Chapter 8 " am I doing the right thing ? "


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Your POV
" if you love him you'll think about his happiness "
Those words that kept echoing in your head. You can't just give up on Jimin like that. But your question was does he still have a little bit of feelings for her. I mean you can't just forget your first love like that especially when you married her once. You were confused right now you really didn't know what to think. You touched your little growing belly looking at it. This baby, this baby right here you can't just have this baby and leave it's yours. You heard the bedroom door open making you jump a bit.
" hey, I was looking for you "
You smile at him while he walked in with a smile on his face. He sat down next to you kissing the top of your forehead.
" hey, what's wrong "
" nothing I guess I'm just feeling a bit tired "
" well, you know if you need anything you can always ask me "
" I know "
" so are you really okay "
You didn't answer his question instead fiddling your fingers not looking at him.
" is there something wrong y/n "
" can I ask you something "
" of course anything "
" so, tell me a bit about Kate "
" what, why "
" I just want to know, I mean you did marry her once and I want to know how you really feel about her "
" but- "
" please, I promise I won't get upset "
" is this a trap "
" no, I'm serious just tell me for a minute just pretend you weren't married to me and this was the situation right now what would you do "
" well, I guess kate was my first love and when I was with her everything all the stress was gone. I really did love her a lot she did make me happy and the moment she left and said she was going to divorce me and never come back again it broke my heart a lot. I was a mess all I did was thought about her. Maybe I still have a little bit of feelings but I would never leave you I promise you that. But You know what they say you never forget your first love right, but then things changed and I met you and I never thought I would find love again "
You couldn't help but let a tear down while looking at him. He looked up to see you already having tears stream down your eyes. His eyes widen when he saw you cried he hugged you right away.
" hey, I didn't mean to hurt you I just did what you asked me to "
You pulled away looking at him, he looked really worried and scared. You wiped your tear away smiling at him.
" I'm not mad or upset, hearing you say those words just sort of  made me feel emotional but not because I'm upset but because how much you've also been through "
He pulled you closer to him hugging you close to him. You thought to yourself, you never heard him sound so serious when talking about someone before. He was being sincere this time he sounded as if he meant every one of those words he said. Maybe you don't have what it takes to be his wife. Maybe you should let him return to his real happiness.
" are you okay y/n, why are you asking me all this "
" I'm fine, it's just I never really got to know your true feelings and I just wanted to hear them "
" okay, well let's think positive because we're going baby shopping tomorrow "
" right "
" I'm excited to just spend the day with you and my little baby "
" me to "
He pecked your lips making you blush a bit.
SHOPPING DAY
Jimin woke up early to get ready to go shopping. He seems more excited about this then you are which makes you even more upset.
" wake y/n, let's go "
You rolled to the other side of the bed not wanting to get up.
" five more minutes Jimin, we have all day "
" come on, I really want us to spend this whole day together "
You lazily pulled yourself out of bed and into the bathroom to take a shower. You didn't close the door because that became a habit of yours after you and Jimin got married. He sat on the bed waiting for you to get ready for today. After showering you came out of shower to get dress. You finally finished getting ready.
" are you done "
" yes I'm done "
" okay let's go "
Your stomach suddenly started growling.
" I see my two babies are hungry "
You nodded while he pitched your cheeks.
" okay well get some breakfast on the way "
You two walked to the car while he drove to a near by restaurant. We walked inside sitting down while they handed us the menu. your appetite was acting up so you got a lot of things. You ended up getting a plate full of pancakes, eggs, bacon, and sausage. 
" you must be really hungry "
" I'm eating for two now "
He smiled at you before eating his food. After you both ate you went to the mall. You went into all the baby store and Jimin was looking at all the little girls baby stuff.
" Jimin you don't even know if it's a girl or boy yet "
" it's okay, if it's a girl then we were lucky and bought the right stuff but if it's not, I mean we have many years together and we can always have more babies in the future "
You smiled at Jimin but hearing that made you want to cry a bit. You watched Jimin as he picked out little pink and purples dresses. He picked out this pink flowery dress and pair of cute baby boy shoes.
BON VOYAGE MOMENT LOL

