next week, im going to be busy so im going to be maybe inactive, meaning updates are less):

school starts in 2 weeks and im going to be taking a break from writing to focus going back into the school routine.

expect not having an update for a while :'(

im really sorry and i hope you guys will be patient and stick with me! thank you and i love you all!!

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"jackson?"

jackson quickly shook his head, clearing his thoughts, before turning to the interviewer.

"im sorry! what was that?" jackson asked.

"i was just asking why you deleted your instagram account," the interviewer reiterated.

jackson's mind went blank.

due to jackson's recent comeback, he has been on many different shows and interviews for his promotions.

why did you delete your instagram account.

jackson put on a fake smile.

"on social media, there are people who feel like they could say whatever they want because they're behind a screen," jackson started off. "because they are behind a screen and not face to face to the person they are talking to, they feel powerful and they get the courage to say whatever they want to say, not realizing that they're hurting people's feelings. i just felt as if i didn't want to be surrounded by the negativity anymore and just deleted it," jackson finished off.

"but now how will you communicate with your fans?"

"well this may not be a permanent change so i can't say i won't communicate with them anymore, but for the meantime, i will just be using fanchat," jackson replied.

"you do know that international fans aren't able to communicate with you anymore," the interviewer told him.

"y-yes i do know that but im just hoping they understand what im going through and will patiently wait for me," jackson stuttered.

"what do you mean? what are you going through?"

sweat rolled down jackson's forehead, feeling uncomfortable with all the questions the interviewer was asking.

"some things have to be kept a secret," jackson teasingly said and smirked at the camera.

the interviewer laughed, distracted by jackson's charm.

she turned to the camera.

"well there you have it jackys! 20 questions with jackson wang. generation 2 has been released and selling out quickly so make sure you get your hands on one before it's too late."

the interviewer and jackson ended the recording with hand waves.

jackson stood up and bowed to the interviewer.

"thank you for having me."

she smiled and bowed back.

"thank you for coming! although, i really am wondering what you are going thr-," before she could finish her question, jackson's manager pulled him away, rushing because jackson had another schedule he had to attend.

jackson collapsed on his bed, exhausted from the week full of schedules and sleepless nights.

the stress was getting to him.

half the time, jackson felt like he couldn't breathe.

all the questions that were thrown at him had him wanting to just run away, away from all the pressure he felt.

jackson let out a shaky breath.

but as always, he couldn't contain them, and released the tears he had been holding in the entire day.

jackson was getting used to this.