Jungkook POV

So i take Lisa to the park so no one(my family mainly) can over hear us, we sit on a bench and i ask the same question again, "You really want to know?" Lisa nods her head again "are you sure?" Lisa blurts out, "Oh come on Jungkook will you just tell me already!" I look at her then look back down and say, "Fine." Lisa folds her arms and leans back in the bench and mutters, "Finally!" "So after you and Jimin hyung left the room, i told Daniel--hold on are you comfortable about me talking about Daniel..." she sighs but indicates me to continue with her hands, "...So i told Daniel that i'll tell our parents about what happened but he--he--just blackmailed me!" i turn my hands into a fist Lisa replies,"He did that to me too, he's such a jerk! What did he blackmail with you about?" My body went completly still Lisa asked an innocent question but her answer won't be as innocent. "He blackmailed me about the past...the past i'm so guilty of..." I turn my head away from Lisa, "Jungkook...it's okay if you don't want to tell me.." I look back at her, "No someone needs to know the truth, i can't keep this guilt locked up anymore, promise you won't tell!" Lisa looks away and says, "I don't know it's so tempting.." I look at her with deep eyes and say, "Lisa..."

"I'm joking, of course i'll keep you're secret!"

"Okay but what i'm about to tell you is the most dreadful event that took place in my life and a day that i regret the most for my actions...i was coming back from school with my oldest sister,Jeon Mia. I was 3, Daniel was 5 but he was sick that day so stayed at home, my sister was 11. We were on our way home when..."

~~~Flashback~~~

"Mia noona do you like my picture, it's a dragnol!" 3 year old Jungkook says pointing at the drawing. "It's wonderful Kookie but it's called a dragon not a dragnol okay." Mia says with a smile while holding her little brothers hand. Suddenly, from behind someone pushes Mia to the floor, "Noona are you okay?" Jungkook says running to his sister. "I'm fine." She manages to say while blood dripping from her forehead. She looks behind her to see tall, big men standing watching them with death stares. Mia immediately realising the situation turns to her brother and hugs him, "Listen go and run home, you're a fast runner aren't you, go home i'll be back home soon and we can draw another dragon together, okay and remember i love you, don't you ever forget that!" Jungkook tears streaming down his face replies, "Okay." But Jungkook doesn't go straight home instead he hides behind a near by store. He was so scared he hid, he couldn't go any further his legs trembling he just watched his sister. Mia saw one of the guys going after her brother, "STOP LEAVE HIM ALONE! HE'S TOO YOUNG TO BE HURT! PLEASE YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT WITH ME JUST LEAVE KOOKIE ALONE!!!" she gets on her knees and bows down before them. One of the guys said in a cold voice, "She's a waste of my time, dispose of her." The other guy brings out a tall knife and stabbs Mia straight through the heart, blood squirting everywhere, mia falls and lays dead. Three year old Jungkook saw the whole thing and was scarred, he quickly ran back home in tears and in fear they'll come for him too. When he gets home his parents are out, he goes straight to Daniel's room and explains everything but they both descide to keep it between each other. Soon headlines went crazy like 'The Dead Rich Girl!' or 'Young Girl Found Dead!' ect. when the police came  in for investigation Jungkook and Daniel said nothing and those killers were never found....

~~Flashback End~~

"It was all my fault, if i stayed by her side she--she would of been alive but i was such a wimp so ran away!It's my fault she's dead!" i says covering my tears. On the spur of the moment i feel Lisa's warm hands wrapped around me, "Wha--t-- are you--doing?" Lisa looks up "Jungkook have you ever been hugged before?" I reply, "Not since that day no." Lisa looked appalled, "Listen Jungkook snap out of it! It wasn't your fault she's dead you were 3 YEARS OLD what could you have done, you did the right thing running away, i'm sure she just wished to see you safe!" I look up to the sky dissapointed,"You know sometimes i like to think that she'll come back home like she said she would and we can draw a dragon together, i'm not sure when that'll happen but she said soon..." Lisa hugged me harder i could see tears in her eyes, i immediately look at her,"I'm sorry i didn't want to make you cry." I say removing the tears from her eyes, "I'm fine but this doen't explain what happened to you're face..." I look back down and continue my story, "Since that day i never drew a dragon again because i wanted it to be with her, since that day my parents paid more attention to Daniel than me, the second oldest were everything to them i was just trash, they never cared about my grades,my behaviour,my friends and it's funny because they don't even know i'm in a pop group or that i go to a dance school with Jimin hyung, they just pay and focus on Daniel, you know they've never once asked me how my day was!" I say with tears streaming down my face.  "Jungkook..." Lisa says sympathetically. "Moving on yesterday Daniel threatened me that if i told our parents about what happened he would tell the WHOLE WORLD about Mia and how i abandoned her! I couldn't do anything so i just beat him up(i'm stonger than him) keeping my word to Jimin hyung. After the party my parents found out and accused me of beating up Daniel, i couldn't give them a reason of why i did it. My parents were furious, my mum took Daniel away and put ointment on him, my dad, he gave me a big lecture and beat me really hard, i honestly thought i would die. That day my dad locked me up in the dark,cold basement i was trapped with no food or water. I had to sleep on the floor but it was so uncomfortable that i couldn't sleep. I was able to find ointment and applied that. In the morning i heard the door unlock, there was a note, 'Get ready and go to school you're allowed back in you're room but don't expect me to ever speak to you again. -the man who gave you a home[i am no longer you're father' I was so upset, it was now confirmed that i'm no longer apart of this family. No one at home speaks to me any more, they treat me as a ghost as if i'm not there, it's awful there Lisa!" I shout in sadness, Lisa comforts me the best she could and says, "Hey Jisoo's birthday sleepover in tommorow on the last day of school, you should come it'll be fun and you won't be lonely,you will be noticed!" she winks, i say, "thank you" she replies, "You're welcome Kookie!" I never thought i'd hear than nick name again. We say goodbye and  go back home.

Lisa POV

I go into my house and i see someone talking to my mum, my mouth drops, "Jimin oppa!"...........

{I worked really hard on this chapter like i'm trying to do with all my chapters, so i hope you enjoyed! Don't forget to VOTE and comment :)}