A/N yo art above belongs to meh.

Chara POV

I woke up at 3:00 AM.

Frisk had tried to put her arm around me, only for it phase through me. I shook my head sadly and got up. I walked around the house, finding it an exact replica of my old home.

I shook the endless memories as I explored. I went down the stairs and found a door. Now I knew where this door led, it led to the rest of the Underground. Knowing Tori, she was not going to let Frisk leave, not after me. When I looked outside I saw him sleeping. My face broke out into a crazed smile as I looked down on him "I'm going to have a lot of fun with you and your brother Comedian~" I giggled a little at the thoughts as I went back to Frisk.

When I got there they were sobbing. Ugh do I really have to deal with this? "what's wrong Frisk?" I asked trying to sound caring. "I-I thought you left m-me-me!" they sobbed. I fought the urge to role my eyes. "I would never leave you Frisk! Us humans have to stick together right?" Stick together in hell.

they sniffed and nodded. "I would give you a hug if my arms didn't phase through you." they told me. They gave me a watery smile. Ugh why are you so cute Frisk? I felt an increasing frustration within me. Humans are disgusting and despicable, I could never like one or even think they're cute. I hate them, they hate monsters and want to kill us for no reason. Right?

No.

I can't lie, I've been the one influencing Frisk to hurt people. they only wanted to be friends with everyone and I'm forcing them to be the kind of human I despise. I'm the kind of human I hate. Frisk's absolute hesitation towards hurting anything is admirable. their almost constantly smiling face and closed eyes was almost beautiful.

That stupid oversized sweater looked adorable on them. That messy hair constantly daring me to play with it and smooth it down. That idiotic smile being more contagious then the plague. I sometimes find myself wondering what their eye color is. Ugh stop, Stop, STOP! They aren't cute, or admirable. Feelings lead to weakness Chara you know that! Damnit Frisk what are you doing to me?

I wiped all the ooz from my face and shook my thoughts away. Human Chara, human. "c'mon Frisk it's time to leave." I shook the bed slightly. "ugh, Five more minutes~" they replied sleepily.

I was not in the mood to deal with their childishness. I flipped the mattress. "Ah I'm up!" I giggled a little at their tired expression and bed head. No. I took a deep breath. I directed for Frisk to go and ask Toriel When they could leave.

Toriel tried to explain to Frisk that they couldn't leave but I kept Frisk going down the path until they reached the door. "Chara I-I don't want to k-ki-do this." I shook my head. feelings make you weak. "just fight her frisk it will be easy"

They nodded unsure. I knew that, even though they were strong it would take more to kill Tori. I decided to give them some of my strength, just to make sure that the wuss wouldn't back out if they don't kill her in one swoop.

The battle started with Frisk going first. All the monsters done here are too trusting and nice. I thought they would learn. in one hit, toriel was done for.

"you really hate me that much?" she questioned Frisk's eyes were filled with tears. They weren't taking this well. "now I see who I was protecting by keeping you here." she seemed to have realized. A few tears leaked from the corners of Frisks eyes. "not you... But them!" She continued. Frisk started to cry softly.

Toriel doubled over smiling sadly. She was know eye level with Frisk. I never really noticed how short Frisk was. "Ha....Ha..." Toriel barely whispered then turned to dust at our feet.

Frisks POV

No, how could I have done something so cruel as killing an innocent monster. I sobbed. I was always so emotional, especially with the people I cared for. How could I? Why did I ever trust Chara? they only lead me down the road of hurt and suffering!

So many monsters I have harmed, and for what? Power? Greed? My own gain? None of those are good reason to hurt anybody and yet, what have I done? So many questions with no answers.

I picked up some of Mom's dust as sobs racked my body. "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry." I sobbed burying my head in my arms. I'm the real monster here. I bet goat mom never even touched another child, much less killed them. Then again, anyone could be a liar.

I felt a presence beside me to see Chara looking down at the dust, an unreadable expression adorned their face. "c'mon frisk. We need to keep going." They said, their voice cold.

"it's like you don't even care." I pointed out. She looked at me those red eyes barely glowing "I don't." she said as she broke into a crazed smile. My eyes widened, realizing who I've put my trust in. Now I've already made my choice, and no matter how much it hurts me I'm going to have to go through with it.

I always thought Chara was a special kind of beauty. Not in a way that can be describe, they were just Themselves. It always filled me with a certain kind of DETERMINATION to see them. I was ok being patient with them. I wanted to be brave and provide justice to them with integrity. I wanted to show them kindness and love. I planned to persevere through it, but I'm not sure that I can. Not like this. Now all that trust and admiration for Chara was gone, filling me with sadness.

I'm already passed the point of no return.

Still the question lurks in my mind, as I stare down at the dust, how could I?

Charas POV

They looked so sad starring down at Toriels dust. Yet I still couldn't shake the feeling of empty sadness. I just forced a kid to kill my mother. Then I'm going to make them fight my family. I really am a monster; and not the good kind.

"Frisk really we have to leave." They nodded their head sadly, getting up from the place from the floor. They began to open the door and walk out. I was too before I turned around starring back at my mothers dust.

"goodbye mom." I whisper as the frigged air from the door blows the dust away.