Michael's POV

"Just try and relax. And remember. I'll be just outside, like you was for me" Ocean says rubbing my shoulder's trying to calm my nerves. And I nod taking a deep breath. "I'm going to visit my uncle Luther today, not because I miss him or want to see him, but because like Ocean I need answers and I need to know why he did those things to me when I was a kid. We haven't told anybody where we're going today because I know they will try and talk me out of it, but this is something I need to do. This has has held me back for so long and thanks to Ocean I finally had the strength to tell someone what happened to me and now I have to do this one final thing so I can truly move on with my life and be truly happy and put it in the past and leave it there where it belongs.

I'm finishing off getting ready and my bedroom door knocks lightly and Janet comes in. "hey, has Ocean got the kids ready?" I ask "um, I'm not sure"

"well she needs to hurry up" I huff. My mother taking them out for the day while Ocean and I run some errands (which is the excuse we gave her) I we have to be at the prison in an hour for visiting times. "I was wondering if we can talk now?" Janet asks timidly, bring me from my thoughts. "now's really not a good time" I sigh "Ocean and I have some really important stuff to do right now"

"just like always" she mumbles. "look, I will sit and talk to you about what's going on with you today I promise, but right now we have alot going on. I'm sorry" I sigh. "Do you promise we can talk about it today?"

"I promise. It'll be just me and you and we can talk ok?" I smile at her through pursed lips. I do feel bad about not spending much time with Janet especially with what she's going through and I will sit and talk to her about it, and I'll be here when she's tells mother and dad, but Janet will still be pregnant when I get from seeing Luther so it'll just have to wait because right now I really have to calm myself about this visit.

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Joseph's POV

After Michael and Ocean leave I go to Janet's room to speak to her. "have you spoken to Michael yet?' I ask going into her room and she shakes her head. "I tried, but he was too busy again" she mumbles "are you trying talk to him or just lying to me? Because they'll be moving to Miami soon and that baby needs to be going with them!" I frown "I am I swear. But Michael's always to busy and doesn't seem to have time to talk. If their finding it hard with 3 kids. They probably won't even want anymore"

"they do want more kids. They talk about having a big family all the time. Trust me they will say yes"

"what if you talk to him? He won't blow you off like he always does with me these days"

"because he needs to think this is your idea or he'll say no. You need to talk to him and you need to do it soon, because it's either they take the baby or it'll have to go to another family" I tell her sternly and leave the room. I know I sound cold and hypocritical telling her to adopt her baby out, when I've done everything I can to help and support Michael and Ocean, but Janet is only 13 and will be a single mother and I've been through so much shit with Michael in almost three years I can't go through all that again.

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Michael's POV

"are you ready to do this?" Ocean asks softly and I shake my head. "no... But if I don't do it now, I never will" I sigh and she pulls me in close to her.  "I'll be waiting right outside for you and if it gets to much, you can't can always leave you know that right?"

"I love you" I smile at her through pursed lips "I love you more" she smiles back the same way, pecking my lips. She goes to move away, but I pull her back kissing her deeper, slowly sliding my hand up her thigh and she cuts me off breaking away."now's not really the best place" 

"we've done it in the car before" I frown confused "yeah, but we're outside a police station and I don't wanna get arrested" she giggles slightly "fine" I sigh opening the car door. "but we're finishing this later" I tell her sternly, yet playfully taking her hand as we head inside.

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"you came!" Luther smiles excitedly getting up from his seat when he sees me and one of the officers tells him to sit back down. "it's great to see you again. I couldn't believe when they said you wanted to come and see me" he smiles as I sit down still not speaking. "so how's the family?"

"their fine" I finally mumble "that's great! And your little boy? DJ right?" He asks and I frown not speaking. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked that" he mutters "how are you. You doing well?" He asks and I nod. I had everything thought out what I wanted to say to Luther but now I'm here in front of him it's like my minds gone blank. "I'm sorry about that day in the ally. I didn't mean to get angry with you or say those things about your son. I never would have done anything. I was just angry you know? And I was hurt about those things you said about me"

"I told the truth"

"I know and you had every right to be upset about me and Jamie, but you have to understand, it was hard for me when you left and we all have needs just like I'm sure you do to. But, I promise you, your always going to be..."

