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as jackson read mark's messages, he started to feel bad even though he know he shouldn't.

he didn't know that mark would worry this much.

jackson began working out an apology in his mind, but quickly dismissed the thought away after  remembering all the bad things mark has done to him.

DIRECT MESSAGES

jacksonwang852: i don't hate you

lovemewang: omg

lovemewang: hi

lovemewang: omg

lovemewang: thank god

lovemewang: how have you been? have you been eating good? sleeping well??

jacksonwang852: but it doesn't mean i like you

lovemewang: oh

lovemewang: that's ok

lovemewang: you may not like me, but you can still answer my questions right?

jacksonwang852: i didn't respond to have a conversation about how im doing

jacksonwang852: you don't care anyways

jacksonwang852: i responded because i have questions that needed to be answered

jacksonwang852: and im assuming that you have the answers

lovemewang:  yeah i can answers your questions, but first i wanted to say that you absolutely have no right to assume whether or not i care for you because you clearly don't know the correct answer if you believe that i did not have restless nights, staying up worrying about you hating me for the rest of your life, waiting for you to message me, thinking if you ate well or sleeping soundly, if you're not overworking yourself.  i couldn't eat sleep or even think properly, my whole mind and body was focused on you and your well being. but if you still believe that i don't care for you, then fine, i can't change that, but you also can't change the fact that i do actually care and love you.

lovemewang: what do you want to know

jackson started to feel bad once again as he read the long message that mark sent him.

jacksonwang852: im sorry, i forgive you|

jacksonwang852: im sorry , i forg|

jacksonwang852: im sor| 

jackson immediately deleted his message before he could make the dumb mistake of sending it.

he felt something weird in the pit of his stomach, but he ignored it just like how he is going to ignore the long message and ask the questions he needed to be answered.

a question that he needed to have answered for so long but scared of knowing.

jacksonwang852: why did you hate me

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yes yes i know 😭i left it on a cliffhanger and then you have to wait till next week

im sorry :( i love being evil

hopefully next chapter will be longer and jackson will finally be able to know what he's been wanting to know!