Jin's POV:

I rolled around in the bed, stretching my long legs around. When I felt how spacious it was, my mind immediately went to Namjoon.

Without wasting another minute, I sat up in bed, but sank right back down, feeling my body sore and achy.

Though determined to find Namjoon, I didn't have to go far. He came to me.

"Good morning, sweet-" A loud thunderbolt made me run over to the wolf, shivering underneath his arms.

"Heart." He finished his sentence with a short laughter, finding my weakness funny.

However, I found nothing funny about it.

I was terrified, begging him to carry me in his arms. Namjoon found my whining adorable and cradled me.

He thought I was cold, so he bundled me up with his bathrobe. But the shivering in my body wasn't because of the cold, and Namjoon realized it when he heard me crying.

"It's just thunder, baby. It's okay." He softly caressed my body, attempting to comfort me.

But my comfort was far-fetched. My mind zoned out, channeling into a very dark part of my life.

A part Namjoon knows, but doesn't understand the way I do.

Each lightening bolt...

Each loud crash of thunder...

"Why are you so afraid of thunder?" It was time for me to reveal the truth after keeping it hidden from even my own parents.

Namjoon was going to be the first and last to know about the other half of my dark past...

~~~

-No one's POV-

The man was confused, seeing how nervous Jin had gotten over thunder.

Was it the sudden darkness of the clouds caving in on the sun, not allowing the light in?

Was it the roaring sounds of the thunderbolts tearing through the sky and making the earth shake?

Namjoon wondered why Jin was so scared, so he asked him.

And his answer revealed a part of Jin Namjoon never knew existed.

A part so dark, it sent shivers down his spine and had goosebumps running all around his arms and legs.

"It was those men... It was me. That cold room..."

~Flashback~

Jin woke up inside of a room filled with cameras, tied down with his mouth sealed. The duck tape around it keeping the boy from screaming out for help.

His head was spinning, hair messy, neck twisted from turning it so many ways in the darkness of the bedroom, begging his abductors to let him go.

The moment they untied him, they found a way to strip him out of his clothes and all that the fox could hear were the sounds of the loud shutters coming from a camera they used to take pictures of him.

While one man took his virginity away by force, another took the pictures and filmed him getting raped.

And Jin was forced to do this many times or else the kidnappers threatened to kill his parents.

The loud thunder was injuring Jin's sensitive ears, causing him to panic along with the fear he already had because of the men who kept on abusing him.

As the days went by, Jin attempted escaping the dark room countless times, but just when he was about to leave, something bad would always happen.

"M-master, please d...don't hurt me again. Jinnie doesn't want to!"

"I own you. You will do as I say, and obey my every command. Now get back to the bedroom!"

~~~

"And that routine went on until I found a way to escape those men..." Hearing this new information was shocking to Namjoon.

He had no idea of the traumatic experience Jin went through, but now that he knew, he understood and held onto Jin tighter.

Jin looked over his shoulder, seeing the rain staining the windows.

"And... And you know what? It's not that bad..." He sniffled.

"At least you're with me." Namjoon kissed the side of Jin's head, rubbing his back, gently.

"I'll protect you no matter what."

"Just don't protect me too much. I don't want you to get in trouble with the cops again." Jin warned, holding the man closer.

Namjoon nodded.

"I won't... Hopefully not-"

"JOONIEEE!" Jin's laughter returned, hearing Namjoon laughing from how worried he made him feel.

Namjoon kissed him, slowly, then crossed his legs together while they readjusted themselves up on the bedframe, staring out at the rain that was streaming down.

After the rain ceased, the two love brids cuddled up in bed, staring out at the beautiful mountains and endless pine trees.

The puffy bedsheets made Jin giggle, and Namjoon was curious as to why.

"I like them! They're just right!" He created a gigantic mountain on the bed by fluffing the bedsheets around.

"Just right for what? J-Jin, wait a second!" Namjoon watched Jin slowly back away from the bed.

The fox aimed at the pile, then transformed into a fox, jumping right into the pile and digging into it.

Namjoon tackled him in his wolf form, and their howls were louder than the rain that was hitting the glass window behind them.

