(May be m mad... Because I not update my other stories and try to write a two shot..... *sigh* but I want to write it yaar..😐😐😐😐)

Of course... It's my rikara story... 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

I didn't copy others story or idea... This story is truly my imagination.. I hope you like it... For the first time I wrote more than 5000 words... Uff... 😓😓😓

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Ommkara povs...

Hi... I am ommkara Singh oberoi..

*sigh*

Right now... M standing on my window...it's night now.. I am Lost in thought...
Thought about my life...

I am happy in my life... But... Something is missing... I feel empty...
*his eyes was teary*
May be I miss her...

No omm... It's wrong... Don't think about her.. She is past...
That is your past....

Yes... She is my past...
But... What to do with my heart..
It has been 8 years...

Damn 8 years.... But why I never forget her for one second...
Why I still feel for her...

"Daadaa"

I hear her voice... I wipe my tears and turn... My cute princess......

My daughter.... She is 8 years old.. I love her the most... My happiness... My life...
She ran to me... I lift her in my arms and kiss her cheeks..........

"Daada... Why you stood here"

She ask me with her cute voice.. I smile.......

"I am waiting for my princess"

She smile...

"Daadaa... I complete my home work"

"Ohh really... My princess is so good"

We father daughter had good bond... She always share everything with me... I am her bestie...her hero... Her superman...

"You both are done or not"

Ishana call us in little irritated voice...

Ishana singh oberoi... My wife...

"It's late night... Can you father daughter are planning to stay there whole night"

Me and my princess Chuckle... We love to irritate her..

"What so funny that you both laugh"

She said in anger... My princess hug me to see her mummy angry...

"Kanchan... Come and sleep... Your papa had a meeting tomorrow... Don't disturb him"

She said to my princess... My princess pout sadly...

"Daadaa... Did I disturb you"

Ohh.. I forget to tell. You... My daughter name is kanchan... It means gold.... But she is precious for me... And her nick name is sona..

"No way my love... Who told you... Your mumma? She is mad... Don't listen her"

I said to my princess and she giggle... Ishana glare to us...

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We three sleep on bed... Sona sleep in middle of the bed..
She hug me... I smile and kiss her forehead...

"Good night daadaa"

"Good night my love"

Ishana is also said good night and we slept...

Pov end..

Ishana POV......

I wake up in midnight... I see sona sleep peacefully but he is not on bed... I kiss my daughter...

I check here there and see him again standing on window... See towards the moon. ..lost in thought...

Since 8 years he did it...wake up in the middle of night and stand there....and I know the reason....

He still miss her... No. ...he still love her. ..I know that. ..

*sigh*

I stood from the bed and go towards him. ..

I place my hand on his shoulder... He turn. ..

"Ishana.....*sigh* go and sleep... "

He said me with smile...
I know this is fake...
My guilt is increase more when he smile fakely...

"You miss her"

I ask... I know the answer... He never say anything with me...

"I am OK ishana... "

My eyes fill with tear...

"Ommkara...I ....i am sorry"

He cup my face and wipe tear..

"Don't say this ishana... It's not your fault... And don't worry I will be OK"

"When... *sobbing* when u will OK ommkara... It has been 8 years... You didn't forget her for a second.. Then when"

I said in pain... He just silent... I can't bear it... I just come to the bed and slept...

POV end...

Ommkara pov...

Yes... Ishana is right... It's 8 years... But I never forget her... It's 8 years... I saw her last... But her face still fresh in my mind..

Because I love her not only with my heart... I love her with my soul...

Pov end...

He close his eyes... A tear drop fall from his eye... And ....he whisper..

"Gauri"

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Somewhere... A girl standing on window...
Lost in thought...

She saw the ring in her ring finger...

Gauri pov....

Hi... I am gauri sehgal...

I stand here... Lost in my past...

My life and me... Totally change in this 8 years... After he leave me... That old gauri dead...

I always remember him... May be everyday....but... With hate...

Yes I hate that cheater who shattered me...
But....

