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I talk to everyone for an hour or so before running up the familiar staircase to Vikks room.

I hear him crying before I even open the door and it brings tears to my eyes.

When I open the door I actually start crying.

Though I was mad at him, I still hate to see him cry because of me.

"Vikk?" I ask as I sit down on his bed.

"I'm sorry" He sniffles as I quickly hug him.

"You don't need to be sorry, I was acting so childish" I cry.

"I shouldn't have let him go without saying anything" He says as he hugs me back tightly.

"I don't care anymore" I say as we detach and I wipe my tears away.

"AWWWWEEEE" We hear from the door.

Vikk and I look up to see JJ and Josh  taking pictures of us.

"BEST FRIEND REUNIONS!" Josh shouts as he hugs us both.

Before we know it we are all sitting cross legged in a circle on Vikk's floor with a pizza and a bottle of vodka.

We used to do this a lot when we all lived together.

"Any new people in your life?" Vikk asks as he takes a sip from the bottle.

"Yeah actually" I chuckle.

"Ooooooo" JJ laughs.

"Tell us about him" Josh says as if he's a father talking to his teenage daughter about a boyfriend.

"Well first of all, JJ knows" I laugh.

"His name is Tyler. He likes the breakfast club, is really tall, and has blonde hair and blue eyes" I say with a smile.

"Sounds like Simon" JJ says as Vikk passes him the bottle.

My smile drops.

"He is nothing like Simon" I say seriously.

"Mhm" Vikk says.

"Hey! You know how I didn't talk to you for 3 years? Keep that up and you can add 7 more" I laugh as I punch Vikk's shoulder.

Vikk laughs as well.

"I did miss that tall loser for a very long time though" I sigh as JJ passes the bottle to me.

"What even happened?" Josh asks.

"He left. I waited for a year and then I realized that he wasn't coming back so I moved on. I hardly think about him anymore" I say as I take a rather large sip.

I lied when I said that I hardly think about him.

I think about him all the time and I don't wank to because I have Tyler and Tyler is perfect.

I need to stop living in the past because I have grown so much since he's left.

I hit 6 million subs, I made friends with Dodie Clark and Dan and Phil, and I even bought a hedgehog.

Simon was the love of my life but that's the thing; he was

I pass the bottle to Josh and take a slice of pizza as we hear the front door open.

As soon as I see who it is, I am running to them so fast that I could win the Olympics.

"FREYA!" I yell as I hug her.

I stayed in contact with Sarah but not Freya or Emily.

"Holy shit! What brings you here stranger?" She asks as we head up to Vikks room.

"How's married life?" I ask, feeling a bit jealous of her and Josh.

"Its great!" She smiles.

"I never got to thank you for getting me and Josh back together" She says as she grabs a slice of pizza.

"No need to thank me, you guys are my otp and I don't know what I'd do if you two stayed apart" I smile.

I haven't been this happy in so long and I miss it.

But I feel like somethings missing from our circle.

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1:26am

A/N

This whole chapter reminds me of that 70's show where they all sit in the basement and get high. I love that 70's show.

Also any shadow hunters fans out there? Malec is literally amazing.

Anyways gn.

Byeeeeeeeeeee ;))))))))))))))))))))))