" I want my baby girl to where this "
" and what if it's a boy "
" then I want my baby boy to wear these "
You loved seeing Jimin like this, but you have a feeling you won't ever see this again. After hours of shopping you guys decided to head home. You carried a bag but Jimin grabbed that from you.
" what do you think your doing, you can't carry this "
" it's okay, Jimin it's just one bag "
" no, it's my priority to keep my two babies safe "
He took all the bags and went inside, you couldn't help but smile at him. You came inside and went straight to the baby room where you two will be building the room together. You looked around the empty room already trying to imagine what you would have in the room.
" i am so hyped for this baby "
" me to "
" I can't wait for this baby to see how beautiful their mom is and how handsome their dad is "
You lightly elbowed him making him chuckle a bit. You two had a very long day and just wanted to rest. Jimin went in and took a shower first before you. You waited for him to be done before you would go in. You were going through some stuff in the soon to be baby room. When you and Jimin both moved in this house you guys used the extra room as a storage room. You kept all the extra boxes in the soon to be baby room. You found a box that doesn't have a label on it saying what it was. You took it out and opened it seeing a picture frame. You took it out looking at the picture and it was a picture of Kate and Jimin at their wedding. You felt upset when you saw the picture. You looked in the box seeing letters and multiple photos of them just being together. You found two rings and it was his ring and Kate's ring. You were starting to think he did still love her a little bit. He still kept all their stuff from their past.
" Y/N "
You quickly put the stuff back in the box before walking out of the room.
" are you going to go shower now "
" uhh yeah "
You turned the water on getting into the warm shower. You couldn't help but let tears flow down your eyes. Did he really still love her. If he didn't he wouldn't have kept all those old memories. Maybe you should agree to what kate asked you. After thinking a bit you got out of the shower and got dress going to bed first. You felt Jimin lay down next to you wrapping his arm around you.
" I love you y/n "
" I love you to Jimin "
He kissed your cheeks before turning off the lamp and falling asleep. You waited until he was fully asleep before getting up to go look at the stuff again. You took out all the photos and letters.
" dear my lovely kate,
I miss and love you, I miss all your hugs I miss all your kisses and I miss all your cheesy pick lines on me. I can't imagine myself loving someone else that is not you. When we get married I promise we'll get a big house. Well live together happily and have many kids together and take a family trip to Disney land. I love you Kate so much "
You knew this was going to make you upset but you still read it. Reading this and seeing that he still kept all this, he must have really loved her so much back then. You put the stuff away but didn't feel like going back to the room instead you laid down on the floor just thinking. You were so into your thinking that you ended up falling asleep on the ground.
" Y/N, where are you "
You heard your name being called from the living room.
" I'm in here "
Jimin came in and picked you up bridal style.
" babe, did you sleep here last night "
" yeah I was going through some stuff to clean out and I accidentally fell asleep here "
" you know, I don't want you to do anything that would hurt you and the baby "
" I was just cleaning, that's all "
" well I want you to rest "
He carried you to the bed before carefully setting you down on the bed.
" well you know you are pregnant and you need lots of rest "
" I know "
" so rest up I'm going to go to work now okay "
You smiled and nodded while he left. You took out your phone texting the one person.
" let's talk "
You decided to have Kate over to talk to about this. You heard a knock on your door and walked over to answer it.
" hey come in "
She walked inside your home sitting down on the couch.
" so did you think about what I said "
" I have "
" so what "
" I don't know if what I'm going to say is going to make me regret but I have thought about it "
" what "
" I'll go, I'll leave after I have the baby but please promise me one thing "
" what's that "
" please love the baby and Jimin a lot please for me "
" don't worry I will "
You felt tears already steaming down your face. You knew you
would be the hurt one but your doing this for his happiness only.

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