Somewhere in my heart I can't hate him...

Stop it gauri... It's your past... U should move on...
And don't forget you are engaged... Your life bind with someone in few months...

Yes.. I m engaged with Rohan... Aftet lots of rejection... I said yes for him... I know him since 4 years... He is my bestie now... We had good bonding...

"Hey... You still awake little cat"

I turn and see Rohan...

Aagghhh... Why he always irritated me... Uff...

He is my dad's friend's son...

"Why you are here"

I ask him irritated...

"To give you good night kiss"

I rolled my eyes....
His house is in front of my house... And he come here whenever he want...

"Why you tensed... Hmm"

He ask me with concerns... I know he caught my sadness... After all he is my bestie...

I sigh...

"I, am going Mumbai after one week"

I said him... Yes... He know about my past... I told him everything before our engagement...

He know.... I was relationship with him...

"So what.... Go... You are a professor.... You had work... Go"

"You had no problem"

"Why I should have problem... Just because he is there... Gauri... It's your past... Come out from that.. "

He said... I know he is right... I sigh and nooded... He smile...
He said me good night... And leave...

He is favorite of my mom and dad... Yes.... Why not... He is so good...

And he... I believe him... And he cheat me... *sigh* forget it gauri... He is happy with his wife... He is happy with his life... He never ever remember you... Forget him..

Pov end...

She turn and again see the moon...

"Why omm... Why you did this with me"

She had tears in her eyes...

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Ommkara Singh oberoi enter the hospital with his dadi...
He have only his dadi as his parents...

His dadi... His wife and his daughter... These three are his life now...

He is restless... Tensed and scared...

He make dadi sit on bench and go towards reception...

"I am ommkara Singh obetoi...my wife ishana is admit here... Please tell me her room number"

Ommkara pov...

I am afraid... In this afternoon I heard that ishana meet with an accident...

I quickly come to hospital with dadi... Sona in her school...

Receptionist told me the number and I go there with dadi..

After meet the doctor I about to know that she is serious... M scared...

Somehow I console dadi and go inside to meet my wife...

I see she connect with so many wire...
Her head cover with bandage...

I sit near her...

"Ishana"

I call her and she open her eyes...

"O... Oo... Omm.. "

She call me weakly... Doctor already said me she had no time... I am crying from inside...

"Ishana... Don't worry... You.... You will be fine"

She smile... With tear....

"Do... Don't lie omm... I... I know I had no time"

"Stop it ishana... Nothing will happen with you"

I said with choking voice... I can't afford to lose her...

"Omm... I have a last wish... Can you fulfil it"

She said...

"I said you na nothing will happen... And... And I fulfil all your wish... Don't say like that"

I hold her hand and started crying...

"My last wish is.... Gauri"

M shock... What did she say... Ga... Gauri...

"Yes.. Omm... My... Last... Wish is gauri... Search her..."

"Ishana please... Stop all this"

I can't take this... What was she trying to say..

"No omm... I have no time... I am worried for sona.... I know.... You make her happy always.... But... But she want a mother"

"You are here for her OK... So please don't say this"

She smile and crying... I can't see her like this...

"Not only sona... But you also need her... Please marry gauri after my death"

"Ishana"

"Please omm... I don't want to die with this guilt that I am the reason of your pain"

"I told you before... You are not responsible"

"I am omm... I am.... Just because of me you are suffering from since8 years... Without any fault... And I am sure gauri is also suffer"

Tear rolled on my cheeks... I know she suffer... I see the broken girl at that day when she come to attend my marriage...

But what I did with her... After that she surely hate me... And I deserve it... Yes I still love her...
But I didn't want her come back to my life... I prey everyday for her... I hope she move on in her life... Gain happiness which she deserve...

"Omm...I know gauri very well... Only she is able to heal you... Only she is able to give sona a mother's love... Please omm... Correct your mistake... Search her... Said her the truth... And make her yours.. I want to see you happy"

"Ishana please... I.... I can't... She hate me"

"She can't omm.. She love you always... Please fulfil my last wish"

Suddenly she breath heavily... The machine beep loud... I don't know what to do... I call the doctor...
She said in between her heavy breath...

