A/N: I will try to update as often as I can, but please be patient with me. The holidays are approaching so it will be busy, plus Iam a single parent of a two year old so she takes up a majority of my time. Don't worry I won't abandon this story.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but storyline.

Warning ⚠ Mature Language /Material

Meanwhile back in Lima, Ohio

Rachel woke up with a huge headache and tear stains on her face. She didn't sleep well at all. She had gotten Sebastian's voice message before bed. She knows that Sebastian loves her, but at the present time she's just disappointed in everyone including Sebastian. She can tell all, but Clarington were sorry. It just doesn't change what happened. It wasn't his stealing the trophy, but to allow any drug in their bodies was just wrong. And for Sebastian, she doesn't think he realizes that anything could have went wrong like get hooked or cost him his life. Okay maybe she's exaggerating, but she loves Sebastian so much. Maybe she should talk to him, but he needs to make the first move.

Rachel walked downstairs to her kitchen where she saw Blaine making breakfast. She had forgotten that he had stayed the night.

Blaine: Well, good morning, my Star, did you sleep ok?

Rachel: *sigh* Just peachy.

Blaine: Rachel...

Rachel: Alright, geez stop badgering me.

Blaine: Here *hands her a vegan breakfast* maybe some breakfast will make you less bitchy this morning. *smirking*

Rachel: That's Miss Bitchy to you. *teasing*

Blaine: Would you really want go to be "bitchy queen" to moi *pointing to self* Remember me? The guy you once made out with during spin the bottle and said "your face tastes awesome".

Rachel: Well it does... *blushing*

Blaine: I've actually been replaced by the guy who chased after mercilessly until he laid his eyes on a young, loud, opinionated diva.

Rachel: Very funny, Blaine.

Blaine: The same guy who still loves you though even though he made a mistake. I know you don't want to hear this, but I think it is best for everyone if we stop all of this crazy rivalry and bitterness. I mean, I'm upset too. These guys are or were my brothers. And I admit, I do question if i made the right decision when I transferred to McKinley all for a guy. I left my friends who were my brothers. I was on top as a Warbler. Maybe this wouldn't have happened if I stayed.

Rachel: But, then you wouldn't have been my Tony.

Blaine: And you wouldn't have been my Maria.

Rachel: Blaine, I get what you're saying and I understand. You're torn between New Directions and being a Warbler. As a Warbler, you were a Captain and worshipped, and at McKinley you had to deal with bullying and drama. But you also won Nationals with us. You're apart of both clubs. And soon you wont have to choose because you're graduating soon.

Blaine: So is Sebastian. You two need to talk about what happens from here. Do you want to let this tear you apart or do you want to continue being together? My advice, don't let this while thing ruin your happiness. He made mistakes and he needs to ask forgiveness. But, remember when you would give up trying to get Finn to forgive you when you messed up. Don't let pride come between you as it had with Kurt and I.

Rachel: We shall see. I think for now we should spend the day together, and then take the trophy back to Finn and the gang. And I want you to know how lucky I am to have you in my life, Blaine.

Blaine: Same here, now eat up you're too skinny.

Rachel: Shut up,Blainey.

Blaine: Love you too, Rachie.

While enjoying their breakfast, Rachel read the text sent by Sebastian. She knew he was in class so didn't want to disturb him. She simply messaged back, "I love you too."

As soon as breakfast was done, Rachel decided to shower and the relax on the couch watching movies with Blaine. She hopes that she and Sebastian can work things out before she has to return to New York. An hour later, her phone buzzed. It said.." We need to talk....-Seb"

Rachel knew they needed to, but when SHE was ready. She texted back with.

"Soon"

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Sebastian was in Calculus when he got her text "Soon" when he asked for the two of them to talk. He tossed his phone into his bag, and sighed.

Sebastian: Damn it..

Thad: What's wrong?

Sebastian: She's so freakin stubborn yet my ass is still in love with her.

Thad: Who?

Sebastian: *scoffs* Rachel, you moron, who else?!

Thad: Damn dude who got your balls in a knot?!

Sebastian: Sorry..I'm trying to get her to talk to me, but she's so stubborn.

Jeff: * listening to conversation * Two peas in a pod

Sebastian: Shut it, Sterling.

Jeff: Iam just saying, give her some time to cool down. She was plenty pissed off at all of us last night. And we were all to blame.

Thad: I say, give her time, then talk to her. Maybe serenading her.

Jeff: Dude, that's why you don't have a girlfriend. You clearly no NOTHING about romance. You could buy her a piano and serenade her. Or parachute the piano and sing to her.

Sebastian: And who will pull the parachute open?

Jeff: Oh... Didn't think that far ahead..

Thad: And that's why Jeff, you also, Don't have a girlfriend.

Jeff: *glaring at Thad* Shut it. Good luck, Seb.

Sebastian: *sigh* I'll figure something out. All I know is I'm not losing my future wife over this nonsense. But gotta do it fast before she leaves for New York.

Thad: Good luck with that.

Sebastian texted Rachel back. "I'm not letting you go.."

Suddenly an idea popped into Sebastian's head and knew exactly what to do about serenading Rachel. He would write a song for her. He had been working on it for awhile, but especially after last night. Here goes nothing. He spent the rest of class writing lyrics and brainstorming. He's not good with feelings or apologizing, but he knows he can express his feelings through music. If this didn't work with Rachel, he honestly didn't know what would. But, he didn't want to take a chance of losing her forever. That was NOT an option.

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Later that night, in Sebastian's dorm...

Sebastian ended up writing two songs for Rachel, but decided to record a video message for Rachel singing one of the songs for her. It's called "Hard to say I'm Sorry" (A/N: It's original by Chicago. Here's the link for the song:

Sebastian: Rachel, I know you're not talking to me. And you know I'm not good with feelings, but hope this helps. I love you, my songstress.

(Sebastian)

"Hard To Say I'm Sorry"
(feat. Peter Cetera)

 Everybody needs a little time away
 I've heard her say
 From each other

 Even lovers need a holiday oooh
 Far away from each other

 Hold me now
 It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
 I just want you to stay
 And after all that you've been through
 I will make it up to you
 I promise you, baby

 And after all thats been said and done
 You're just the part of me I can't let go

 ooooh bup bup bup bup

 Couldn't stand to be kept away
 Not for a day
 From your body
 Wouldn't want to be swept away awaaaaaaaay
 Far away from the one that I love

*Sebastian closed his eyes, singing each version with so much passion. He kept thinking of Rachel. All of the times they fought. All of the times they shared good and bad. He can't get the images of him holding her, making love to her. They had a passionate relationship, but both were stubborn. That made him love her even more.*

 Hold me now
 It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
 I just want you to know
 Hold me now
 I really want to tell you I'm sorry
 I could never let you go

*Sebastian needed to save this relationship. He needs Rachel just as much as she needed him. They belonged to each other*

 And after all that we've been through
 I will make it up to you
 I promise you

 And after all that's been said and done
 You're just a part of me I can't let go

 I can't let go.

*Sebastian hopes he doesn't have to let Rachel walk away at all.*

Sebastian finished the video message, wiping tears,looking at Rachel's beautiful picture, and headed to bed. Hope this works, Sebastian thought.

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A/N: Sorry so short, but ill update soon. Still trying to decide where I want this to go or length. I hope that you're enjoying so far. Thanks so much for your views. Would love to hear from you all. :)

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