Hey, Marlene here so...I have no idea what else to say...are you judging me for sleeping with Sirius?

Lilly has been asking me a bunch of questions about why me and Sirius disappeared, I know she is my best friend but I don't want her to think of me like some slut who sleeps with anyone, she already hates that Sirius for sleeping with every girl in our year and well the school.

Since we have no classes till Monday we are all allowed to go Hogsmead, so we are all going to hang out, honestly, I have been staying away from Sirius because I am kind of embarrassed that I slept with him, it isn't the first time either, it's not even the second time.

I sit int the common room with Lilly, I am drawing in my book, as we waited for the boys to come down, next thing I knew I could feel arms around me "Hi Alice" I said which made Alice laugh "How did you know that it was me?" she asked in shock "You and Lilly are the only ones who dare to hug me" I said jokingly which made Lilly laugh and nod "She tries to bite the other people's hand's off" she said which made me and Alice laugh "Who you guys waiting for?" she said "The boys" I said which made her nod knowing who I was on about "So apparently Peter likes Mary, is that true?" she asked which made me and Lilly nod fast "Yeah he likes her" Lilly said with a giggle "Oh tell me more" she begged "We should have a girls night and we can all have a gossip about everything" Lilly suggested which made me and Alice smile and nod "YES!" we said at the same time then we laughed "I best be going, I promised Frank that I will help him tutor a third year who failed all their exams last year" she said and waves at us while walking off.

Not too long after Alice left the boys came down, I stay close to Lilly which confused Siruis but James knew what happened "Really mate her?" he asked not saying my name knowing that Lilly doesn't know mine and Sriusi past with sleeping together "What? Why not? It isn't the first time" he said which made me blush "But you both said no more" James said shaking his head "Who is the poor girl you slept with this time?" Lilly asked which made me look away which made Lilly raise an eyebrow "Marlene?" she said softly, I could see Remus frown "Come on guys let's drop this topic of discussion" he said "it is an uncomfortable conversation to have" he said which made Peter nod and smile at me "Remus is right people don't need to hear about Sirius and who he has been with" Peter said after realizing that I am uncomfortable.

The topic was finally dropped which made me smile and act normal but I could see the look on Lilly's face who knew something was up, and I knew she would bring this topic back up with me when all of the boys are away which now means that I have to ignore her till she forgets about it and finds something different to be worried about.

Days, when we go to Hogsmead, are fun till Peter ends up hurting himself and making us all have to go back to the castle to get him checked to only find that he is okay, but this time he has actually hurt himself which no thought would actually happen but when he tripped on the tenth rock he actually broke his angle which annoyed James and Sirius who had told him to watch out for all the rocks, we all sat, James was next to Lilly, Remus was sitting next to Peter's bed as he slept, while I was next to Sirius, I yawn "come here" he whispered and wraps his arms around me and lies down on the chair and holds me close to him and we both fall asleep.

(I was thinking of only updating this story on the weekends and then update my Fredmione story during the week, and when that one is done I can move the Marauders on to weekdays)