"Omm.... Ta... Take care.... Of... Sona.... I..... Love.... Her.... Ga ....gauri.... Ga... Gauri''

And she stop.... The machine stop... Doctor came and said she is no more...
I sit on chair with a thud.. All are stop...

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POV end
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After one week....

Omm, dadi and sona...

Sona ask about her mother again and again...
Somehow omm convince her and told her that her mom is with god...

Sona is 8 year now... Little bit she know that her mom will never come back...
So she console herself and try to be happy with her daadaa and grand dadi...

Ommkara povs.....

It's really difficult for me convince sona about her mother...
It's really difficult for me to manage everything without ishana...

May be ishana knows that she leave us one-day...
May be that's why she make sona close to me more than her...

But... I continuously thought about ishana last wish..

"GAURI"

last night I again saw ishana in my dreams... She again said me about gauri...

But how can I told her that it's not possible.... It's all over now... May be she also get married and happy with her family...

It has been 8 years... But I still remember our first meeting...
I see her in our college canteen..
And... I fall in love from first site..

I friendship with her... And.... We both love each other...

I still remember... I proposed her in valentine's day in front of the whole college... And she said yes with her breathtaking smile...
(Imagine it's rikara.. 👇)

And.... We are mad in love with each other... I imagine my life... Happy life with her... I can't imagine my life without her..
I thought I will die if she leave me..

But... M alive... Without her...

Like a dead person... Without my heart...without my soul.... I am alive... Because she take my heart and soul with her...

*sigh*

No omm... It's too late now... Now only sona is your life... Your responsibility... Live your life for your daughter...

Pov end...

Omm wipe his tear and get ready for office...

He drop sona in her school and headed to his office...

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Gauri pov

I landed at Mumbai...

Mumbai...

I had lots of sweet memories.... From this city...
And...
Painful memories too... Just because of him...

Here... A since exhibition organised by a well known school... I am a proffeser... So they envite me for this event...

I don't want to remember those memories with him... But... After came here... The flashes of my past come in front of my eyes...

How we are mad in love...
No.... Not we... Only me... He never love me... It's just a time paas for him... And I am.... Love him this deeply that I still not forget him...

I still remember... How he proposed me at valentine's day... Then proposed me for marriage with a different style...

And... I am just overwhelming to saw that... I said yes...and....

Stop it gauri... Stop think about him...

I freash up and get ready for the event...

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The event is finish... It's successful... I just love to interact with children... They are just too good...

After the event I was in my rest room which arranged by the school... It's afternoon...

Principal come and said a little girl want to meet me... I smile and said him to take that girl...

The little girl come with a smile... She is so cute....

She come to me... I hug her...

"Hi little Angel.. What's your name"

"Kanchan... And Nick name sona"

"Wow... Such a sweet name... By the way... Why you want to meet me... Did you like my speech... That's why"

She nooded in negative....
I am confuse...

"Because I know you gauri anti"

I am shock... How she know me...

"How my dear"

"Mom told me so many things about you... There is so many pictures of your in our family album"

M double confuse....
Who is her mom...
She continue...

"Mom told me that you are an Angel... Daadaa, you and mumma are best friends... She also told me if she is not with me... Then you are love me like her... Like my mumma"

Who is her mother that she prise me this much...

"Who is your mom and dad dear"

But before she reply I heard a voice... A familiar voice...

"Sona... My love"

We turn to that voice... I am just shock... Dump... I see him... No.... It must be not him...

The little girl ran to him... He sat on knees and hug the girl...

"I am sorry my love... I am late"

I am confused... How he know this girl.... He still not see me...

"It's OK daadaa"

Daadaa.... Now I know she is his daughter....

"Daadaa... See... Who is here... gauri anti... Come"

He see me... Our eyes meet after eight years...I just stop breathing...

