No good in goodbye

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I landed in a hurry and got off Moon, feeling like my heart was about to come out of my mouth. I tried to yell his name, trying to stop what was about to happen inevitably. I could swear that nothing came from my mouth. I couldn't hear anything. All the voices, all the sounds of the forest silent down as I ran trough the icy surface, my heart beating loudly in my ears, trying to scape from my chest. When I saw it. I saw it with my own eyes. 

I saw how the ice cracked and my best friend fell down in the coldest water. I saw his brown hopeful eyes looking at me, horrified. Our gazes colliding for the last time. I saw him, falling there. My heart stopped. I swear my heart skipped a beat. 

I stopped running. I couldn't believe what was happening. It just couldn't be true. 

Tears filled my eyes with so much pain, my chest burned in flames, and a loud yell scaped of my mouth, horrified:

"Jack!"

I started running again, only hearing the sound my feet did when it hit the ice, cracking too with the weight. I didn't notice Anna shouting at me, warning me from falling too. I didn't notice Emma's non-stop crying, her irrepressible tears falling down her cheeks. I didn't notice nothing. In my head was only one thing: Jackson had to survive. I didn't knew how, but he had. He couldn't die. Not now, not that way. Not leaving her mother without a goodbye. Not in that desolate pond. No, please, it just... It just couldn't be. 

I reached the hole in the icy surface with all my vision blurred. I didn't realize that I was crying since that moment. I fell down in my knees, calling his name. 

"C'mon, Jack, get out of there, I know you're gonna be okay, you're gonna be with me..." I whispered deperately, sinking my hands in the cold water, searching for any sing of him. "Jack! C'mon!" I yelled in pain, sinking my arms. "I know you're alright, just let me see you! Jack, please!"

Suddenly I stopped. I saw something moving down there. A thought passed running in my mind. I blinked twice and then shook my head. I sobbed as I detached myself for all the weapons, not minding if they fell in the water or not. Nothing worried me at all. Then, without looking back or thinking twice, I jumped into the water. 

That was the first and the last time I felt the cold burning in my skin, in my bones, in my soul. I felt the cold gaze of the death all around the liquid surrounding me. But I didn't mind the cold. I felt like my muscles didn't anwer me, but that didn't have anything to do with me either. I only saw darkness. I was only trying to see his brown eyes, his brown messy hair, his dreamy smirk. I only wanted to touch his soft skin again. I closed my eyes as I realized all of a sudden. Jackson was not coming back. I wasn't going to find him, and he wasn't gonna be fine. 

I remember that I started searching the hole that would guide me to the top, but I didn't find it. There was only ice above my head. I fought with the thick mass for a couple of minutes, but my lungs started hurting and I was sinking more and more.

I remember I cryed in silence, thinking of Jackson, all the time about him. I closed my eyes, tears meeting the water surrounding me and forming little frozen drops. My hands closed in my chest, not even feeling anything. Just letting the pain burned inside me. 

Out of nowhere, the reality hit me as a strong hand grabbed me from my waist and pulled me out the water, throwing me far away the hole. All of a sudden, everything hit me, from everwhere. The forest started making sounds again, happy birds singing and the almost primaveral breeze stroking my face like always, like if the landscape was laughing at me. Anna saying warm words to Emma, who was crying hard. I could swear I could touch her pain. Anna was hiding her cry. She looked at me with worry in her eyes, and a rabid gaze reached my eyes. She was feeling helpless, the same as me. 

I looked up at the man who was yelling at me. I recognized his brown hair and his blue vest. I force myself to hear what he was saying, but I found it almost impossible. At least, impossible until he shook my shoulders. 

"Elsa! Are you crazy? How could you think you could jump in there! You would have die!" Flynn argued to me, making me realizing things the way they were. I've been a fool. 

"Jack is dead and you care about me?!" I shouted in his face, angry now with him for saving me. I talked slowly, my mouth didn't asnwer me exactly well. Jackson has gone, he has gone and I'll never see him again. I just wanted to hide myself and not even see a human again in my hole life. 

"Jack is dead but you're still alive, Elsa! Of course I care about you!" his eyes filled with tears too, and he kneeled down next to me, sobbing. 

I found myself atonished. I've never seen Flynn being so fragile, so weak, so down. He was break inside, like all of us. 

"I'm sorry, Flynn, I'm just... just..." I apologized, trying to think propertly, but nothing else came out. 

He didn't answered, instead, he hugged me and let himself all cry out. I couldn't resist but hugging back, tears falling down again. A pungent yell came out from Flynn's throat, that made my heart broke again. I kissed his head, making him knowing that I was with him, not ever leaving. He hugged tightly, taking a deep breath. I stroked his hair, carefully. We were all too broken inside. 

He lifted his head, looking me into the eyes, searching for comprehension. He sure found it. 

His red eyes blinked a couple of times, and he rubbed his tears away.

"C'mon, we have to go, this place is not safe" he held my hand and helped me standing up. I noticed that Emma and Anna were up in her dragon, and Moon was beside Sward. Sward was here all this time? I didn't understand why then she didn't realized Jackson was in truble. That anger increasing in me again. 

"No! I'm not leaving Jackson here!" I said while tears ran through my cheecks again, pulling him away from me. 

"But we have to tell his mother, Elsa! Don't be childish!" he tried to grab my arm, but I only took steps backwards. 

"Don't you dare touching me" I advised him with a death glare. 

"Elsa, you're going to get ill if I not drive you home! Your skin in purple, for Sun's ghost!" he frowned getting angry. Well, more angry, actually. 

"I say no. I stay here. We have to take him from there" I said firmly, when a voice cut me off. 

"It's not neccesary" Monty appeared out of nowhere. "No time for answers, we have to travel and tell his mother. She will decide then, not us" she settled. She turned around ready to go, but I stopped her. 

"But the Islands are far away, it will get us days of flying, we haven't that much time" I complained, overthinking of it. 

"We aren't going to fly" she tapped twice the floor with her foot and a hole appeared there. "We're gonna travel through a friend's tunnel"




Such a hard chapter, guys...

I'm so sad right now! But I hope it had worked on you too and I had transmited you the feeling hahaha. I'm cruel sometimes. 

So here's the next chapter! Hope you  will like it and don't forget to leave a comment/vote, I would love to hear your thoughts! 

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