"Ah- aha! Joonie, not there!" Namjoon found Jin's ticklish spot and stuffed his snout into it, causing the fox to wheeze.

"TICKLES! TICKLES!! Ahh, that's it!!" He pinned Namjoon down, wiggling his fingers around the boy's abdominal area, avoiding his stitches.

Namjoon smiled, sweetly, as he held onto Jin's waist.

The two ended up cuddling after their tickle fight, exhausted by their activities.

~~~

"Mmmm, I want to take a shower but I'm so tired." Jin breathed out, laughing.

"Then let's stay here for a while more." Namjoon said. The fox nodded, breathing out again.

His sighing wasn't just out of tiredness, and Namjoon figured that it wasn't.

"Do you feel okay?" Though insisting that he was, Jin saying he was alright didn't convince the other man that easily.

He noticed Jin's ears were getting very red.

"Are you... Embarrassed to shower with me?" Namjoon looked down at his stitches on his abdomen.

Jin's ears slowly turned back to white as he shook his head immediately.

"Joonie, I would never think such a way about you. You're perfect, my love..." The older boy sighed again, looking down for a moment.

"The problem is me." Namjoon was left confused.

"What's wrong with you?" The boy stood up, blinking frequently while Namjoon just stared at his naked body.

"Remember what happened the last time we showered together?"

~flashback~

Jin stood in the shower, completely paralyzed. His lover was lying on the bathroom floor, bleeding out of his head.

And he couldn't do anything about it, but stare.

The feeling of being useless and immobile was killing him from the inside.

"N..." He struggled with his vocals for more than ten seconds before he started to loosen them up and form words.

"Not again. Not this time... Not when I need it the most. Please, work. Please, just once."

~~~

"NAMJOON, MOM! HELP HIM! P-please-" His head spinning around until he fainted in his mother's arms.

~~~

"We can't let that happen again. I can't lose you for the third time! I rather die!" Jin's screaming was alarming to Namjoon.

He reacted immediately by bringing him into a warm embrace, holding his head down while the boy buried his face into his chest.

"It won't happen this time, Jinnie! I promise it won't! Come here, let's just see it. Okay?" The younger asked.

Jin sniffled with a quick nod. They left, both hand in hand, making their way towards the bathroom.

"You see? It's big and it even has a non-slip shower floor." Namjoon turned the shower on and poured soap on the floor, then got inside.

"No, don't!" Jin gripped onto the man and carried him out, using all of the strength he had.

"Woah, you're strong! But I didn't slip, Jinnie." When Namjoon demonstrated that the shower wasn't dangerous to the fox, they agreed on showering together once they knew it was alright and that nothing would happen to them.

"Ahh ~ It's good..." Jin bend over, letting warm water cascade down onto his back.

"Mmh... So good.." His mouth hung open while slowly vanished underneath the thick shower stream.

As the showerhead slowly began to massage his back, the boy went crazy from the relaxation his body felt.

"Oh, yeah ~ That's the spot!! Ahh... Ah- Joonie, you should try this.. Mmmm..." Namjoon stood in one corner of the walk-in shower, silently staring at Jin.

"Are you showering or having sex with yourself like you did last night." He shakily giggled, feeling the drops of water hitting his face.

"I think you're the one who's having an orgasm, here." Jin winked, pouring body wash on his chest. The color of it just so happened to be white, and the consistency was thick and slimy.

"If you keep doing that..." Namjoon was now frozen, unable to move from the sensations Jin was sending throughout his body, without even touching him.

The boy continued to play around with the body wash, stroking his dick with it.

"Stop." Namjoon warned, but Jin continued rubbing himself, provoking the wolf.

The flickering wet noises he was making with himself were killing Namjoon.

"Stop me." Jin approached him, placing his hands on the wolf's chest.

Namjoon's face burned with embarrassment.

"What's wrong?" Jin smirked. "You feel warm." His cheeks were crimson red.

"I'm... Gonna kill you..." Namjoon clenched his teeth, feeling something happening to his body.

"Namjoon, why are you bleeding out of your nose?" Jin's eyes widened, seeing blood was running down from Namjoon's nostrils.

"It's... Hot in here-" Namjoon fell to the floor, seizuring.

"Namjoon!!"

~~~