Omm POV...

I see her... After 8 years... I am shock... How can it's possible... I can't able to say anything...

My daughter is so excited...

"Daadaa... See gauri anti... Why you silent daadaa"

I come to my sense... She still staring me... I just see everywhere except her eyes...
I have to control my emotions...
I can't show her that I am affected...

I already give her so much pain.. Not again... So I smile and say..

"H.... Hi.... How... Are you... You here...? "

Gauri POV...

He said with smile... He not affected from my presence.. Of course.... Why should he... But m surprised that he remember me..

He look happy with her daughter...

I have to control myself... So... I also smile... I want to show him.. I am not affected...

"I am fine... I am here for the science exhibition"

"Ohh"

He reply...

"Anti... Did come for dinner tonight in our house"

That little girl ask me... Her talking style is just like him..

Yes I hate him.. But I never hate ishana.... And I never hate her daughter...

I heard the news after 3 months of his marriage that ishana is pregnant...

I cryed my heart out at that time... How can he move on so easily and quickly...

"Gauri anti please come na... "

I come out of my sense... I smile to her... What should I say.. I go near her...

"Beta... I am busy... I will come other day"

That girl is sad... I feel sad to see her...

Omm POV...

She also reply me with smile... It's good.... She move on from me...

My daughter ask her for dinner... I know ishana told her many things about gauri... My daughter is a fan of gauri...

But I don't want her to come home... Because I never face her..
So I said...

"Sona... Anti is busy OK... She will come other day"

Gauri POV...

He deny to invite me... But why...

Of course... For his wife.. May be he don't want his wife be uncomfortable...

"OK anti... But please come tiny creature"

Sona said and giggle... My heart skip a beat...
He used to call me tiny creature...

Omm POV...

I am shock... How my daughter know it.... May be ishana....

I have to take my daughter... It's all over... I don't want any connection with her again..

"Sona... Let's go"

Before she say something I dragg her with me..

"By anti... Please come when you free"

Gauri POV....

His daughter bid by to me and flip her hair... Just like him...

He left... And I am in thought...
I still remember that day clearly... When he broke up with me without reason...

After he proposed me for marriage... I go to meet my parents for 2 week...

In this two week... He didn't call me... I thought he was busy...

But after 1 week... He call me and said...

"Gauri... I don't want any relationship with you... I want breakup with you... So... From today... Don't try to contact with me"

I am shock... I ask him the reason... But he not said anything...

I didn't understand what is happen suddenly....
I cryed and cryed...

I came back... I want to meet him... But... What I saw...

He is going to marry ishana in 2 days... I.... I just dump..

I know ishana... We are not best friend but I know him through some common friends...
But... I never imagine that he love her...

How can he marry someone else suddenly.... I try to ask him but fail... He just forget me...ignore me..... I was broken... Broken into many pieces...

I went to attend his marriage... Because I want to saw how he was happy with someone else...

But... He is happy... I congratulate him and he smile widely...

He is happy... So happy...

I see ishana... She is happy... I feel really bad for her that she had a cheater husband....

But.... I pray for her... At least he honest with his wife..

I want the reason...

After reception I found him at garden... I ask him the reason but he didn't tell me...
And said me those hurtful words..

"I am ommkara Singh oberoi... Many girls are behind me... I know you feel bad that you lose the most rich man... Please... Stay out of me... I am married now... Search someone else to fulfil your dreams"

I just shattered... I thought there is must be another reason that he leave me... But... I was wrong... He is a cheater...
I slap him and leave that place..

I cryed my heart out... I am in depression for months... But after know that ishana is pregnant... I decided to move on...

And... I leave Mumbai...

POV end..

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Omm POV..

I again stood at my window... After made sona sleep...

I see her again... After these years...

I remember her broken eyes when she attend my marriage...

I was broken... At that time... But I pretend that I am happy to this marriage..
Because I want her to hate me...
I want her to move on...

She ask me the reason again and again... But I didn't told her...

