Ocean's POV

when get back from visiting my cousin, I head upstairs to get changed and Sherri follows behind me "Ocean can we have a little chat?" 

"sure" I nod opening the door letting her in "are you feeling OK?" she asks sitting on the bed "you didn't we quite seem yourself at the hospital" 

"I'm just not used to seeing Jason like that is all" I sigh sitting beside her "it's weird seeing him laying in a hospital bed"

"he's going to be fine, it was just a little operation" she smiles through pursed lips and wraps her arms around me "now you get some rest" she's about to leave then turns back to me "and close that window it's freezing in here"

After she leaves I go to my window confused. I never leave my window wide open when I'm not home. I close my window then turn to close my door and jump about to scream when I see Michael standing there, but he grabs me putting his hand over my mouth before I have a chance to scream "Sssh... if you scream they'll hear us" he whispers then removes his hand and I stand looking at him confused as he walks over and locks the door then walks back over to me. "what are you doing here?" I ask confused "I waited for you but you weren't there"

"I-I was visiting my cousin in the hospital" I stutter feeling nervous. I've never seen him like this. he keeps pacing around agitated and he has this blank look in his eyes "I'm sorry about what happened with your dad this morning I was gonna text you but I forgot my I phone" he shakes his head taking my hands in his hands "it's OK. I'm not mad at you, I deserved what happened" he says softly and starts staring at me like he's searching for something "is your cousin contagious? Has he made you sick!?"

 "it was just his appendix" I shake my head "your here now, that's all that matters" he smiles stroking the side of my face "your so precious to me" even though he's talking calmly, I can't help but feel scared and my heart is pounding. I try to move away, but he cups my face in his hands stopping. "And your so beautiful" He presses his lips softly against mine and I move my head away and starts kissing my neck lowering his hands down my waist onto my ass and I can feel his erection against me "please stop" I whisper and try to push him away, but he grabs my wrist tight "don't push me away" he says blankly then pushes his lips firmly against mine so I can't speak then starts pulling at my clothes removing them and leads me towards the bed climbing on top of me, still keeping a tight grip of my wrist. I try to hit him with my free hand but he grabs that one too pinning my hands to the bed "Michael, please your hurting me" I plead trying to break free from his grip "It wouldn't hurt if you didn't keep fighting me" he frowns then gets off of me and starts undressing himself. I jump up and make a run for the door, but he grabs me again putting his hand over my mouth pulling me back onto the bed positioning himself between my legs "what the fuck did I say!? Don't scream and don't push me away" he pushes himself deep inside of me and I scream in pain, but he still has his hand over my mouth which drowns out my screams. I start sobbing as He continues thrusting hard and fast inside of me kissing and sucking on my neck leaving light bruises then stops kissing my neck and starts looking down crying whilst still thrusting in and out of me "I have do to this" he sobs "because I love you. I love you so much... and you love me to right?" he looks at me with tears in his eyes waiting for a response and I nod still sobbing "yeah?" he asks nodding and I nod again and he moves his hand from my mouth to kiss me then breaks away "please let go of my wrist" I whisper. I know there's no point screaming, it's to late for that now. "I can't let you go" he sniffles, still crying between his moans "if I do you'll leave me" 

"I won't I promise" I shake my head wincing in pain. he doesn't answer and continues for a moment, but then his eyes soften an eventually he let's go of my wrist which are now bruised from his grip."go slowly"  I whisper putting my arms around him and he stops thrusting so violently and starts slowing down his pace "like this?" he ask nervously and unsure and I nod looking into his eyes seeing Michael for the first time. whoever that was before wasn't Michael. He keeps thrusting slowly, and kissing me softly. I moan softly onto his lips as he hits my spot. I don't know why my body is reacting this way. I'm so scared right now and I desperately want to push him off, but it's like my body is betraying me by wanting him. Michael moans into my mouth as we both climax and I feel him twitching and Cumming inside of me. He kisses me tenderly then gets off me an lays next to me catching his breath and I turn on my side away from him and break down bursting into tears.

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Michael POV

After Ocean and I made love. I lay next to her trying to catch my breath. I don't even know how we got into it. One minute we're talking then the next we were in bed together. My thoughts are broken when I hear Ocean faintly crying. I turn over to put my arm over her, but she swats me away "why are you crying?" I ask concerned and confused, wiping her tears. I don't understand why she's so upset with me "please talk to me. Why are you crying?" I say softly and she starts sobbing again "you hurt me" I look up and down at her confused "I never hur..." I pause when I look down an see she's holding herself between her legs "you mean here?" I put my hand between her legs and she tenses up "Michael, please don't" she looks at me scared and I move my hand away. When I move my hand there's some blood on it "is this why your upset?" I ask and she doesn't answer "baby, it's OK you don't have to feel embarrassed. most girls bleed their first time" I reassure her wrapping my arms around her.

I lay holding her for a while and she still isn't talking. she must be getting tiered. I look at the clock and it's 2:30am "I should probably get back before we get caught" I sigh and she nods. "I'll see you at Kingdom Hall later" I smile then kiss her tenderly "you know I love you right?" I smile stroking the side of her face "I love you too" she whispers. I kiss her again then get dressed and leave sneaking back to my house before anyone finds us.