Chara's POV

I looked at the waterfalls and glittering walls and found myself reminiscing over the past. So many things I did that I didn't want or mean to do. So much I regret. So many memories I have to keep down if I want to keep Frisk rooted. Don't I have to be strong for hi-them? I have to make sure that their okay, I might not be, but who really cares? I almost killed my dad when I was a kid, I killed my mom not long ago, my brother is dead because of me! All I do is bring pain and death. I'm even doing it to Frisk! You would think I'd learned my lesson to stay away, because when I get attached everything goes wrong. All life does is give you wonderful things you love, just to rip it away  and emotions don't make it any better. That's why I don't have emotions. I'm a stone cold killer now, I have to own up to that because I'll never-

"Chara? Are you ok? You were laughing like an insane person a couple of minutes ago and then you started crying. I'm worried." I reached up and touched my face. Tears. Killers don't cry Chara, neither do nuisances to society. I smiled a forced little smile. "I'm fine frisk, Just thoughts." because they were just thoughts. I refuse to think them as memories. "Chara it's ok I'm here. I'll always be here." I wish you would leave.

I sobbed a little. I smiled though and laughed "this isn't funny." Frisk's face softened and they ran up to me to try and hug me. "I'm not good Frisk, all the goods gone. I'm just a hard shell of who I was. I- I don't do an-anything good. Why do you stand b-beside me knowing all the evil I'm making you do. I'm sorry, I'm Sorry, I'M SORRY." I couldn't stop. Why were all these memories coming up now?

"shh, Chara its all going to be okay. You can be good, I know it." It wasn't, I couldn't be, but if they believed it, so did I. "look Frisk, you don't have to continue, you can go back and fix this. Without me." I whispered. they shook their head and looked me in the eye, "we are finishing what we started." How do they do it? Keep going strong even though everything is falling apart at their feet. Maybe I'm just weak. Stupid emotions.

"yeah whatever, let's go." I floated in front of her, leading the way. I'm not in the mood to talk. They saw me at my weakest, way to go Chara. I'm such an idiot for doing that. Dumb emotions, making me feel things and embarrass myself.

We came to a waterfall and continued to walk through it. I didn't mention the bridge they could've taken. I wasn't in the mood to talk. They would bring up my emotions, my weakness, and I don't want to snap on Frisk. It might scare them away, no matter how much I would want that.

That's when Frisk walked right into Undyne. I probably should've warned them, but surprisingly undyne didn't do anything. She must still be waiting for the tall skeleton. What was his name again?

Frisk tried to walk forward, but that alerted her. Undyne began to walk toward us. I should tell Frisk to run, but I didn't want to talk. "Chara? What's going on? who's that?" I ignored them. They'll figure it out.

Undyne summoned a spear. Frisk started to panic. I still didn't want to talk.

She got rid of it as Frisk stayed still. Undyne then silently phased away. Frisk let out a sigh of relief. "Chara, why didn't you help me?" I stayed silent. I refused to talk to someone as weak as her. "Fine then stay silent! It's not like I'll care!" She walked out of the tall grass when Monster kid came out with her.

Monster kid! I haven't seen him since he was baby! The little rasc-idiot. That dumb kid. What's he doing not running from us? He- he should be scared.

"yo... did you see the way she was staring at you...? That... Was AWESOME! I'm SOOOO jealous! She was just standing there waiting FOREVER,  and then you just...!!" Frisk blinked at him in surprise. I guess MK grew up to be quit the Undyne fan. "why was it awesome? that was terrifying!" Frisk responded. "C'mon let's go watch her beat up some bad guys!" He continued, completely ignoring Frisk's question. How disrespectful.

He ran away and fell on his face, got up and continued running. I giggled a little. "Chara! You can't laugh at people with a disability!" I shrugged "it's funny." They glared. "no, its not!" I laughed some more at her face. "Lighten up Frisk, He fell on his face. How is that not Funny?"

"It's not funny, because he can't control if he falls or not! It's rude!"

"guess I'm rude then."

"Chara!"