Because I know... If she know the reason then she didn't stop me to marry ishana.... But... She spend her whole life alone...

She spend her life with our memories... Because I know how much she love me... And I don't want that..

That's why I tell her those hurtful word... I make her to hate me... But... How can I tell her that I also shattered that day...

And I think I success to made her hate me..... Because I about to know that she is engaged with someone...

I am happy for her now... She deserve someone better than me...

I know I did wrong with her.... She had rights to know the reason... But... I didn't told her...

I am trap in the situation... Only I know how painful my life... Without her...

*sigh*

But it's all over now...

POV end...

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Next day...
Afternoon...

It's Sunday and gauri decided to go back to her city tomorrow...

She go to a shopping mall and buy something....

''Gauri''

Someone call her....

She turn.... It's ommkara dadi..

Gauri POV..

I see dadi after a long time... I know everyone of his family... Dadi also know me but she didn't know about me and ommkara relationship...

''How are you dear... I see you after long''

Dadi said with smile...

I took blessing from her and talk..
Dadi love me... I used to go OM at that time...

Dadi invite me to come with her but I denied...

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after done my shopping when I about to go I saw dadi on road...

Her car is punchered... I had no option... I take her with me...

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i thought to drop her and return quickly... But dadi take me inside forcefully.... I don't want to go inside.... I don't want to recall those beautiful memories with him which I send here... Which is just painful wounds for me....

I go inside... I saw that house... Same.... He is not here... He is in office.... I feel relif to listen this... Because I don't want to see him again...

That little girl ran towards me and hug me.... I don't know why... I felt some attachment towards her... I hug her back with smile....

May be it's because of she is his daughter.... May be...

She sit with me and talk... She said me that her mother told her about me...

Ohh yes... Where is ishana... I just amazed that how ishana know this much about me... We never talk properly... And why she told this to her daughter.... I am in confusion... It's like she made her daughter a fan of my....

''Beta... Where is your mom''

I ask to sona... I want to meet ishana... No matter what... She is a nice person... I hate him... Not his child and his wife..

I saw sona face fell...

''She is no more beta.... 1 week ago she died in an accident''

Dadi tell me while come with tea with the servant...

What..... What just I listen... She..... She is no more.... How...
I am just silent for sometimes....

....

"But how... "

I can't say anything... Dadi tell me that she dead in accident... I feel so bad... My eyes fill with tear...

I see sona... She is so innocent... She lose her mother...

I hug her... I don't know why I feel for her... And omm... What about him... If she love ishana then he is broken now...

But he not look like that when I saw him yesterday... Can he also cheating with ishana... Uff... Stop it gauri...

I talk for sometimes... Sona take me to her room forcefully...
I saw ishana pic.. I really feel bad..

I saw his photo on wall...

*sigh*

Stop it gauri... Stop thinking about him...

Sona show me her stuff... I just smile that cutie... She look so happy and excited with me...

She dragg me to her cupboard and show me her dress... She talking non stop and flip her hair time to time just like her daadaa... I listen her...

I saw and old cloth inside her cupboard... I take it... It feel heavy..
I unwrap the cloth and found a dairy...

2014 wrote on cover... I open it... On first page I saw the name ishana...

Sona call me... Don't know why I hide the dairy...

She show me her toys... I smile and play with her...

After few minutes I bid by to them and left... I want leave before he come...

I did a weird thing... I hide that dairy from dadi and take it with me....
Don't know why I did it...
I know it's wrong....
But... I want to read the dairy...

Don't know why I felt I gain my answer from that dairy... So I take that with me...

POV end...

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Omm POV....

I came to home and about to know she came here...

I am happy.... Because I saw my daughter is so much happy... I don't know what she feel when she came here...

I had dinner with my daughter who is so much excited for gauri..

POV end...

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Gauri pov....

After dinner I settled on my bed... I am in a hotel....

I want to sleep but suddenly I remember the dairy...

I take it from the bag quickly...
I felt little hesitate to read it...

But I want it...

