as soon as they arrived at their home, joey and mark went inside their old rooms to see that it was the way they left it years ago when they left for los angeles.

it had been very hard to leave their parents especially when they just became fresh, new young-adults, but college called and they flew over to america.

obviously mark felt relieved when they stepped foot on lax.

he breathed the la air and told himself that this was the fresh start he needed.

what he didn't know that the past was going to come back to him in one mistake he made.

"mark!! dinner is ready!"

mark had just got done packing and was now laying on his old bed.

he got up and went downstairs.

he grabbed some food off the dinner table and joined his family in the living room.

this was something they did often as a family; eat dinner while watching a drama that was playing.

he sat next to his mom, making sure that his small plate of food wouldn't fall on to the wood floor.

"that's all you're eating, mark?" his mom asked worriedly.

mark frowned at his big portion of food.

"yes?" he answered questioningly.

"honey, you should really eat more," his mom told him, upset over that fact that mark only got food the size of a small hand on his plate.

mark ignored her words and slowly began eating.

his dad turned on the tv.

mark suddenly stopped eating as soon as he saw who was on the tv.

"i just felt as if i didn't want to be surrounded by the negativity anymore and just deleted it."

mark noticed that his dad was about to change the channel so he quickly stopped him.

"turn up the volume please."

the interviewer looked confused.

"but now how will you communicate with your fans?" she asked him.

mark could clearly tell jackson was uncomfortable as soon as he started fidgeting in his seat.

mark felt like crying when he saw the tiredness and sadness in jackson's eyes.

it reminded him of himself.

mark felt heart broken once again.

he finally realized that he became his past.