I laughed. I actually laughed. Not the Kind of laugh that covers up my weakness, but an actual laugh. It busted out of my throat and out of my mouth. Frisk started laughing too. I smiled a little. I haven't laughed like that since me and Azzy...

this place is making me soft. We need to get out of here as fast as possible. "c'mon Frisk no time for this. 18 left." Their face turned to stone almost as fast as mine. They didn't want to do this, just like me., but we humans deserve it. We did horrible, horrible things to stuff we didn't understand and to our own kind. What did we do to deserve kindness and love? Nothing.

Yet, Frisk keeps contradicting these ideas. Showing me a better side of the world. Maybe they're the only good human on this forsaken planet, or maybe good human are just hard to find. Either way, Frisk is the epitome of goodness and light. Frisk is... Perfect. This world doesn't deserve them. I don't deserve them. Jesus Christ, why and how do they do it. They have so many reasons to be mean and angry with me, with everyone, and yet they stay good natured. A true pacifist.

They continued on with a perseverance unknown to me.  Most of the puzzles were already done. The stupid flower must be helping like he promised, with his stupid familiar voice. I hate that voice. It brings back to many memories.

We killed all the monsters in the area. Frisk shook her head, she definitely didn't want to do this. All of the echo flowers wer strangly silent. They usually repeat what they lest heard, but I guess without anyone to make noise...

Frisk passed by the ancient writing on the wall, that i could easily translate. We finally walked into the room undyne should be in. "Ok Frisk, Undyne should be in here." Frisk nodded solemnly.

Even though They knew that Undyne wanted to kill them, and planned to, they still didn't want to hurt them.

A spear was thrown infront of Frisk's face. "Chara? I'm scared." Frisk wimpered. "I am too."

Frisk took off running as spear, after spear was thrown at them. The path had twists and turns that were hard to follow, but Frisk made it without hardly being hit at all. "Hurry, hide in the grass." Frisk ran into the grass and mufled thier breathing.

Undyne slowly made her way toward us. i prayed to every god that she wouldn't see us, and Frisk shook silently, a few tears escaping from fear. 

She grabbed someone. MK! I never thought I'd ever be so happy to see him then right now. Undyne just slowly put him down and walked away. Thank god. "Frisk we should be fine." they breathed a sigh of relief. She started walking again. "Man, she's so scary." Frisk said in fear. I nodded. Undyne was always sort of always terrifying when she was in attack mode.

"Yo... Did you see that!? Undyne just touched me!! I'm never washing my face again! Man are you unlucky, if you were standing just a LITTLE bit closer to the left...! Yo, don't worry! We'll probably see her again!" he ran off with a huge derpy smile on his face. To bad I have to kill him.

Frisk continued forward. There was a glowing lake with water sausages growing in it. I learned that from Toriel. Frisk found A pair of ballet shoes hidden in the grass. They had dark blue stitching and a blue engraving saying INTEGRITY.

Frisk putt them on. They have an attack of seven. "I feel incredibly dangerous in these." Frisk remarks. "I bet you do." I reply sarcastically. Frisk frowns, "What is wrong with you!? One second you're a nice, feeling, almost alive, lovable person, next you're a heartless, sarcastic, power hungry, excuse my French, bitch! I don't get you! you're just so... Confusing!"

Frisks POV

My growing frustration with Chara finally burst. All they do is confuse me and make me feel happy then sad. They need to pick a side and stay on it! It's either FIGHT or MERCY, they know that. Why do they keep switching between the sides!?

My face was red, my eyebrows pushed together, my hands fists at my sides. Chara looked taken aback. "Fine then! If you're going to be like that then I won't help you anymore!"

"Like your 'help' did anything for me in the first place!"

Chara's face contorted into a mask of anger. Little bits of black goo began to drip from the corners of her mouth and eyes< then she disappeared. "Stupid Chara, Stupid confusion" I mumbled to myself.

Stupid Chara and their smarts, and those dumb ruby eyes, and their soft looking light brown locks, and that soft pale skin with a soft glow to them an- No

No, No, No, and No. I refuse to let my silly crush get in the way of my anger. I've never been one for grudges, but maybe I should try to keep one against Chara. All they did was make me unhappy and yet... Even though I was unhappy, I've never been happier without her.

