I always thought that the reason why we broke up was because you never loved me and that I was not good enough for you.

but it's now that I've realised, that the real reason why things didn't work out for us was because you didn't love yourself.

we tried to fix each other with sugared kisses, deep talks and 90's music whilst making food.

you lost your best friend through death and I was alone.

we couldn't fix each other. we should've known that. but we tried anyway- the only thing that could fix us is ourselves.

so in a way, you did the right thing for us. thank you.

therefore it's time, I let you go.

I hope that wherever you are, you're still friends with V. that you still talk about things out loud, write down your thoughts aggressively and sit in a park feeling cold. I hope you learn more about yourself, encourage yourself to grow and that you still buy flowers. maybe you could buy them for yourself.

I hope that someday you become filled with so much happiness that it heals every part of you.
(me @ all of you)

I hope that we both find each other and learn to be happy with the life we were given. I hope we become better people and that one day, we meet again heartily.

maybe then we'll work out.