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"Heyy ara!! How are you?? You know i am missing you a lotttt... Did you eat your food? Is everyone treating you nicely? If you need anything, i am just one call away.. Ara!! Why aren't you saying anything?" Yoora asked on call in a worried tone while ara was lost in her thoughts.

"Did jimin oppa said something to you?" She came back to reality the moment she heard his name.

"N-no he d-didn't said anything"

"He definitely did something. Now tell me" Ara sighed and told her everything from the beginning.

"Ara, why are you so naive?"

"What do you mean? What does my nature has to do with all this?"

"Do you really not know why is he ignoring you or you just don't want to accept it?"

"Yoora if i knew then wouldn't i have solved it already? Jimin is literally ignoring me for almost a week"

"Then figure it out why is he avoiding you." Saying this, she hung up the call. Ara started sulking.

Ara's pov
Ugh! This good for nothing friend! Huh! I just asked a simple question, and she said figure it out yourself. For real?? I looked over at jimin. He still dances a lot better. I mean everyone dances good, i swear i am not discriminating anyone.

"Ara, go and bring water bottles for them" I nodded and went from there. As i came back to the practice room with the water bottles, i saw something i really didn't wanted to. I kept the bottles on the table and ran from there. No no.. Why are you feeling upset because of this ara? I don't fucking know. I just know my heart just broke when i saw him with her.

I ran to my hotel room and started crying. I don't know why but it hurts. I can't see him with any other girl. But why?

Someone knocked at the door. I wiped my tears off and opened the door. I got scared when i saw the manager standing with his arms folded, angrily. "Who told you to come back? The practice isn't over yet. So WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE??" i flinched when he shouted.

"I..i...am.. sorryy" I muttered.

"Now get back to work. If you can't so just quit" He left. A lone tear fell off my eyes and then i quietly went back to the practice room. Tomorrow is the concert. I hope i won't do any mistake.

But it didn't go as i thought..

I spilled coffee on namjoon oppa's outfit and i was almost suspended, i literally apologized 100 times.. The worst part is jimin didn't looked at me at all. He didn't even cared to ask me anything. Now i regret why did i even came here? I want to go back. That's much better than bearing his ignorance. I can't take it anymore. I hate it. He is all his old self when with members or his fans but with me he acts like a complete stranger. Waeee??? I try to act like everything is normal but i feel so broken from inside.

"Hey ara" I came back to reality by the voice and looked up to find jungkook.

"Oh hey jungkook" I said in a low tone..

"I understand why you are in a bad mood.. Namjoon hyung's outfit is alright, don't worry"

"Oh.. I see.." I said looking here and there.

"Is there something bothering you? You know you can share with me"

"Uh. Nothing. I am alright" I said and stood up.

"Is something up with jiminie hyung?"

I stopped. "Because i see you guys rarely hang out together. Did you both had a fight?"

I didn't say anything. Tears welled up my eyes. "It's nothing" I said and started leaving but he held my arm.

"Noona!" I felt emotional. It's been long since he called me that. "Noona you know you can't hide anything from me, i am your brother noona" He whined. That's right! It's true! Jungkook is my brother. He is my cousin brother. And he knows me really well. More than jimin or yoora knows me.

My tears started coming out and i immediately kept my head on his chest. I started weeping, he patted my head. "Now tell me what happened?" I broke the hug, he wiped my tears. "Noona i hate seeing you crying" I sniffed.

"He is ignoring me..." I said quietly.

"Oh!! But why???"

I shook my head "i don't know.."

"Hmm.. Maybe you said something he didn't liked.. Or maybe he has his reasons.. He wouldn't ignore you without any reason.. As you know he loves hanging out with you, he loves talking to you, he loves teasing you.. Oh wait! Don't say you said that he is being clingy?"

I thought about it for a second. "I didn't exactly said that. I mean i just said that you my boss here and i am your personal assistant, we shouldn't hang around during practice hours and then he just stopped talking to me"

"Noona.. You didn't even realised but you did hurt him unintentionally.. He just want you to feel relaxed while you work because you never worked as a personal assistant before that's why.. But you said like this to him"

"Wait but how did it hurt him?" I asked confused.

"If for example, you wanted to go somewhere with hyung and he scolds you that he is busy and he can't go out with you during working hours, won't you feel bad?"

I thought about it and then shook my head. "You won't feel bad?"

"Nope. I will respect it. If he wants to focus on his work, then i won't feel bad about it"

He sighed.

"What if you want him urgently somewhere and he doesn't comes, saying he is busy, you will still say his work is more important than your work??"

I chuckled.

"You know i can always call yoora or you"

"What if we both can't make it then?"

"Then i will do it myself"

"Noona.. Why don't you just solve your matter yourself? I tried my best to make you realise why he is doing this but you are just as dumb as you were before"

My jaw dropped in shock.

"Wait.. Jungkook-" He left the room. I huffed. Yoora too hung up the call like this. What the hell is wrong with everyone?? I came out of my room and went to have lunch. I came to the restaurant near our hotel and sat in one of the table. I looked around, there were alot people but something caught my eyes. My eyes trembled when i saw them together. Why is jimin with her? They are laughing and talking. I looked away immediately.

My lips trembled and suddenly i felt my cheeks getting wet as tears rolled down my eyes. I wiped them off immediately. I don't want to look at them. But i can't stop myself from not looking there. They were eating and i felt so broken, jimin was looking at her so lovingly. The same way he used to look at me..

Earth to ara!! Why are you upset about it? He is happy in his life, then why are you ruining yours? But maybe he was my life and he just broke our relationship without telling the reason.

Urgh!! I can't take this anymore. I stood up to go out but then i saw him cupping her face. I clutches my fist and went towards their table. I held that girl's hand and gave her a tight slap. Jimin suddenly grabbed my arm. And turned me towards him harshly. Tears made their way to my eyes.

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING??" He yelled, he never did that before. "I..i-" No words came out of my mouth, i felt numb. "Apologize to her right now" He said coldly. I felt broken. I immediately left the restaurant and went back to my hotel room.

I closed the door and cried my heart out.

Jimin's pov
I know i am hurting her. But she too unintentionally hurt me. She doesn't understand it or doesn't want to accept it that i love her!! If she can't reciprocate then i am also done. I am done, i did this much for her, but she never give importance to me. It feels like i am nothing to her. It breaks my heart.

But seeing her so down also breaks my heart. I hate doing this. I so want to go and embrace her. I saw how she zones out during working hours and gets scolded. I want to comfort her.

But i have to do this. I didn't knew trying to make her jealous will hurt me too. I heard she cried all night. It hurts.

I widened my eyes when ara slapped her. But when i saw tears in her eyes, i felt so broken. I never wanted to hurt you. I wanted to wipe her tears, i wanted to console her but i didn't moved any muscle on my face. I coldly said to apologize but she ran away. I wanted to run behind her but i stopped my feet. I am sorry ara.. I am sorry for hurting you like this..

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