How Can I?

“How? How can I let go of you?” I said crying.

“Lexa, I-I don't know. Don't ask me.”

“If you don't want me to ask you, then why are you requesting me to let go of you?!”

“Lexa, liste—”

“No! You,” I point him, “listen to me.” I pointed myself. “I love you so much and letting you go is so hard for me to do. So, how? How can I?” I kneeled down and start wiping my tears.

“Lexa please, accept the fact that I can't be with you now.”

“Calix? Why? Why are you like that? Y-You love m-me, don't you?”

“Lexa, wake up. Just wake up, please. Open your eyes.”

I do what he said and as I opened my eyes I saw color white.

“Doc! Nurse! My daughter is awake!” said... who? What does this mean?

I finally opened my eyes and look around. Don't tell me I'm in the hospital? My tears started falling.

“M-Mom, where's Calix?” I asked slowly to the person who's sitting beside my bed.

She didn't say a word but her eyes started to emit liquids. She's crying. Why?

“I-I'm sorry, he didn't survive.”

“Calix,” I uttered, “wait me there.”