind was a war zone. you see, before and after this picture, i hated jackson. despised him.

i left hate comments under the acc markiepooh which some of you probably heard of. the comments were so fucking disgusting and i regret commenting every single one of them so much. i was childish, ignorant, uneducated, and so many more.

i apologize and if i can beg on my knees for forgiveness i would. especially to jackson wang, who is actually and who has always been an amazing, ambitious, diligent, passionate, gorgeous, beautiful man. and guess what, i fucking love him.

im not trying to pull the pity card or anything but i think its only right if i explain why i did what i did, and why im even writing out this message.

my life was never perfect, but nobody's life is. however, mine particularly sucked ass. in high school, up until sophomore year, i had an average life. i had a best friend in the whole entire world and we did everything together. we were inseparable. but things changed. my feelings changed towards him and it grew into something more.

i loved my best friend, and being the kid who just got out of the pre-teen stage, i was terrified of losing him, so i hid it for a year. but one day, i decided to confess, and it turned out to be one of my biggest mistakes. i just wonder what would happen if i hadnt confessed and sucked up my feelings. that day, i was called ugly and a faggot. i was beat up and left with pain but the worst pain being in my heart.

the next day, everybody knew, and high school became my personal hell. not one moment in high school passed where i wasnt called a faggot or gay pig, or any other insult you could think of. punches, kicks, food, drinks were thrown my way and i was a regular at the nurse's office. hate notes and horrid items were left in my locker. everybody was my tormentor, and the guy i loved was the main.

i fell into a deep depression and resulted to cutting. i felt as if cutting was my only friend and i loved it. but now, as i've been clean for a few months, i recently started going to a therapist and i swear to god, it helped me so much. just knowing that someone is there to listen and give me advice, helps.

you must be wondering, mark, so why did you hate jackson. the answer is that, they scarily look alike. as soon as i saw jackson, it triggered me. i was scared that he was gonna hurt me, so i hurt him first. its fucking dumb, i know. now i realize that theyre completely different and it was so dumb of me to assume he was the same.

if you search up the account markiepooh, you will see that it exists again, and you must think im playing some sick joke and lying to all of you. but please believe that im not. the person behind the account was the owner of the account deafsoul and his name is lee jinwoo, my ex best friend

he's pretending to be me and leaving hate comments on jackson's posts

so please please please i know i dont even have the right to ask you guys for anything, do this not for me, but for jackson, report and block the motherfucker so he can lose the privilege of ever using instagram and all the apps under its company.

shit this is a long ass message, i dont know if im forgetting anything but im so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry for all the shit caused. jackson wang, i love you so much and thank you for giving me a chance to replace the hate i left.

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._itsjoeytuan: im really proud of you, im so glad you finally grew the balls

wangy: fuck, i actually read all of that shit
what the fuck

wangy: pat on the back

wangy: @wangisthethang we got a mofo to report and block

whostolemyjamz: im crying?

whostolemyjamz: i dont think i'll get sleep tonight

aestheticallywanged: ANDJSKSKKFKEJDJDKDJDKNFNFMFMDMDMDMDMMDMDMD

jackson328: ognfmfmfmmdkeoe omg ofmwmw shwattheactuakfhvk

jacksonsthighs: for those who skipped reading, BLOCK AND REPORT MARKIEPOOH

daddywang: help, i fallen

uwuusung: wAit

uwuusung: WHAT

uwuusung: wHaT

uwuusung: wHAT????

memze13534: am i dreaming?? igot to be dreaming

prettyinpink: totally not crying

lookatalldemjamz: a while ago, i said mean words to you and i apologize for them, i should not have said them

jvcks: oh my shit

peachyJY: gah im proud

yugyum: go hyung!

shiningjae: woop woop🙆‍♂️

ifyoulikeitputawanginit: tears are running down my face

princejacky: i didnt know it was this serious

peachyjack: wow

sassyjoon: holy shit

tmblrangelx: oh my fuck

jackstan118: @davidchue YOU BETTER GET YOUR FRIENDS AND REPORT MARKIEPOOH

xanstagansta: i wanna hate you but i hate myself for wanting to hate you

joloveswang: im just so-

jacksonwang852: good job mark (:

lovemewang: @jacksonwang852 thank you so much jackson

markiepooh: fuck you

lovemewang: @markiepooh kiss my ass..oh wait, you would love that

lovemewang: @markiepooh goodbye 🖕

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lets just use our imaginations and pretend that mark had the outfit he had the night of the concert and that their hairstyles are correct

and also, mark's message is sooo fucking long and we know theres a word limit on instagram but lets also pretend there isnt. i think i even missed a few things to say in the message so if you see more things added into his essay, dont be surprised.