"who's Jamie?" I frown confused. "Jamie... Isn't that why you were upset? because of me and him I promise he means nothing to me none of them did and your the only..."

"there's others!?" I snap and officer walks over to check we're ok then goes back to where he was. "I understand you getting a little jealous and upset, but your the only special one to me and..."

"you think that's why I did this? Because I was jealous!? You abused me and now your saying there's was more kids and..."

"I didn't abuse you Michael. I was loving you. We talked about this remember? We have a special friendship me and you. I never hit you or threatened you or hurt you in any way and.."

"we have nothing! You abused me when I was a kid and I didn't understand what was going on at the time, but now I do! That wasn't love it was you abusing me!"

"is that what she told you? That girl? That's just what girls do Michael, they manipulate things and make you think things that aren't true. And that's exactly what she's doing to you. She's making you think that our love isn't real and yours and hers is"

"What me and Ocean have is ALL love nothing else and I never loved you! I was scared of you! And she didn't manipulate me you did!"

"you tasted it didn't you?" He sighs looking disappointed and I look at him confused. "Michael what did I tell you as a kid? You never give anybody a special kiss like I gave to you, especially not a girl, because I knew this would happen. That's how they get you"

"nothing between us was special and what I do with Ocean is none of your business" I frown "she's gotten to my special boy and turned him against me of course it is" he says softly "she hasn't gotten to me and I'm not your special little boy and never was" I shake my head. "of course you are and she has gotten to you. I can see it in your eyes. She's done this to you. not me"

"she didn't do anything to me, but show me the truth"

"oh really? The first time you kissed her pussy how did you feel?" He asks bluntly. "what does that have to do with anything?" I shrug. "it has alot to do with it. And I already know how you felt. You felt excited and you enjoyed it. You enjoyed it so much it left you wanting more. Am I right?"

"so what if it did?" I shrug with an attitude "so what!? Michael, that's how she manipulated you. Once you get a taste of it even once you'll want more and you'll do anything to get it.. Even turn your back on the one you truly love" he says softly. "are you seriously blaming me eating my wife's pussy for you abusing me as a kid!?" I look at him suprised. "I already told you it wasn't abuse. I loved you and still do. And when I'd see you at family get togethers it broke my heart when you wouldn't talk to me and would hide from me... And now I know why" he sighs "but it's ok. Because if you tell the police a little lie for me and say that you made it up because you were upset. I can get out of here and we could leave together and I'll help you get over that girl and we can go back to how thing's were" he smiles slightly. "you think that's why I came here? because I wanted you?" I frown. "of course that's the reason and deep down you know it is too. Why else would you come here to see me? Now once you tell the officer you made it up, We can go back to how things were and forget all about this silly misunderstanding... I miss you just as much as you missed me... I bet you've gotten a lot bigger now too" he smiles. "you actually believe what your saying don't you?"

"because it's the truth. I'd never lie to you" he smiles softly. "you sick do you know that!? all you've ever done is lie and manipulate me. What you did was nothing more than abuse and the reason I would run and hide and refused to talk to you at those family get togethers was because I was scared of you! and I hated you and I still do! and just the thought of you being near me makes me sick! And I hope you rot and die in here!"

"you don't mean that"

"mean every word of it!"

"so why'd did you come here if it wasn't because you wanted us to be friends again, huh?" He shrugs "I came here because I wanted answers and I wanted to know why you abused me all those years ago ago, but clearly I had a wasted trip because your so fucked up in the head. You actually believe the bullshit that your saying!" I snap getting up from my seat and one of the officers walks over. "is every ok over here?"

"everything's fine sir" Luther fakes a smile at him "my nephews just a little upset is all. Michael, come and sit back down" he turns to me. "I'm done here" I say to the officer ignoring Luther and he lets me out of the visiting room and I rush straight into Ocean's arms and she holds me tightly.

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Ocean's POV

Michael didn't say anything on the journey home. And I could see in his eyes, he was trying to take in whatever got said between the two of them which is why I didn't ask him what happened. Not because I don't care, but because unless Michael is ready to talk he won't and if you try and push him, he'll just close up even more, so it was best to give him some time.

when we get back Janet is walking down the stairs towards us "hey, I thought you guys were going shopping?"