I open it...
The first page...

••••hi.... I am ishana..••••

I read... I sit on bed and started read the dairy.... It's 5 years old dairy...

*sigh*

•••••I am ishana... Ishana oberoi...I write it to confess something...

I am responsible for destroy two lifes... Yes... I am responsible...

I write it because I can't confess it to anyone.... My guilt eat me up...

Ommkara and gauri... Two love bird... Who love each other truly... I separate them•••••

I am in shock... How ishana said that she destroy our relationship... It means she know about us... I again start reading...

(Cover by the black spot is dairy writing)

••••ommkara marry me... To save me... To save my dignity... He left his life gauri to save me...

I am in love with his elder brother shivaya...

Shivaya.... My love.... My life... Everything... He also love me madly...

But... Our Destiny.... Separate us... He died in an accident... I am shattered.... My whole life is stop•••••

Yes.... I know his Elder brother dead.... It happens one month before our separation... But... I even can't imagine that ishana love shivaya...

I saw omm at that time... He was broken.... He always said me that if I didn't with him... Then he can't come out from that trauma... But what is connection between it...
I again read...

•••••after one month of his death I about to know that I m pregnant... With his child... I never know what to do... I don't want to kill my child...

My parents know and pressurized me to abort it... I can't handle it and call omm...

I know omm well through shivaya... He know about my and shivaya relationship...

I tell him and dadi everything... I pleaded him to save my child... But I never know that I pleaded him to give his whole life...

After lots of discussion dadi decide that ommkara marry me...
I am just shock...
How can I marry him... He is shiviayas brother...

But... I didn't have any option... I want to save my child... My and shivaya child... I agree...

At that time I never know that omm love gauri... I don't know how he sacrifice his love for me... How...

I saw gauri in our marriage reception.... I never knew that she came there with broken heart....if I have any idea about their relationship then I never agree to marry him... I ran away to save my child... But I never broke their relationship... Because I know the feeling of lose your love...

At first night of our marriage... He told me everything about gauri... I just dump...

I told him to leave me... But he said... He love his brother very much and he can't let his child and love to suffer...

He told me that he love gauri very much... And he love her for whole life... He can't give me the rights of his wife... He only and only belongs to gauri...

I just amazed.... How can someone love his gf this much...

I had guilt... May be for life time... That I separate them...

He take care of me... He trust me... He respect me.... But... He never ever love me... And I respect it... I never tried to close with him...

After sona born... I saw his another side... He love my daughter like his own child...
He shower so much love to my daughter....

He look happy with sona... He said a perfect father... I had never imagine that my child was this much lucky that she had him as her father....

But I saw a broken man every night... When he stood at the window and think about gauri...
We are friends... But he never share his pain with me...

I told her after two years of sona born to divorce me and marry his love... He just sadly smile and say that it's all over now... Gauri hate him...
I didn't tolerate it...

I left oberoi mention with sona think that may be after my leaving he think about him and marry her...

But my fate... My daughter is deeply attached with him and she miss him so much that she had high fever...

He is also attach with sona too much that he forcefully take me and sona with him...

Now I had no option... I had guilt but I accept it as my fate...

But today... I can't.... I saw him crying badly in his study room hugging gauri picture...

He lock the room to hide his pain from me... But I saw him through the window...

He wish in between his sobs.... today is gauri birthday ...he is crying like a child...

I can't tolerate it... I sit on my bed silently...

Aftet few minutes he come with a smile... His eyes was red but he smile and take sona with him...
He played with her... How can he pretend a smile while he is broken...

I take this and wrote it.... May be I feel little relax after it... May be my guilt decrease...

I want to meet gauri once... And said her sorry...

I am sorry gauri... I am sorry••••••

Wh... What is all this...

Pov end...

The dairy slip from her hands... Tear made their way on her cheeks....
She hate that person who love her life time...

Even after marriage... He didn't touch his wife...

She started crying cup her face...

"Omm.... I... I am sorry"

She said while crying...

To be continue.....