Lucy p.o.v

Beep beep beep

Once again i find myself in my regular hospital bed, with my regualr breathing mask on my face. The doctors never knew what i had, we just knew that it wasnt contagious and that.... It was slowly killing me.

Whatever

I didnt have alot of time left, but the thing is, there is a surgery available that might just save my life. I already refused, who would i live for? Natsu. Thats what the little voice in my head always says. But, he'd be so much more free without a sickly and damaged girl holding him behind.

You love him, he loves you. No, there is no way he could love me. Hes just so far out of my leauge. All around me doctors mumble and suddenly they all gasp.

" im so sorry Lucy, but not much time is left, just please take the surgery. I promis i wont fail you Lucy, i knew you since you were born, dont let yourself die." i look away using what little enegry i have left, the breathing mask always made me tierd."How much time?" she looked at me hopefully and said "Only about two months But  so many more years if you just let me help you" a tear slips down my face as i reply in a shallow voice.

"Two months is the perfect amount of time to say goodbye."

I awake in my regular clothes and im escorted out of the hospital, i take a taxi and arrive at my home once again. Its dark outside, so i guess i was asleep for awhile. "two months huh?" i mumble as i lay my head on my pillow and fall into a deep sleep.

"Hey there sleepy head" i know that voice all to well "get iuoutt Natsu i need to get dressed." as i push him and his smirk away i try to stand but my legs fumble and i almost colaspe. "You okay luce?" crap...... "Oh yeah, just did alot of jogging with my brother." oh crap i messed up now. "I thought your brother was sick?" i fumble my words "Oh ah umm. He is he just always loves to exercise!"

Bad lucy

Walking out the door of my house with natsu we both nibble on a peace of toast that we decided to share because we didnt have enough time to make more.

"Oh yeah, i wont be in school tomorrow, brother again" At this point Natsu looked so suspicious i knew for a fact he didnt buy it. "Oh okay, ill miss you though, you know lucy, what would i do without you?" i remember refusing surgery and look away as i mumble to myself "youd probably lead a successfull life and make friends" he looked at me and questioned "hmm what was that?" i realized i said that out loud and fumble my words "oh uh n-nothing"

School wizzis by and suddenly me and Natsu are one again walking side by side towards my house. Drowsiness fills my head and i almost faint, i see natsu quikly react and suddenly im being carried bridal style.

"Luce, tell me whats wrong." his face was easing but firm. "Oh im just tired na-natsu." suddenly i fell asleep.

My eyes flutter open and i relaize im in my room and its friday morning. "CRAP ILL BE LATE" i sprint up, finnaly fimding my strength and get to the hospital as fast as possible.

Beep beep beep

"I get to nap just like this, but you also have to sing to me"

"Two months"

"Lucy please just take the surgery"

"Who would i live for?"

"Cmon luce! Lets hang out!"

"Im just acting like a pissed boyfriend"

"Even if we cant find heaven"

Live for natsu lucy, he loves you.

When i awake my doctors were conpletely going over all my symptoms and issues, like they always do at the end of my time here.

Stumbling into my bead i plop down and drift off into sleep, but surprisingly, the next morning i awoke very late in the afternoon on saterday, not by Natsu making some sly remark.

Natsu p.o.v

Being distracted all night, i ended up sleeping way later than usual. Rushing to get ready i jog to lucys house and climb into her window.

"Ready to h-hang lucy?" my voice falters after i remember so thing awful. "Oh, yeah natsu lets go!" she didnt sound shocked at all. She obviously gave up on not expecting me.

"But only on one condition, you have to piggy back me to the tree!" i smirk knowing how heavy she might be and how i can show off my strength, but as i gallop out the door of her house with luce on my shoulders, i relaize shes so light that its sikening.

"We can go to the tree later, right now we are going out to eat!" she gives my head a friendly punch, but she was stangley weak. "Okay Natsu but your paying!"

I watch as lucy barely orders any food at all. "Oh and she will also have three streakes and two searvings of mash potatoes." she looked at me, completely shocked.

"Natsu there is no way i can eat all this" she complains as the waiter lays down her meal. I look at her strenly and reply, " you will eat every single bite of it, weighing like 90 pounds is not healthy for a woman your age." she gave me a glare but went on to eat her massive dinner.

"Natsu your piggy baking me home because now its your tuture who has to carry all my forced weight." i laugh at her remark but it my laughter dies out as i remember what ive heard.

Arriving at lucys house and carrying her up the stairs to her room, i tuck her in and kiss her forhead. The truth is i wanted to kiss her lips, so smooth looking, but i resisted and moved to her forehead. "See ya tomorrow luce!"

And before i knew it, almost two months has passed, with me saying the same line and always kissing her forhead as she lay in bed "see ya tomorrow luce'"

"See ya tomorrow luce!" but this night she looked away as if she was about to cry, "Umm ill be at my brothers tomorrow" realization hits me with a brick and everything i heard coems fludding back.

I had folowed lucy to her brothers, but she walked into a hospital.

"Two months, only two months, lucy pelase take the surgery" all the doctors always said to her. "Two months is enough time to say goodbye" she would always reply.

"NO LUCY" she looks at me confused. "Lucy not yet..... Just.... Take it! You can live through it! LUCY TAKE THE SURGERY!" she gasps "WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU? HOW WOULD I MOVE ON?"

Lucy p.o.v

I was about to tell him my real feelings that i could no longer deny, 'i love you natsu' i was going to tell him, they would be the last words he ever heard from me. How the hell did he know. What now? I cant take the surgery! Who would i live for?

Its obviously lucy, Natsu.

Natsu p.o.v

"Lucy, please. I heard it all, who would you live for? Really? HOW CLUELESS ARE YOU? ME LUCY, LIVE FOR ME. I LO-" i choke on my words and stumble backwords, triping on random floor clutter, i put my hand on my head and stare up at her with  longing. "Lucy, please, i cant go on without you."

"NATSU I CANT, IM TO AFRAID, its not even a sure thing ill make it natsu, please let me go natsu." rage fills me "NEVER! Im selfish like that, lucy please! Please!"

"OKAY NATSU,okay" her last okay was just about a solem whisper, and she fell asleep.

"See you t-tomorrow luce" i remark as tears slide down my face.