Wow, I'm not even the new girl at school. So why is it so hard to make friends? Like come on, I finally have the guts to talk to a girl and she looks at me like, how DARE I speak to her. Whatever. Next issue please. The one friend I do have, well he's awkward as it is. He basically my big awkward brother. Yup thats what he is. And his name is Henry. We would walk in the hall and he would get his usual shove in the lockers by the jocks. I would mumble a few creative curses and help him up. And thats how we started our day. 

 But not before we got stopped by the cheerleaders. They always flirt with Henry. He may be awkward, but apparently he's got "THE BEST HAIR" (if you couldn't get my sarcasm then I think you have problems.) So after that I get shoulder checked by one of the blondes and we are off again. We make our way to first period, which is algebra. 

 We get into our seats and I put in my headphones. I am not going to listen to yet another lesson of why our teacher's life sucks.  I think I may have fallen asleep because Henry woke me up, poking me, with a smile.  He handed me a worksheet and our notes.  I smiled and took them, stuffing them into my bag.  We went into our next period, where my crush was.....

Yeah I said crush... Stupid heart can't get enough of the guy..... Which is why I am dreading the freakn class.   We walk in and I keep telling myself.  He's too good for you. Don't even try.  Just stop freakn thinking about it, its never going to happen.... But of course I saw him and I had to stifle a sigh.  Henry didn't have this class with me, thank God!  So I sat next to him...his name is Logan by the way.  Everything about him was perfect.  He dressed like a gentleman, his hair was nicely kept and his eyes.... awww man his dark brown eyes matched his hair perfectly.  Wait. What the freak am I saying this isn't about him!   He's nothing but a heart throb.  Stupid heart, leaving without my head.   I hate love. Its mean and complicated.... and handsome.... ALRIGHT THATS IT!!!  Enough of the thoughts lets get back to reality.   I snuck a look at him and smiled. He was playing video games on his computer.    Since this class was science we had to pick partners for the experiment. All of the sudden I heard his voice say my name, "Hey Lily do you wanna be partners?"  

Oh God.. My face burned.  I blushed, as I stuttered, "S-su-re  I-I w-would l-love t-to"  

We sat next to each other, so close that our arms were brushing against each other.  I had to keep my calm.  I tried to remember how to flirt. Wait how do you flirt again?   Thoughts raced through my mind and I didn't even hear him ask me one of the project questions.  I realized he was looking at me expectantly and I asked, "I'm sorry what were you saying? " Like some idiot!  

He laughed and said, "Its fine. So what do you think about this measurement?" 

"Uhhhh I don't know whatever you think will be fine."

"But I want your opinion on it."

I rubbed my hands together nervously.  "What did you get again?" I asked biting my lip. 

"45 inches  at maximum." He replied, smiling.

"Yeah that sounds about right." I said quickly, not meeting his eyes.

"Okay." he said, not taking his smiling eyes off of me. 

Finally the class ended, but we didn't finish.  He went over to my desk as I was packing up. 

"Hey I asked the teacher if we could work on it after school, she said yes so I got the stuff in my bag. You wanna come over to work on it tonight?" 

My eyes widened. "Uh ummm sure I guess I'm not doing anything. " I mutter. 

"Great!"He smiled. 

Great. I thought. But my heart went YYYYAAAAYYYYY! 

Stupid heart.  I wish I felt nothing for the guy. 

Now I am going to be alone with him, at his house... I'ḿ going to screw this up somehow I just know it. 

I kept walking to my next class as butterflies flew in my stomache.