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Ara was busy boring holes on jimin's head who was sitting beside taehyung on the plane. While the members were sitting in fear of her anger. Jimin was still ignoring her.
"What the hell is wrong with him??" Ara whispered to jungkook who just shrugged. "I still can't believe he misunderstood us dating" Ara muttered which jungkook heard. Jungkook turned his head towards her "Wait what did you said?"
"Pretend you didn't listen to it. I am already tired because of this idiot"
After 4-5 days
Ara ran to a bathroom and locked herself. Yoora who saw her running, ran behind her. "Ara are you alright?" Worried yoora asked who didn't respond to her. "Ara tell me are you alright?" The door opened. "Ara!" She came out and fake smiled at yoora. "Yeah i am alright. Don't worry" Saying this, she left.
"Jimin you know you are hurting her more now" Jin said to jimin who was dancing non stop.
"And on top of that you are also hurting yourself" Hoseok said, getting worried for his younger brother.
But jimin didn't stop dancing.
Ara took her bag and came out of the building. She walked towards the bus stop and sat on the bench. She looked around and then at the time. It was 7 pm. 'Is he again overworking?' She thought. 'No no Ara, stop thinking about him. If he doesn't want to then i won't ever talk to him again' a tear fell off her eyes which she immediately wiped off.
Ara's pov
It's been 4 days since that day. Since our heated argument. We fought. Everyone knows about it. We haven't talked to each other ever since that day. I am suffering from depression, again. First was when minwoo cheated on me and now jimin who has pushed me away from his life.
I wish we never fought. I wish we could be again together like before. I miss him. Still. Even though he hurt me first. He said something that broke my heart into pieces. I looked down. I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to keep worrying people around me. Yoora, jungkook or the members, they all are worried for me as well as him.
4 days earlier
It was sunday so i decided to talk to jimin over that misunderstanding. I rang the door bell. It was almost evening, maybe he is not at home. But i didn't saw him leaving his house, so is he sleeping? I don't think so. I turned around to go back when i heard the door opening.
I turned around to face him and i widened my eyes. He was drunk. "Ji..jimin.. Why did you drink? Are you okayy??" I held his hand and kept it on my shoulder. I didn't thought he would be so heavy. Oh god! I might break my bones because of him.
I took him inside the house and kept him on the couch. I saw three bottles on the table. "Jimin did you drink all of these?" I asked in shock. He hummed. "Are you mad?? How can you drink so much??" I angrily yelled at him.
"Yahh!!! You are in my house and you are yelling at me!!! Who the hell are you to shout at me?" He shouted. I didn't moved a muscle but his words pinched my heart.
"I am Jeong Ara!! And i can shout at you. So stop yelling at me and get up"
"No i won't" He said
"Jimin stop being stubborn. Go and change, you stink of alcohol. I will make a hangover soup for you" He grabbed my hand and pulled me back.
"Call hera.. She will do everything. You don't need to do it"
"Wh-who i-is hera?" I asked in fear.
"She is my girlfriend. Now go away. Shoo shoo"
"Shut up!! Stop lying! I know you are doing this just to hurt me. I know you aren't dating her"
"YES I AM DATING HER!! WHY ARE YOU INTERFERING IN MY LIFE???"
I got tears in my eyes.
"I.. Jimin please sit down, i will make soup for you--" He cut me off.
"Who are you?" It again broke my heart.
"Why don't you just go away?? Why can't you let me live my life? You yourself said that i am just your boss and nothing else, then why are you taking care of me?? You just care for others but not me"
"Jimin please stop. I never said that i don't care for you"
"YES YOU DON'T!! Now stop your drama and leave my house. I don't want to talk to you ever again. Don't show me your face"
I was broken.
"Jimin!! Why are you acting like this?? I.. I can't live without you"
"So stop living then!!" I became numb. I immediately left his house.
I didn't talked to him after that. He tried approaching me next day. "Ara please stop! I really didn't meant that"
"I am sorry jimin for making you feel that i don't care for you. For making you feel like nothing. I am sorry. I hope you're happy with your life now that i am out"
"Please Ara don't say like that" He tried holding my hands while tears fell from his eyes but i jerked his hands away.
