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I hear the door open as the movie plays with the volume turned up very loud.

"I'm home babe!" Tyler yells into the house and Simon immediately looks uncomfortable.

Its his own fault that he doesn't get to me in a relationship with me though.

Tyler comes into the living room to find all four of us sharing a blanket while watching "the heat".

Tyler smiles and sits beside me.

I smile to.

I really do love Tyler. I loved Simon a lot but we were born to die.

Towards the end I hardly trusted him.

I snuggle into Tyler's shoulder and Simon shrinks into his spot.

I feel sort of bad but then I remember that he left me. He could have told me about the fans but he didn't.

Dan and Phil notice everything that is happening.

Dan gives me the 'tell me what is going on' look.

I stand up and pull Dan out of his comfortable position with Phil.

"I have to talk to Dan!" I say as I pull him into the kitchen.

"What the fuck is happening and why does Simon look uncomfortable!?' Dan whisper shouts.

"He still loves me" I blurt out.

Dan immediately goes silent.

Simon

Y/N pulls Dan out of the room and Phil quickly pauses the movie.

The more I talk to Tyler the more I realize why Y/N loves him.

He's everything I'm not.

He's smart, he is always there for her and he doesn't hurt her.

I know that she made the right decision to move on because Tyler will treat her ten times better than I ever have.

When Tyler talks about her I can here how much he loves her.

He talks about her the same way I do.

I need to let her go.

She has someone else to love her the way that I want to and she's happy.

I'm okay with everything going on between her and Tyler.

I'm more than happy that they have found each other because Y/N talks about him with the same amount out love that he has for her.

It really does hurt to know that I have to let her go but it will make her happy and if she's happy, I'm happy.

I'm glad she taught me what love is and showed me as much of her love as she could even if I couldn't return it.

I will always love her and its sad that I have realized how I should have treated her after she moved on.

Even if I can't be with her I will always remember all of the cute things we used to do like share short but sweet kisses in the mornings or just cuddle until we had to do stuff.

I do miss the little things the most don't I?

"When did you and Y/N date?" Tyler asks. He somehow made this uncomfortable topic something that wasn't that big of a deal.

"3 years ago. I had to leave for her safety" I explain.

"What happened?" He asks.

"A group of crazy people were threatening to hurt her. I was only going to leave for a few months but I was paranoid" I say.

"Ahh I see" Tyler says as Dan and Y/N walk back into the room.

"We're back!" Dan yells as he flops onto Phil's lap.

It made me laugh because it reminded me of the day JJ did that to me and Y/N and we held him on the ground and threw food at him.

Phil puts the movie back on and we begin to start watching again.

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4:20 am
A/N

I went to Tim Horton's 2 days in a row and won a bunch of shit with the roll up to win bullshit lol

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