*WARNING - sexual content at the end*

Erugh.

Nathan was so annoying when he wanted to be - for the first time ever, he actually complimented me, not that I was going to get too used to that happening because it was probably just a one time thing. And then, he won't tell me what he wanted to tell me, he was seriously confusing and I was unsure about what he wanted from me anymore.

"You look amazing Jess." Josh smiled as we were waiting around for the boys to turn up and pick us up for this night out.

"You don't look too bad yourself." I chuckled. Josh had decided to keep it simple, and he went for a white shirt matched with skinny jeans and a pair of converse; if I was male, then I would definitely be after him all night and making sure he wasn't with someone else.

"Are you trying to impress someone, or are you just feeling a change?" Josh asked.

"Neither. I just haven't worn this in a while and thought it would look nice if I'm totally honest." I laughed as I checked myself in the mirror before I walked back into the living room and took a seat beside Josh; throwing my head onto his shoulder and letting out a huge sigh.

"What's up chuck?" 

"Firstly, never say that again. And secondly, nothing, I was just sighing."

"Yeah, and I'm the bloody Pope, so what's up?" Josh repeated as he pulled me into a hug.

"It's nothing, just Nathan came round here earlier and told me that he wanted to speak to me, but then he wouldn't tell me what he wanted to say to me. And, he even complimented me as well. Nathan Sykes does not compliment Jessica Smith." I replied in confusion, hoping that Josh might be able to tell me what he thought about this whole situation because he's heard me going on and on about Nathan for however long it has been now; so he must have some opinion.

"He's probably just playing hard to get, or something like that. I bet that tonight, when you ask him what he wanted, he will tell you; so don't let it bother you too much."

"You had better be right, because I'm getting tired of this now. Why do I always have to like the ones that hate me?" I sighed again.

"Josh is never wrong, just you watch. Tonight is the night he tells you exactly how he feels and, before the end of the night, you will have slept with each other." Josh joked and, had there not been a knock at the door, I would have murdered him for even making a comment like that because I didn't want to sleep with Nathan, I just wanted him to realise I wasn't as bad as he made me out to be and I was actually capable of loving someone.

I opened the door to see, just as had been predicted, Nathan stood at the door - he was wearing a plain white t-shirt, black trousers and a leather jacket, which he had finished off with a couple of chains. 

He actually looked pretty damn hot if I was being totally honest.

"You look beautiful tonight." Nathan said in shock as he checked out my completed outift.

"You look pretty hot yourself Sykes." I smiled back at him, just as Josh walked past the two of us with a smirk on his face; I managed to hit him on the arm before he got away, but he even found that funny and just carried on laughing as he got into the van.

"Stop flirting and get in the van. There's alcohol waiting to be drunk, and it's not going to drink itself." Max shouted out the van.

"And don't forget, you owe me ten pounds as well." Tom added as me and Nathan climbed into the van one after the other, but I already knew that I was going to have to give Tom the money and he should have just let me give it to him earlier.

"Yeah, it's hard to forget. I'll give it to you in the form of drinks over the course of this evening." I chuckled.

The rest of the trip to the club was silent, the only thing that I could hear was Josh and Tom laughing about something from behind me; but I wasn't even going to bother asking them what was so funny because I probably wasn't going to like the answer.

*

We all walked into the club and headed straight for the bar, Tom and Max practically running to be the first there; but they would probably end up buying the entire contents of the bar if there wasn't someone else there to keep an eye on them; so it's a good job that Siva and Nareesha were there to make sure they didn't go entirely mental with the drinks.

"Shall we get a table?" Nathan asked as we stood right behind the boys, and the many other people who were waiting in front of them to be served.

"Yeah. I'm sure the other boys have got this sorted, and Josh can get his own drink." I smiled as we walked towards an empty booth and occupied the seats before anyone else could get them.

"You know, I don't actually hate you Jess." Nathan said suddenly.

"What do you mean?" I questioned in confusion.

"Well, I might argue with you and I might make snide comments to you, but that's only because I like you and I've never had the courage to tell you." Nathan smiled as he looked at me shyly.

"Well, I-"

"Here we go then. We've got two shots each, a beer for Nathan, a double malibu and coke for Jess and then whatever else you all ordered." Jay stated as he put mine and Nathan's drinks down in front of us - they had to come back at this time, when I was trying to actually have a serious conversation with Nathan; at a time when we were actually getting along with each other.

"On the count of three." Tom shouted, picking up his shots with his hands and holding them both up to his lips. "One.... Two.... Three..." and, with that, everyone downed their shots quickly after each other. The liquid leaving a burning sensation all the way down my throat as I did so, making me regret not asking what they were before I drank them.

I looked around the table seeing that, with the exception of Nathan, the others didn't seem fazed by what they had just drunk. Nathan's face, on the other hand, held a similar expression to mine and he really didn't look impressed.

This was going to be one hell of a night if they continued to buy drinks like this for me, espcially since me and shots had never gone together particularly well.

