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I'm leaving Switzerland in 2 days.

The thought of having to leave Tyler here makes me sick. I hate everything about it.

As soon as I get over Simon being in London my boyfriend leaves. Isn't that just amazing.

I don't even like Simon like that anymore.

This isn't fair. I found someone I love and they have to leave me.

Tyler walks into the living room of his new apartment to find me sitting on the chocolate coloured couch.

I was wrapped in a blanket and holding a cup of tea.

Tyler sits beside me and I lean on him.

"You know what I'm going to miss the most?" He asks.

"What?" I say as I take a sip of tea.

"Moments like this. Just having your company was enough" He says.

I feel tears in my eyes.

"I'm going to miss this too. I'll miss having you around to make me happy" I sigh as I put my tea down and he wraps his arms around me.

He kisses my forehead as we sit in complete silence, just enjoying each others company.

We went to bed that night crying into each others arms which is pretty pathetic.

***
When I woke up I had this unexplainable feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach.

I have to leave today.

Words could not describe how horrible I felt.

I have to leave him here and go back to London.

As we both got dressed I could tell he felt the same way.

I know that he loved me more than I loved him and I think he know that too.

I was hung up on Simon for a large part of our relationship and deep deep down, I know that I still have some love stored for Simon.

Tyler and I leave the apartment and he takes me to a place with a beautiful view.

"I think we should say goodbye here. Your flight leaves in a few hours" Tyler says as he takes my hands in his.

I nod as I know if I talk now I will begin to sob.

"I love you more than anything and I never want you to forget that. I know that you don't love me as much but that's ok. I just enjoy seeing you happy" He says as he wipes the tears from my cheeks.

"I know that you will be happy without me too and I'm ok with that. Go on dates with new people and make them as lucky as I was. Heck, date Simon! He's not a bad guy!" He says and I sniffle.

I quickly hug him as hard as I could.

"I'm sorry for not being able to love you as much as you love me but I still love you. You made the past 2 years good and I can't thank you enough for it. I don't even think you know how much I'll miss you but I will miss you a lot. I don't want us to end because I feel like we have so much more to do together" I sob.

"This hurts like a bitch" He laughs sadly.

"It does, doesn't it" I laugh back.

After out goodbye speeches to each other he drives around and we listen to all of the songs that meant something to us during the relationship.

He drives me back to the apartment and I pack my things and get into his car again.

As we waited for my flight to be called, Tyler and I laughed about memories we had with each other.

That's when it happened.

I had to board my plane.

Tyler and I both stood up and he hugged me and planted a kiss on my forehead.

"It was fun while it lasted" He smiles through tears.

"Yup" I sniffle.

"Seeya later meme girl" He laughs at the dumb nickname.

"Seeya later loser" I say as I press a gentle kiss onto his cheek before boarding onto my plane.

I looked back once to see him smile and wave.

It was really a bittersweet moment.

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1:30am
A/N

I see panic! Today and I'm fucking excited.

Also I have a new Brendon fic up so please check it out if you want.

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