* Sydnei's POV*

It's been a month since I made it offical with Michael. It hasn't been all bad but it hasn't been all good either.

Knowing that we both are trained killers and we hunt our "pricetags," we have had to go up against each other. Sometimes I would get some and sometimes he would get some. When either one of us would lose, we would be mad for days, even though the money was in the house, It wasn't the same as killing that person yourself and collecting the money.

Michael even came to me one day, saying "I should quit the missions and get a real job." When he said that, we had an all-out brawl.

I don't know. I'm trying my hardest to be nice to this ma-, I mean my "boyfriend" but if says one more dumb thing, I'm killing his ass.

As I was walking down stairs, I saw Michael and the kids laughing at the kitchen table.

"What you guys laughing at?" I said as I was walking into the kitchen

"Smiley, why didn't you tell the kids we were dating?" Michael says smiling at me and looking at the kids.

"Because I felt that when the time was right, I would have told them myself, Michael?" I said with a little attitude.

Chloe sees my face and tells Edwin and Shali to come play outside with her.

They leave and Michael and I are left alone.

"Why did you tell them Michael, I wanted to be the one to tell them. This is my first relationship." I said aggravated. "Well I'm sorry Smiley, I thought that the people in your life should know about our relationship." he said walking up to me.

I rolled my eyes and went upstairs and of course, he followed close behind.

"Smiley I honestly don't see the wrong I did." he said closing the door. I sat on the bed with my hands massaging my temple.

"Of course you don't see the wrong you did Michael. You went behind my back and told my remaining family that I am in a relationship. They have never seen me with anyone." I started to yell a lil

"What the hell is the problem, Sydnei. You act as if I'm embrassing to you."

"You don't fucking understand Michael, you just don't."

"You need to stop hiding things from me Sydnei. Shit its not my fault you have a hard time trusting people, because you let them use you and hurt you. Especially your father, for what he did to your mother, you have so much anger in you. You take it out on everyone else. I'm surprise your siblings can be around a CHALLENGED person like you.

When he said those words, I lost it completely.

"HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT MY DEAD MOTHER, DICKSHIT!! I TRY AND TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY AND YOU TALK ME DOWN, IT'S OVER FUCK THIS." I yelled at the top of my lungs and darted out the door.

My eyes were stinging from my tears rapidly coming from inside on out.

I jumped in my truck and sped down the road. I past by the park where the kids were.

They saw my speeding away, and they all started running behind me.

But I just kept going.

I can't take this. If I'm such a bad person, I might as well end it all. The kids will be taken care of by Michael.

I saw a "Dead End" sign at the end of the road where they never finished construction.

I slammed on the gas and ran down the road till there was no more.

to be continued...

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