*

As the night went on, more and more alcohol was bought for me and I wasn't going to turn it down; although it wasn't really helping me out since, every single time I stood up, I nearly ended up falling either into Nathan's lap or onto the table - the only thing which stopped me from falling was Nathan, which he didn't seem to mind doing and I actually enjoyed that there was someone to keep me safe, making sure I wasn't going to do something stupid.

By the time it hit half ten, I considered myself to be more than drunk and I just wanted to get on the dancefloor and dance, but none of the others wanted to, so I ended up going by myself. I walked into the sea of people who were grinding up and down each other, or kissing their loved ones, or just dancing with a good friend, before I found myself a space in the middle of the floor.

It was long before there was some guy trying his luck with me and, due to the alcohol in my system, I didn't even bother trying to push him away, I just allowed him to dance with me and do as he pleased; because that's what I was like when I was drunk and there was nothing I would do to change that.

"What's your name then?" he said to me.

"Jessica, and you?" 

"Nice name, I'm Luke." he replied, taking hold of my hand and spinning me round in the space which had  now been created.

"I knew someone called Luke...." I stated.

"Yeah?" 

"Yeah. Turns out he was a bit of a dick and wasn't a relationship type of person." I said in a matter of fact manner.

See, Luke was my boyfriend, but we ended when I found out he was cheating on me with a girl who was two years older than him; he met her online and said that she was better for him that I ever would be. I guess you could say that's the reason I don't do relationships anymore and why I like to sleep with a guy once and then never see him again, but you could also call it an excuse because I don't want to accept the truth about myself.

"Ah. Boyfriend?"

"Ex, but we're not here to talk about him. Drink?" I asked with a smile and he nodded, pulling me off the dancefloor and towards the bar, when he managed to get a space and was served pretty quickly.

"What are you drinking then?" Luke asked with a grin on his face; he seemed friendly enough, but then I'm not really a very good judge of character.

"Nothing that has been bought for her by you." Nathan said, appearing beside me all of a sudden.

"And what has it got to do with you?" Luke snapped.

"Nathan, just leave me alone. You didn't care about me five minutes ago, so don't pretend that you care about me now." I said to him, loud enough for him to be able to hear what I had to say to him, but quiet enough so that Luke had no idea what I was saying to him. "And I'm drinking double malibu and coke please." I added with a smile.

"Josh said that you weren't leaving with anyone tonight, and you also said you weren't going to do anything with anyone tonight." Nathan snapped angrily, and it was then that the penny suddenly dropped for me; Nathan really was jealous of what I did and the way I acted, he hated that I allowed other guys to touch me when I went out and he was jealous that he wasn't one of them guys.

"And, if you look over there, Josh isn't much better than me." I said, pointing at my best friend who was sat in a corner with some guy, their arms just wrapped around each other and they looked like they were being more intimate than I needed to see from him.

"Yeah, but I don't like Josh."

"What?" I asked.

"I'm not gay, so I don't like Josh, I like you Jess; and as more than a friend." Nathan said, just as Luke walked over and handed me the drink he had just bought me; he then indicated for me to follow him back to the dancefloor where we had previously been dancing but, before I had a chance to move, Nathan pulled me into the darkness and kissed me in a way that I had never been kissed before; it felt like it meant something to me and I was actually going to get more out of this other than a quick one with someone I was never going to see again. "I want you Jess." Nathan said once he had pulled away from me and, without even giving me a chance to reply to him, he made dash for the back door and slammed it closed behind the pair of us.

"You have no idea how long I've waited for you to say that to me." I said breathlessly, finally over the moon that I had won and Nathan was mine for the night.

He pushed me against the wall, forcing a kiss upon my lips as he did so, wasting no time at all in moving his hands down my body and to the hem of my dress - he was the dominant one and he was enjoying this.

And, let's not be hasty, I was enjoying it as well. It was just the way that he ran his hands over my body, and he made sure that I wanted this as well before he even did anything; but he was my target and I got what I wanted from him.

He moved his lips away from mine and began to kiss down my jawline, slowly reaching my neck where he carefully bit me and moved his hand up the inside of my leg, his fingers lightly brushing across the outside of my underwear as he did so. I couldn't help but let out a slight moan as he continued to touch me, but not doing anything else other than rubbing the outside of my underwear while kissing my neck in a passionate manner.

"Do you like that?" he asked seductively as he began to increase the speed at which he was rubbing me, I had to bite my lip to that nothing other than a muffled sound came out of my lips.

"More." I managed to say as I breathed out and dug my fingers into his back, leaving red marks as evidence of our night together for him to discover in the morning.

He did as he was told and it wasn't long before I felt his fingers sliding in and out of me with incredible speed. My nails were slowly digging deeper and deeper into his back and I had to make sure no one heard me moaning because of how good it felt; it was one of the best I had ever had and there was going to be need for me to fake a thing - he was a man that knew what he was doing and he was amazing with his fingers as well.

"Are you ready?" he whispered in my ear as he traced my jawline with kisses and all I could manage to do was nod because he certainly knew how to pleasure a woman and leave her wanting more than a coffee with him again.

It makes me wish we could have done this sooner, then I could have had this much fun a very long time ago.

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