Requested by: RyuRan2200
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Dear (name)-chan,

When I first went to the Human World the first one I encountered was you. Everyone thought is was Yuma but it was actually you. "What idiots right?" Is what I would be saying if I was still as insane as I was back then. I'm still a bit crazy but I also have more sanity. We all know Don Thousand was controlling me. Everytime I close my eyes and the image of me defeating you and taking your life makes me want to die everytime. I've always wondered what you saw in a guy like me. I've cried countless nights because of the nightmares I have where you never wake up, but you are always by my side when I wake up from the nightmare. Now that I think about it... I wished I would've listened to you when you told me that I was a strong person. I'm sorry I didn't tell you everything from the start when you worried about me. I was afraid and I thought I was alone. The thing that satisfied me the most during that time was your smiling face.

Did you wonder why I stopped hanging out with you after I was saved by Yuma? It was because of shame. I was ashamed that I hurt someone so dear to me, I even took away your life! Yet you still came to me with confidence and courage. I wish I was as strong as you. Then I wouldn't have hurt you. I never planned to. But I did, all because of Don Thousand. I want you to trust me when I say this: I am GRATEFUL that you stayed by side even though I took your life, I still regret it and I regret letting Don Thousand take control over me. You are a strong person, stronger than I can ever hope to be, your are what motivates me figuratively and literally. Thank you.

Asking you out was harder though. I still lived with the burden of taking your life and I always will. But you say that you would always bear that burden with me. For being petite and small, you are tough and incredible. I know I tell you everyday but... In case I forget.

I love you.