3 years later

You

I smile as my boyfriend of 2 years puts on the breakfast club.

It took me a year to get over Simon and I'm happy I did because I've met Tyler.

I haven't talked to Vikk in those 3 years because I'm still mad for what he did.

He knew how much Simon meant to me and he still let him go.

I talk to JJ more than I talk to any one else in the sidemen and he is honestly my best friend.

I still miss Vikk more than anything. He was my best friend but he did was unforgivable in my eyes.

I snuggle into Tyler's side and he kisses the side of my head as the movie starts.

Simon

I need to go home.

I need to see her.

JJ hasn't told me anything about her yet so I don't know how she is and it scares me.

I have been living in Vancouver for the past 3 years.

The group of 'fans' have shut up since I haven't posted anything.

I pack the rest of my things from the small apartment.

I'm going home.

As I leave I feel happy that I will get to see Y/N again.

I get to the airport and onto the plane.

I watch some of her YouTube videos on the plane and feel overjoyed to hear her voice.

I didn't pay for WiFi the whole three years I was there and turned off my data so this is the first time I've been on YouTube.

I then come across a video called 'why it ended' that was uploaded 6 months after I left

I click on it and get a good look at her face.

She had tear stains and her eyes were red and puffy.

"So, um" She takes a deep breath.

"Simon and I... Aren't together anymore" She says quietly

"I don't know if I could have done something to help us but its over now" She says as she wipes the tears away.

"I give up guys. I can't keep trying anymore to save something that's gone" She sighs.

"I will probably always love him but some things are better forgotten" She says with a sniffle.

"I'm just done waiting for him"

I turn off the video as the flight attendant tells me that someone is changing their seats.

I nod as the new person sits down beside me.

"Holy shit! Simon is that you?" Lewis asks excitedly.

"Lewis!" I say as I hug him.

"Where have you been!?" He says as she hugs me back.

"I traveled around for a little bit and then stayed in Vancouver" I shrug.

"Where are you headed now?" He asks.

"Home" I say simply.

"Its been so different without you. Everyone is still all sad and gloomy, especially Vikk" He says.

"Why is Vikk sad?" I ask.

"Y/N moved out and won't talk to him" I furrow my eyebrows as Lewis tells me this.

It takes a lot to make her that mad at someone.

I start another conversation with Lewis and we talk for the rest of the flight.

You

"Josh!" I yell as I run to him.

Its been almost 2 years and I am back in the sidemen house once again.

I hardly talked to any of them except for small updates from JJ.

I hear someone walk down the stairs and I look up to see Vikk.

He gives me a small fake smile which I return as he walks into the kitchen.

It did hurt to see one of my old closest friends pretty much ignore me.

I want to talk to Vikk but he probably hates me for ignoring him for 3 years.

I still hate Simon for what he did.

Why am I only realizing now that it wasn't Vikks fault?

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1:34am

A/N

HAPPY NEW YEAR

its not gonna b new years day when I get this out bc I still have to make the cover but its new years rn so HAPPY NEW YEAR

Byeeeeeeeeeee ;))))))))))))))))))))))))))