"we were, but we left our money here" I roll my eyes pretending to look annoyed. "oh. Um Michael could we talk now you abou...."

before she can finish Michael bursts into tears and heads upstairs ignoring her. "what's wrong with him?" Janet asks confused "could you just give us a moment" I ask heading upstairs after him.

I get t our room and Michael is sitting on the edge of the bed crying. "do you feel ready to talk?" I ask softly, walking over to him and he shakes his head pulling me onto his lap and we sit and cuddling. "he wasn't even sorry" Michael sniffles after about ten minutes of sobbing. "it was like he couldn't even see what he did was wrong and blamed it on you saying that your manipulating me into thinking that. B-but I know that's not true y-you'd never do that to me" he stutters and starts crying again and I pull him in close to me as he tells me everything that happened.

"I'm so sorry, you didn't get what you needed" I say softly holding him close to me after he tells me everything that happened. "maybe in a way I did" he sniffles and I look at him confused. "I went there for answers to why he did that to me and in a way I got it"

"how so?"

"if he couldn't see what he did was wrong even now, then he must be sick or something. I mean what kind of man thinks about a kid that way and thinks it's normal unless there's something wrong with them? Maybe he wasn't saying those thing's to try and manipulate me. When he was talking it was like he genuinely believed what he was saying. But he'll get help in prison though won't he?" He looks at me and I nod and smile through pursed lips. "I'm sure they'll do everything to get him the help he needs"

personally, I'm not sure whether to believe that Luther meant what he said to Michael. It sounded more to me like he was trying to manipulate him again, but if Michael feels like he has his closure and the answers he needs to move on and be happy, then that's what's important. My thoughts are broken when Michael suddenly crashes his lips against mine pulling me down onto the bed positioning himself between my legs, whilst moving my underwear. "Michael, stop" I say trying to move away slightly, seeing how upset he still is. "please, don't try and stop me this time.. I need you" he croaks and presses his lips firmly against mine pushing me back down on the bed.

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Michael's POV

"Mmm... Fuck!!..." Ocean moans squirming underneath me, trying to hold on as I continue thrusting into her hard and fast. She screams out my name and I groan loudly onto her lips, feeling her squirting her juices all over my dick as I continue thrusting through her orgasm, not giving her a chance to come down. My whole body begins trembling and I push myself deep inside her as possible and groan loudly and cum deep inside of her. I stay in the same position for a moment kissing her tenderly then collapse beside her on the bed "I love you" I pant, trying to catch my breath "I love you too" she mutters weakly as wrap my arms around her and I notice her wince slightly as she turns on her side. "you feeling sore after that, baby?" I say softly stroking the hair from the side of her face and she nods, shyly. "it's ok" I smile pecking her lips leading her onto her back again and start making my way down her beautiful body. "I'll kiss it better" I moans softly gliding my tongue across her clit.

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Janet's POV

Michael didn't talk to me when he got home like he promised, but I could see he was upset about something so I left him alone. Him and Ocean came downstairs a few hours later and by that time everybody was home.

it's now 11 o'clock at night and as always Michael and Ocean have gone to their room and haven't been out since they put their kids to bed.

I'm about to go to bed myself when there's a light tap on the door. "hey, Dunk" Michael says in a hushed voice and comes and sits by me on the edge of the bed. "how are you feeling?" He asks softly and I shrug. "fine, I guess"

"I'm sorry, I've not really been here for you lately" he mutters and pulls me in for a hug. "it's fine you've had other people to worry about" I mumble. "that doesn't mean I don't worry about you" he says lifting my head up from his shoulders, so I'm facing him. "Dunk, I'm your big brother. I'm always gonna worry about you and even though your gonna be a mother yourself soon, you'll still always be my baby sister" he smiles wrapping his arms around me "about that.. " I mumble, moving away from his cuddle. "I- I um... I can't do it" I stutter and he smiles reassuringly at me through pursed lips. "I know it's gonna be hard telling mother and dad, but I'm gonna be there with you remember? And so will Ocean"

"no.. I mean I can't be a mother. I'm not ready"

"nobody's ready the first time... not really, but you'll learn and you'll be a great mommy and..."

"I don't wanna be a mommy. And I don't want this baby" I cut him off "I want you to" I croak. And he looks at me confused. "I want you and Ocean to adopt my baby"