"SO WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?? YOU YOURSELF SAID THAT I SHOULD JUST DIE INSTEAD OF LIVING WITHOUT YOU!! If you don't remember anything so i can't do anything. I am sorry but when you said that, our relationship was over" Saying this, i started leaving but i stopped. "And one more thing" I turned to him, "you misunderstood. Jungkook is my brother" I left after that.
That was it. Our relationship is over. There's nothing between us. And i don't even want it. I don't want to talk to him ever again. I hate him. I really hate him now.
Jimin's pov
Ever since i said that to her which i never meant, i just keep on dancing. Because i want to forget it. But i obviously can't. I hurt her. I said that when i never wanted to. I never want to lose her. I want to tell her that was all just my frustrations, there was no meaning to it. I wish i never opened the door. It's all my mistake. Maybe no one noticed it, but i did. She is again suffering from depression. I saw her taking pills. She doesn't say it but her expression says everything.
I feel so broken whenever i see her like this. It's all my fault. I just wanted her to reciprocate to my feelings but i never wanted her to hate me like this. But of course. This is all my fault. I was the one who made her hate me.
I continued dancing until i fell down. Ahh!! I think i got hurt on my knee. "Jiminaa" I heard a voice. But before i could see anything, everything became black.
Author's pov
Jungkook came running to ara's house. He rang bell a lot. Ara opened the door. "Kookie.. What happened?? What are you doing here at this time?" She asked getting worried. "I don't have time for this. Jimin hyung. He--" She cut him off, "kookie if you forget let me remind you we aren't talking anymore" She said coldly.
"Noona i know that. But this is more important than your fight. He fainted while dancing. And is admitted in the hospital" Ara panicked the moment she heard he is in hospital.
"What?? Which hospital??"
At the hospital
The members were impatiently waiting outside. Ara came there running with jungkook. They all looked at her. "What happened to jimin?" Ara asked in a worried tone. "He is inside doctors are treating him" Namjoon replied. Ara went towards his ward and found him unconscious.
"Why is he looking like that? Has he been eating anything or not?" She asked the members who said nothing. "Jin oppa!! Kookie why isn't anyone saying anything??" She said impatiently.
"Ara after you both fought he is been pressuring himself. We always ask him to take care of his health but he never listens. He just dance the whole day, we don't even have any idea if he eats something. Like until jin hyung scolds him and forcefully make him eat, otherwise we don't have any idea if he eats anything or even drink water" Hoseok said in a worried tone.
Ara got tears in her eyes. "He is like this because of me" She muttered.
"No Ara it's not your fault. No one's fault is there." Jin said.
"How did he fainted?"
"I knew he must be dancing so i came to check on him but the moment i entered he fainted" Taehyung said while keeping his head down.
After sometime, the doctor came out.
"Doctor how is he? Please tell me he is alright. He is fine, nothing has happened to him. He is not sick and he will wake up soon" Jungkook pulled Ara back. "Noona calm down"
"Thank you. Mr Park's condition is not so good. He isn't been eating properly. And he keeps on pressuring himself, he is stressed by something and i think he didn't got enough sleep. Please take care of him. He might wake up after sometime" Saying this, the doctor left.
Ara looked down and then at jimin. Jin went to the doctor to ask for medicines. "Noona won't you go inside? He might wake up from your presence" Ara didn't moved her feet. She became emotional seeing him. "Kookie please contact me when he wakes up" Saying this, she left.
Ara's pov
I walked on the street. I hope you get well soon. "Ara what are you doing here?" I looked up to see jin oppa. "Oh oppa, i just want fresh air." I fake smiled. "Oh i came to buy medicine for jimin. Did he wake up?" I shook my head, tears fell off my eyes.
"Aigoo" He kept my head on his chest. "Op..oppa.. If anything happens to him, i will never be able to forgive myself" I cried out.
"Ara i told you it's not your fault. And don't worry he will wake up soon" He broke the hug.
"Oh wait. If you go home, can you make this for him?" He showed me a paper. "Doctor said it's good for his health." He left after giving me this. I looked at it. I sighed and went home. After making the food oppa told me to, i went back to the hospital.
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