Childhood Struggle

Without any warning Sanskar smashed his lips on swara's.

Swara was a bit startled by his sudden action and with her wide opened eyes she looked at Sanskar's eyes.

Swara couldn't stand anymore her legs felt like jelly, she felt dizzy with those sudden emotions running down her body,she was frozen, her mind went blank.

Sanskar poked her lips with his tongue asking for permission, but when Swara didn't respond, he bit her lower lip making her gasp and Sanskar used this opportunity and swiftly slide his tongue exploring every part of her mouth.

Swara finally came out of her shock state and wrapped her arms around Sanskar's neck for support.

Sanskar tightly hold Swara's waist to support her weight, lifting her a little bit.

A few seconds passed, and Sanskar carried Swara through the doors, across the bedroom and onto the bed all while they were still connected at the lip.

Sanskar let his weight drop to the bed before placing Swara on it,

"You know that i love you so much, right?" He brushed the words against Swara's neck.

"I know, but not as much as i love you," Swara said, by now all her anger was thrown away in the trashcan.

Sanskar loosened his grip to look at Swara's beautiful eyes. "I love you more, Swara " he then said.

He leaned in and kissed Swara's soft lips. He ran his hand against Swara's back then grabbed her nape gently. "I love you so much and that will never change," he said before kissed it deeper.

Swara giggled softly when their kiss broke apart. "Cheesy," she said then moved her arms to put it around Sanskar's neck. "Since when you be this cheesy, huh?"

Sanskar smiled planting sloppy kisses on her face.

"I know the reason why you are angry on me..... today I want to share my past with you." Swara looked at Sanskar with her curious eyes.

Sanskar started "the first place I remember after opening my eyes was the orphanage, I never remember my parents, and how could I?, they just threw me in the orphanage as soon as I was born. It was an cheap kind of orphanage and the owner was really rude, she was actually involved in many illegal works. She used to beat us, torture us. And one day..."

Sanskar felt shiver down his spine as he recalled his past. Swara put her hand on his shoulders letting him know that she's there for him.

"That was a rainy day, I was thirsty so I slowly came out of room to have some water. The smell of weed filled my nose as I saw two men smoking on the couch, I ignored them and quietly tried to walk past them but one of those man caught my hand and twisted it. T-They started to harass me, I-I plead them to stop but they didn't listen. Finally after few tries I was successful in punching them and ran out to save my life. The weather was chilly and the rain wasn't helping. I was hungry and shivering in cold it was midnight, I took shelter under a closed coffee shop but as soon as the gaurd found me he thought I'm some thief and threatened me to hand over to police so I ran away from there. My stomach was hurting due to hunger that woman didn't let me eat for past three d-days..."Sanskar's voice choked with emotion and his eyes filled with tears. Swara gave a little squeeze on his hand and asked him to continue.

"S-so having no option I started digging through the trashcans in a hope to find some leftover,but when I didn't find any, I curled up beside it and started crying silently. I was only eight then. Suddenly I felt someone's hand on my shaking shoulder.
She was an old lady, she asked me that what I was doing out at these hours and that too in rain. I didn't utter a word cause I was scared, I wasn't sure about trusting a stranger. She didn't asked me further and bought me to her home.

And from that day I started living with her, she was an owner of an orphanage. There were lots of kids they even tried to befriend me, but all those torture and beating had converted me into an introvert, a loner, I wasn't comfortable with any kid there. Grandma never forced me and I was grateful for that."Sanskar slightly smiled at the memories of his Grandma with teary eyes. Swara mentally thank this Grandma for giving her Sanskar a better life.

"After two years I meat Ragini, she was the real granddaughter of grandma, she came to live with her when her parents died in a car accident and she had no one except grandma. " Sanskar continued wiping his tears

"Ragini is the one who helped me getting out of my shell Swara, in overcoming my insecurities, my fear. Grandma died few years later giving me the responsibility of Ragini and orphanage." Sanskar turned his face to Swara and slightly pulled her into hug.

"I'm telling you all this because I don't want you to misunderstand our relation and get hurt. Ragini holds a really important part in my life, but as friend as a sister. She's my responsibility Swara."

Swara felt guilty for misunderstanding Sanskar's and Ragini's bond. For hurting her Sanskar.
Sanskar sensed it and kissed her forehead.

" you don't have to feel guilty Swara, I know how innocent and pure your are. Trust me you didn't hurt me and it's common to get jealous when your boyfriend is so handsome and hot."
Sanskar tried to lighten the mood earning a playfully hit from Swara.

" Don't tell me you are planning to sleep here?" Swara raised her eyebrow when she found her boyfriend snuggling into her bed.

" You really was you sad boyfriend to sleep alone? How cruel!" Sanskar said with an adorable pout.

It wasn't a total lie, he was indeed sad and want Swara by his side.

"Okay! but this gonna be the last time" Swara said strictly but internally she was smiling.

And soon they both drift to sleep cuddling.

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