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with that said, i just wanted to say that this chapter may trigger emotions or feelings with what happens (im sorry i dont really know how to say it)

and if any of you does this, i just wanted to say that my dms are always open and if you need to talk to anybody, im right here. you are not alone and i just wanted you to know that.

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the pain.

it just felt so so so good.

the glide of the blade was amazing on his skin.

it was good to be back at it again.

the pain gave him satisfaction.

the pain gave him relief.

and most importantly, the pain made him forget.

he needed this for the longest time.

haunting memories that reminded him about his past.

the past that made him shape into the person he was today.

he hoped to say that those words that were thrown at him made him stronger, but it still pushed him down every single day.

as they said before, he was a failure. he's still a failure.

he tried to run away from all the hate, but it just came back again because of his dumbass self and his stupid ass mistakes.

"you're not handsome and never will be.

you're a horrible human being and you should have never been alive.

you're a person who should have never been born.

you're not perfect and you will never be perfect."

tears drip down mark's face as blood dripped down his arm.

his blade was his only friend again.