Honesty

"Did you also bring Kazumi here?"Shine curiously asked while she looked at Yuzuru looking down to Shine's grave.

Yuzuru shake his head.

"But why?" Shine asked but she is not sure if she wants to hear what Yuzuru have to say. She looked down to her grave.

"Why what?"Yuzuru asked while he frown.

"Because you and her have gotten really close. Don't you introduce Shine all the significant person to you?" Shine sarcastically said.

Yuzuru turn his face to looked at Shine.

"Can I asked you why are you so negative about Kazumi?"

"She is fake that's why!" Her inner self said with her arms crossed- she sounded jealous rather than being objective about the matter.

Shine wants to say what her inner self said but she is hesitant to tell Yuzuru her reason.

"Ahm..." Shine said instead as she can't look for a word to say.

Yuzuru can probably see the hesitation in Shine's face; so he speak first.

"Don't worry I already know everything"

"What everything?"

"That she can really speak english"

"Ah that! Honestly, I can careless about that..."Shine pause.

Yuzuru don't react and just listen with Shine.

"...but the way she's 'bitching' us is the main reason why we don't like her. You might not see that, because when you are present she is always smiling and act cute but when it was just us, she really act differently" Shine finishes, somewhat angry about the fact.

"How does she act?"Yuzuru asked but it seems that he already knows what is she is going to say. Shine still answer him anyway.

"Well, first, she will not greet us or even acknowledge our presence -she will just walk her way in the counter to get her keys. Second, she don't know how to smile or say thank you or even goodbye and just leave -not that it's illegal but I think it's only right to show some politeness to others. And lastly, because when you are present, she act like a nice kid -that irritated me more" Shine said and pause to breath. "so, when did you know that she can speak english?" Shine finishes and disgust can be heard in her voice.

"In the banquet, she told me" Yuzuru honestly said.

Shine did not say anything but it's obvious that she is mad. Yuzuru looked at her.

"Can you give her one more chance, please?" Yuzuru plead.

"When you are talking to someone you like of course, you are going to promise him/her everything!" Shine's inner self interject and rolled her eyes.

"She promise me that she will not be mean again"Yuzuru added and he give her a puppy-eye looked, that Shine cannot turn down.

"It's hard but I will try. I'll convinced Monika too but I am not promising anything" Shine said.

"Thank you!"Yuzuru happily said and face Shine's grave again.

"and besides if she will be your 'girlfriend' I..I mean We really have to" Shine said hating the idea. Neither one of them is looking at each other.

"Girlfriend? Impossible!" Yuzuru said like the idea is so absurd.

"You can never be sure!"

"I am telling you, that it's really impossibe. Because I already give my heart away to Shine and it will be so unfair for her or any other girl if I can't return her love"Yuzuru said with finality.

"Shine, heard that? you are lucky to have him" Shine said factualy to her grave.

Yuzuru smile.

"I am very lucky with her too"

Shine smile while she looked at him -hearing Yuzuru say those words makes her happy.

"Yuzu" Shine's inner self said.

"I think you like her more than she is to you" Shine said looking at her grave.

"Sorry Shine but that's the way I see it" Shine added -she said what she really feels that moment.

Yuzuru looked at her.

"Really? That's what you think?"Yuzuru frown as Shine nodded. He looked in her grave again.

"One thing I learn from loving Shine is: it doesn't matter who love more but what's important is the way you feel when you recieve that love..." Yuzuru pause and inhale "and with her I always feel that I am the most important person in this universe" Yuzuru finishes and smile.

"Oh Yuzu! You are the most important to me that's why I am doing this" Shine's inner self sadly said.

Shine can't say a word and just smile instead while she looked at him with so much admiration.

"Why are you looking at me that way?

"Nothing"Shine said and shaked her head. Shine also think that she is blushing because her face feels hot.

Yuzuru smile.

"We men, we are like that when we truly love the person. Allen must have been the same to you" Yuzuru suddenly said.

"I guess. Allen is a very nice guy" Shine said honestly.

"Honestly, I have been insecure with Allen all this time"

"Why?"

"Well, aside from his obvious good looks it's actually because he see Shine grow"

"I feel the same with Mikka" Shine's inner self said with empathy.

"I am sure you have more to offer for Shine than Allen, or else she mustn't had choose you"

"Like? Allen speak 5 languages and he is a soon to be doctor. Though her father is not saying anything but I can tell he like Allen for Shine. The only thing I can offer is probably my skating which I know Shine loves"

"Actually, Allen knows figure skating too"

"Ok..ay...Now I really don't have any advantage against him"

"Of course there is: Shine loves you. Though, I don't know her reason but for me, seeing you talk about her is enough reason for her to love you" Shine honestly said.

"I know the REASON! It's because he only LOVES me"Shine's inner self interject.

"You think so?"

"I know so. We ladies, we only give our 'yes' if we are sure about our feelings"

"Oh sorry! I didn't realized that you are with Allen. Talking about him and Shine in front of you must have been too much"

"It's okay...Allen already told me about Shine before. Shine is always be apart of Allen" Shine honestly said while she give a reassuring smile to Yuzuru.

Yuzuru suddenly looked at his watch and looked at Shine's grave again.

"Shine, see you again soon"

Yuzuru turn his face to Shine.

"Want to go? I've done my purpose -to visit her. Plus, I also introduce you to her so I think everything is good" Yuzuru said frowning as the ray of sun that is directed to his face.

Shine nodded in agreement.

"Bye Shine, maybe if we meet each other personally we are going to be friend" Shine said to herself as if she is really Hana talking to Shine.

And they started to walk away from her grave.
....

"...back to what I was saying Shine must've save the country in her past life" Shine said and laugh a little. They sit in front of one another in a snack house near the cemetery.

"Allen is also lucky to have you"Yuzuru said. Though he is smiling there is a hint of jealousy in his voice.

"Actually, I think it's the other way around" Shine exhale and continue. "Allen always have to deal with me being a 'kid'..."Shine shyly said.

"You? being a kid? I can't imagine!" Yuzuru said in disbelief.

"Well, I cry a lot. I think crying is my talent...Hahaha" Shine said and laugh. She is becoming comfortable with him.

"Crying? do you mind if I asked why? You seem to be a very happy person to me" Yuzuru curiously asked.

"I miss you that's why!" Her inner self said.

"I miss you that's why!" Shine suddenly said what her mind wants to say.

Yuzuru sit in surprise as he heard her words.

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