This feels weird for me, falling in love again and finally caught someone's attention.  But I promise that I will be a better man, and that the old me is now gone.

I will control my emotions and demonstrate that the ferocious side of me, will never dominate me again. That I wont unleash my bad side to you, I have to seem perfect.

Cause I am not a 'maybe' I am the one.

But in order for me to be the one, I have to  make you seriously love me.

And I have a plan, so that you will never let me go.

Today I had texted Sarah to meet up at the library, yes indeed to make you jealous. Yes, I know its a low move, but this move will be the hit.

I wont flirt with her obviously, I am going to be straightforward  and tell her that me and you are dating. I will have boundaries and limits with you, love. 

Its 11:02 and Sarah still didn't come by. I see you far away from the kitchen counter smiling at me, while attending a customer. I can feel the romance already, love. 

That was when I saw Sarah from out the glass door, talking to this girl. They keep talking and talking. Her friends back was against me, she had blonde hair, and from the corner of her face blue eyes. 

Why isn't she just inviting her friend over? Does she already know I asked her to come, to humiliate her and break her heart?

When finally I saw both of them come in, but her friend hid behind the books.

I see Sarah shake and give me a fake smile, as she walks towards me.

" Hey" She says nervously.

" Hey, why don't you bring your friend over here? You ditched her" I laugh.

I see Sarah reaction changes and she lefts out a curse.

" She doesn't want to see you, she doesn't like any guy that goes out with me" Then she winks at me.

Oh no, wrong sign. No she thinks we are going out. Fuck. Didn't she understand that I wanted to talk about us, but not in that way.

" Sarah, we are just friends" I say, to make her mind clear of what we are.

She leans over and presses her boobs, trying to catch my attention.

" Yeah I know we are just friends.. with benefits" Then she sticks her tongue out and licks her lips.

I look away, because I know I can feel Natali's eyes on me, and I know she want to kill me right now.

" Yeah, well we aren't anymore. I have a girlfriend, a real girlfriend. So me and you are over" I tell her.

Her smile drops and stares at me for a while.

"I-I don't care Joe, I want you" Then she walks into the counter and kisses me.

I push her off of me and grab her wrists.

" No, I have a girlfriend and she is in here. So leave me alone, I wanted to meet up with you so that you never bother me again" I threatened her.

Sarah just laughs and takes deep breath.

" Its that girl right. Na- Na that stupid hoe, wow I am way better than her Joe, and  you know it. She wont accept the way you are Joe, but I will "

Then she gets out of my grip and pushes me against the counter and starts touching my manhood. She grabs me by my hair, and kisses my roughly.

I try and let go of her, but damnit this bitch is grabbing my hair and it hurts as shit.

That's when I saw Natali, walking towards us and she grabs Sarah by her hair, and pulls her off of me.

" He said leave" She growls with an intimidate face.

Sarah just smirks.

" That's not what his dick wanted" Then she left and her friend behind her.

Wait a second, her friend had a camera in her hand on her way out. 

Was she recording me? Is that the reason she was hiding from me? I am really not liking her friend. Sarah is definitely planning something. She scares me, she's a desperate maniac. Was Natali right, she is going to accuse me for having sex with her?

I expected Natali to be mad at me, but instead she hugs me.

" you have to get away from her, she's bad" Then she kisses my cheek.

"Thanks love" I say back to her.

Then we went back to work, and stare at each other when we had a chance.

~ AFTER WORK~

 Its 4 o'clock and we both clocked out. We took our aprons off and placed them inside our locker.

On our way out, we grab each others hand and smile.

This is just right, its not just right, its destined. Its simply perfect, feeling her soft small hands wrapped around mine. Seeing her beautiful smile, because of me. Our love is so strong, and that makes me satisfied.

We went to a resturant and ordered some food.

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When we finished eating, we talked while we waited for the check.

" Why was Sarah in there?" She asks me.

Are you jealous? I see it by the way she looks at me. She is jealous, and she doesn't like competing with other girls. Thats my girl!!

" I asked her to come, she has been texting me non-stop and I wanted to meet up, to tell her to leave me alone. Because I have a girlfriend" Then I slowly looked up to her when I said 'girlfriend'.

I see you smile.

" Awww thanks baby. I thought you wanted to see her or something" Then you cover your face embarrased.

Baby? Yes, we are a couple. You called me baby, so that means I can finally call you babe too.

I grab her hands and press my finger on her cheek.

" I wouldn't want to see her, I only want to see you babe, and only you"

You bite your lip, and stare me with some desiring eyes.

The waiter came and dropped off the check. It was 33.43, I gave $40 and we left.

" So want to go at your place babe, or where?" I ask.

"No my apartment is to small." Then we got in your car.

And you drove to an old place, it was weird. The place was abandoned and alone.

You begin to laugh.

" Don't worry baby, I just wanted to find a place alone" Then you pushed your seat back and climbed on top of me.

You kiss me everywhere, and your hands went through my hair. I grabbed your perfectly round ass, and squeezed it a bit.

You let out a soft moan. Until you began to grind slowly ontop of me, and you took of your shirt.

This is what i been wanted to do with you, babe. And finally we will, I will see you beloved body in front of me, for me. I will taste every inch of you ,and devour you with so much passion.

You suddenly pick up the pace and went faster.

" Babyy, fuck!!" You kiss me and moan in my ear.

Then you stop and went down my pants. You stare at me with some angel eyes, but give a devil smile. 

How can you be so angelic but devilish at the same time? How can you be a blessing but a temptation?

You uncover my manhood and slowly take it in. You swirl your lips around it, with such practice. And then take it whole. I start to moan, and you look up and you began to go up and down. You start to move your head faster and you look at me.

When I felt like I was about to cum, you press your breast against my thing, while I let out my semen. 

I went to the back seat, and savagely rip your pants off. And took off you lingerie, it was a nice and lovely one too. It was red laced, and it smelled like the new Lancome perfume.

Did you plan this today? You planned this little sex break, didn't you?

I licked your clit, and slowly inserted my middle finger in. I slowly stick the finger in and out, and I see you begin to shake.

I speed up the rhythm, and go faster but I inserted two fingers. You begin to moan my name, and your hands desperately grabbed my hand.

" Joeee" You moan.

" Thats not my name" I tell her and I revolve my tongue arond her clit, and her body jumps even more.

" Daddyy?" She moans.

" Yes, that's right" Then I kept going, and going until she coudn't take it anymore.

She wraps her legs around my neck, her back arched until she finally came.

She tasted so good, she was becoming my addiction and I couldnt take it anymore.

Then I slipped it right in her. I slowly went, until she grabs my hand.

"faster" she mutters.

My hips met hers at a faster pace. I bury my face in her neck, and gave her soft kisses on her neck. I kiss her to silent her moans, and I could here her breath accelerate. Until I stopped and layed by her side.

" I love you Joe" She says to me, then gives me a soft kiss.

I didnt respond, I didn't want to say ' I  love you too' because I have to wait more. Wait until she really is mine, and that we know each other.

" Baby, I have to go back to work, I need to pay rent. " 

I didn't want her to work, I mean I am her new man, and I should be responsible for her stuff.

But, I have to search for Sarah and see what she has been up too.

I need to find answers, and fast. I need to know who her friend was.And what they are up too?

" Yea thats okay babe. I'll drop you off, I will do some shopping" Then I kissed her forehead.