My life on the surface wasn't the greatest. I was teased and bullied because I believed that monsters could be good. I fought for what I believe in and that's what matters. I don't care that almost the whole town pushed me down that hole to die, including my parents, or that I just got into a fight for no reason with my only Friend, if they can even be considered a friend. No, it doesn't matter, because I'm going to stay determined through all of it, and break the barrier to get home to show the world that monsters, are alright. Well there won't be monsters left but hey, at least I'll be home.

I began walking back to where I was before. I walked across a long stretch of water. It feel like someone should be  here. Strange.

I met up with a girl named shyren. She seemed shy. I was about to say hi and introduce myself when I remembered Chara. I didn't want them to be anymore mad at me, and I new how they felt about MERCY and ACTING. I sadly attacked her, but instead of punching her like I did with the tough glove, I kicked her with my ballet shoes.

The tough glove I had already gotten rid of, but it was orange with an engraving on it saying BRAVERY. I wonder who it belonged to before me. They must've been brave.

I walked up the north path and found a piano. It was pretty and sort of old. I sat down and played a couple of cords. How pretty. I didn't saty for long though, I knew how Chara felt about procrastinating, I didn't want to upset her anymore than possible and stopped.

I continued on to the east path to find an old statue in the rain. The statue seemed sad, all slumped over and wasting away, but I couldn't help it. I had to stay on the challenge at hand.  Getting out with no survivors except me. What a sad sentence.

I saw umbrellas. One good deed wouldn't hurt right? Oh I'll just do it. I grabbed one and put it next to the statue, shielding it from the rain. A beautiful melody began to play. I wanted to go back and play it on the piano, but What was the point? I was just gonna kill everyone anyway.

The next room was raining hard. I got another umbrella for myself. I wonder If anyone was here who needed an umbrella also. I'll just give them mine I guess.

Monster Kid then showed up from around a corner. "Yo, mind if I join you?" he asked sweetly. I smiled and gave him a nod. "Sweet! Let's go!" Monster Kid was funny. I hope I don't have to hurt him. He's just so full of happiness and love, not the LOVE Chara gives me, but actual love. It filled me with determination to know that even monsters still have souls.

We continued to walk. I saw my reflection in the inky puddles and smiled. It's me Frisk! I smiled and continued walking. I wondered what happened to MK's arms, but decided not to ask him. I don't want to upset him.

"Man, Undyne is sooooooo cool!" Monster kid started when we reached the end of the hallway. "she beats up bad guys and NEVER loses. If I was a human I would wet the bed every night, knowing that she would beat me up. You know?" He continued. I giggled that he doesn't realize I'm human. I gulped when he said Undyne never loses.

We continued south when he started up again, "so, one time, we had a school project and the king-we had to call him 'Mr. Dreemur'- volunteered to donate his own flowers. He ended up coming to school and teaching the class about responsibility and stuff. that got me thinking... Yo! How COOL would it be if UNDYNE came to school!? She could beat up ALL the teachers!!" My eyebrows scrunched together. I doubt she would do that, but hell if I know.

we continued walking for a bit until he continued once again, "umm maybe she wouldn't beat up the teachers. She's to cool to beat up an innocent person!" Then why is she about to beat up me?

We walked along a long stretch of land overlooking a castle with shining rocks like stars above. It was really, and truly beautiful here.

We ended up on a platform where I stepped on Monster kids head to get to the top. I briskly thanked him and continued my journey to my inevitable doom. No I can't think like that. I'm going to go and kill Undyne! No that's worse. I continued to meet Undyne. That sounds right.

I gathered my DETERMINATION and continued forward. No one can stop my journey. Not even me...

I walked on a small bridge where the lighting got slightly dimmer. Blue spots began to glow around me. I stuck my face near one, when a huge spear tip came out of the ground. I moved my face just in time. Undyne!

I started to run dodging all her spears. This was bad. Really, really, really bad!

the small bridge became a maze. I'm not good at puzzles! This just went from bad to worse. "Chara!" I called out when a spear went right through my chest. The world faded to black except a glowing soul. My soul. I watched it shatter, in front of my very eyes.

A/N ok I'm sorry I haven't updated in a week but I was out of town and wasn't really thinking about my story. As an apology, here's an extra long chapter for all of you.