I was, once again, awoken by the sound of Right Place, Right Time going off in my ear, which didn't impress me very much because I didn't want to be awake right now. 

As soon as I had opened my eyes and allowed the sun to hit me, the hangover began to kick in and it made me want to get up even less that I already did - everything from last night was a total blur, other than what happened between me and Nathan; he actually admitted that he likes me as more than a friend.

I rolled over and, as happened every single morning, I ended up just looking at the ceiling before I decided that I was going to actually get out of bed and get dressed. It was also upon looking at the ceiling that I realised I didn't even have to go into work today, I had been given the day off because we went out all night - Tom had told me that I didn't need to come in, and they would manage without me.

Yet, here I was, wide awake at half eight in the morning and wondering what the hell I was going to do with my time.

I decided that it was pointless even trying to get back to sleep and so therefore opted for getting up and getting myself dressed; a casual day in sounded god to me right now.

After I showered, I looked through my wardrobe for something to wear that would pass as casual and meant that I didn't have to put too much effort into wearing and that's when I came across the perfect outfit for the day; it was one that I just loved hanging about it when I didn't want to make an effort with my appearance.

I applied my mascara, since that's all I could be bothered with today, and then picked out a light blue nail polish and my favourite owl necklace. I then sat myself down on the edge of the bed and picked my phone up from the side, seeing that I had three new messages and I looked at them quickly before getting dressed.

From Josh -

Told you that you would have slept with Nathan by the end of the night;)xxxx

To Josh -

Oh, shut up, and it doesn't class as sleeping with each other if you have a quick one in the back alley of a night club;)xxxx

From Parker -

I do hope you're not feeling too rough. Enjoy your day off and we shall see you tomorrow :) x

To Parker -

I've never felt worse than I do right now. See you tomorrow Parker, and don't forget you've got an interview at ITV tomorrow morning! :) x

From Nathan -

Thanks for last night, really enjoyed myself. I hope you did as well ;)xx

To Nathan - 

I enjoyed myself as well. Do you fancy meeting up for a bit later? :)xx

I then threw my phone onto the bed and finally got my clothes on - I had decided to go for my blud mid-rise skinny jeans and my black and white stripped over-sized jumper, which I matched with beige hi-top trainers because, as I said before, I was just keeping it simple and casual for the day. I allowed my hair to dry naturally and for it to fall into ist normal wavy style.

I picked my phone up from the bed, seeing that Nathan had replied to me, and then I made my way downstairs to watch something on TV in order to kill some time.

From Nathan -

Yeah, I'd love to. Could come round now if you're not too busy? :)xx

To Nathan - 

Well, I'm not doing anything. What sort of time will you be here? :)xx

From Nathan - 

Open the door now ;)xx

I did as the message instructed me to do and, when I opened the door, Nathan was stood there with a smile on his face, waiting to come into my house. I just moved out of the way and allowed him to walk in, pointing to where the living room was and indicating that he could sit down if he wanted.

"So, about last night..." Nathan started as I took a seat beside his, throwing myself into the corner of the sofa.

"Do you regret it?" I replied, immediately thinking that he was going to come out with the worst thing possible.

"No. If I could go back and do it all again, then believe me, I really would do. It was amazing, drunk and jealous or not." Nathan chuckled.

"So you admit that you were jealous then?" I joked.

"Yes. I was jealous of all them guys you were always bringing back here, because I knew none of them would ever be me." Nathan admitted as he looked at the ground; having no idea just how wrong he was.

"Hearing you say those words to me last night was the best moment I've ever witnessed. I've had a massive thing for you, ever since I can remember. I would love to do last night again some time." I reassured him with a smile as I moved from where I was sitting and moved myself closer to Nathan, quickly placing my head on his shoulder as I did so.

"Well, I was thinking, only if you wanted to, then maybe I could take you out on a date?" Nathan asked awkwardly.

"You mean you actually want to be seen in public with me?" I chuckled as Nathan wrapped his arm around my shoulder, before he fell back into the sofa and pulled me back with him; both of us laughing at each other.

This is all I had ever wanted - was someone to hold me in this way, and for someone to tell me that they loved me and didn't care what I had done before because it was all about the here and now. I wanted to feel safe and like I was never going to be alone again; being in Nathan's arms now made me feel like that and it actually felt good to be held by someone who wasn't only using me for sex.

"Yes. I, Nathan Sykes, wish to be seen in public with you, Jessica Smith."

"Would you be willing to declare that on Twitter as well?" I joked, looking up to see that Nathan was looking down at me; his green eyes being the first thing that you see when you look at him and then it was his amazing smile.

"One moment..." Nathan laughed, removing his phone from his pocket at the same time and, as he unlocked his phone, I noticed that his background was a picture of him kissing some girl and I wanted to ask if that was his girlfriend or if it was someone else, but then I didn't want to feel rude, so I just decided that I was going to leave it and see if he told me himself who she was.

He clicked onto his Twitter App, his mentions immediately being flooded with people asking if he was online or if he was going to follow them at some point; it was basically the same as the other boys' Twitter Apps, only a lot more people were tweeting him - which I will never understand, but it happens.

"What you tweeted then?" I asked curiously since he turned his phone away from me as he was typing whatever he was typing out.

"Go onto your Twitter and you shall find out." Nathan replied as he shoved his phone back into his pocket and wrapped his arm back around me, pulling me into him once again.

I unlocked my phone, revealing the picture of me, Josh and Chelsea when we went to Greece for two weeks with each other; we all looked a total mess but it was still one of my favourite pictures from that holiday - I went straight into Twitter, seeing that my mentions were filled with tweets from people who had either replied to Nathan's tweet, or were just wanting to know if it was true what had been said.

@NathanTheWanted: Taking the lovely @JSmithTWAsiss out on a date this evening! :)

"So, what time are you picking me up then and where are you taking?" I smiled, taking the decision that I wasn't going to tell Nathan about the hate currently filling my mentions about how I wasn't good enough for Nathan and that I was always going to be a slag; it was impossible for me to change and love just one man.

"I was thinking that-" but, before he could finish his answer, he was interrupted by his phone ringing, yet he didn't say much before he hung up and shoved the phone back into his pocket. "Look, I've got to go because the boys need me. But I'll pick you up at about half seven, okay?" Nathan smiled and I just nodded back at him, and then he was gone again.

As soon as he had arrived, he was gone again and I was all on my own since Josh ended up back at some stranger's house last night; but at least it made a change from me going home with someone I had only just met.

I grabbed my phone again and decided that I was going to text a couple of people, and by a couple of people, I meant that I was going to text Kelsey and see if she was busy because I really needed someone to talk to right now and she was the only other one, besides Josh, who knew how I really felt about Nathan.

To Kels -

Hey. Don't suppose you're free today, could really do with a chat?:(xxx

From Kels -

Hey babe. Of course I'm free, do you want to meet at the Starbucks in town?:)xxx

To Kels -

Yeah, that sounds good to me. I'll see you in about twenty minutes then?xxx

From Kels -

Okay then, and is this to do with Nathan because Tom told me about you and him disappearing last night;)xxx

To Kels -

Yeah, it is to do with Nath, but it's not to do with last night. Will explain more when I see you:)xxx

From Kels -

Okay babe, see you then:)xxx

I forced my phone back into my pocket before I grabbed my Fringe Cross Body Bag from the hooks behind the door, throwing it over my shoulder and making sure that I had everything I would need - which wasn't a lot, I just wanted a bag so that I wasn't carrying everything around with me.

I'm sure Kelsey would be able to tell me what to do, because I'm one hell of a confused person right now.

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