< whining? For what? And you better give me the good answer I want to hear ]

[ are we gonna have a second part to the "different types of moaning" lmaoo? >

< I'm gonna kill you. Who allowed you to have this kind of dream about me? ]

[ what kind of dream?:) >

< you know it. You better erase those images from  your head rn ]

[ you're such a dirty minded girl. You were whining because I was pissing you off in a game, nothing else lmao I wouldn't tell you if I had a wet dream of you dumbass >

< hm. That's what I meant. Don't know what you're talking about ]

[ why are you lying? >

< I'm not ]

[ you're a fucking liar >

< c: ]

[ can't wait for your piercing appointment >

< why? ]

[ I'll come just to see you suffer:) >

< sure, my brother will be here, so you'll suffer too little shit:) ]

[ fuck me:) >

< I can't I'm a girl ]

[ oh >

[ well not true >

< I know but we're not gonna have this conversation ]

[ yeah asking me to moan and dance for you is enough already >

< '-' ]

[ :> >

[ gotta feed choco, I'll come back, don't miss me already and water your plant if you haven't yet >

< I have to water it tonight... ]

[ I'll come and water it for you if you want >

< I'm not even gonna answer you:) ]

[ I take that as a yes then:) >

I smile but leave the conversation and stand up, my baby asking for some food. I peek at my father and pick Choco up in my arms. "Is work going well?"

"Yes, but I'm not working right now, I'm just browsing on the internet," he responds after pulling his cigarette away from his lips. "Oh, alright."

"And you? Are you going to skate with your friends today?" he looks up from his screen to focus on me, and I nod. "Yes, but y/n won't be there, so I'll probably come home earlier."

"Oh," he smiles and taps the ash off. "You want her to be around now?"

"Not necessarily, I mean," I glance up to think and realize I am telling a lie. "Just...I like spending time with her, so it's more fun when she's there. We can only see each other on the weekend because of work, so it's a bit annoying when she's not there," I explain my feelings the best way I can so that he does not believe I have a crush on her. "Hm. She must be a great girl," he exposes some amusement, knowing what my behavior means. I chuckle at this look he is giving me and walk away. "She is," I step into the house and put Choco on the floor, and I head to his dishes.

•••

2:40 pm.

< are you skating rn? ]

Seunggil having fun with Hyunjin on the half pipe, I stay on the bench to text her and eat a snack. She sent me a text right when I was about to do it to know how she is doing.

[ I am, and you? How is it going with your brother and dad? >

< fine, everything's working well so it's good. Aren't you hot? We're sweating here even tho we have fans on us ]

[ I'm shirtless so I'm okay but still sweating a lot:') >

< shirtless? Of course, when I'm not here ]

[ :0 >

[ pervert >

< I'm not! I could have seen your tattoo ]

[ oh yeah, of course, just to "see my tattoo". You think I'm gonna believe that? •-• >

< yes because that's the truth, I saw you looking at my thighs yesterday when I was standing in front of you so shut up ]

I should have kept quiet. Dammit.

[ ...I didn't look at them in a perverted way, I just saw something on them and wanted to make sure it was a bruise... >

< sure, "You think I'm gonna believe that?•-•" ]

[ lmao you're a fucking brat >

< :> my brother's calling me, so I gotta go back to work ]

[ alright, talk to you later then >

< yes enjoy your time skating ]

[ thanks >

I smile but get startled by a kick in my leg, so I take it off my face and glance up at the one who did this.

"You want a blowjob?" Seunggil stands right between my open legs but grabs his bag to get a sports drink out of it. "Yes, are you gonna give it to me?" I smile but lift my hand up to hold it above my eyes and not be blinded by the sunshine anymore. He takes a sip of his drink but smirks while closing it. "Ask Iseul, she'll give you one without thinking twice."

"I don't want it from her," I put my phone in a pocket of my denim jeans and slide both hands in both of them to rest my head on the back of the bench, and I spread my legs even more but give a provoking look to my best friend. For some reason, he takes a glance behind him as if he was checking something, and he sets his eyes back on me. "From y/n then?"

"Shut the fuck up," I scoff and glance away, and in order for him to not tell me I did not deny it, I make fast to speak again. "Just be a good bro and suck my dick."

"Not in public," he gets me to laugh and raise my head up, but my phone rings, so I take it out and check the text I received.

< are you working tomorrow? ]

I hoped this would be from y/n, but this is only from Iseul.

[ Yes, why? >

< Just making sure bcs some colleagues said they'd be taking a day off because of the heat ]

[ oh, well not me. I'll be there, but what about you? >

< I'll be there too since you are ]

"Bro," I do not answer Iseul's text but glance up at Seunggil at the memory of last night, feeling the need to talk about it since he is the only one I can do this with. "I told you that y/n and I would play just together when we left the call, right?"

"Yeah, betrayer," he still cannot swallow the pill, but I pretend to not have heard him. "Dude," I tilt my head back and uncontrollably chuckle. "Do not ever say anything about this, alright? For real, I want this to stay between us," I wait for him to give me his word, and he nods. "We were playing a scary game, with some good jumpscares that got me too, and we were pretty calm most of the time, but whenever she would get scared and nervous, she'd make some kinds of noise that sounded like moans, and I never said anything about it, but afterwards, I went to bed, and holy fuck," I cover my face and smile, awkwardly, and I bring my fingers down to my lips but look at him. "I dreamed of her, but that was so fucking wrong, dude. I can't even talk to her without thinking about it."

"Really?" he sneers, standing before me with his hands in his pockets. "Was it that bad?"

"Yeah, really bad. I kept hearing her moan in my ear. I literally woke up in sweat, and I was panting," I run my fingers through my hair to hold it back, and he does not hide how funny he finds this. "Good thing she wasn't here today then."

"Yeah, kinda," I tilt my head and rub the nape of my neck, hating my mind for doing this to me and putting all those images in my head that I cannot stop thinking about. "But seriously, don't say anything about it or bring it up when she's here. I really don't want anyone to know about it."

"I won't talk about it, don't worry," he smiles and shows sincerity. He knows that when I establish those boundaries, this is not a joke but that he has to respect them, otherwise, I will be pretty mad at him.

"That explains why you want a blowjob now," he puts this forth again to tease, and I chuckle but do not speak about it. "Whatever," I rest my bead back on the bench and close my eyes. "She even told me she wanted to be here because I'm skating shirtless," I cannot restrain the satisfaction this fills me with. "She did?"

"Well, I told her that I was skating shirtless, she was like 'Of course, when I'm not there', but then she said it was only because she wanted to see my tattoo," I laugh once more at this lame excuse, and he does so. "Ah yeah. Your tattoo. Sure."

I grin, thinking the same way he does about it. "Hyunjin's coming, don't talk about it," he warns me as my eyes were still closed, so I open them and direct my attention towards y/n's best friend. I lift my hand up to the back of my head and play with my hair but can only think of y/n who was grabbing it while I was railing her in my dream.

It feels so wrong but good at the same time.

•••

3:30 pm.

The heat feeling more bearable in here with the air conditioning, I lie down on the sofa while my dad is watching a new movie he was eager about, and I take my phone out to check what Iseul sent me.

< are you gonna play tonight? ]

[ I don't know, I'm a bit sleepy >

< ok if you do then text me alright? ]

[ I will >

I leave the conversation to check if y/n has opened my text yet, but she has not. I cannot wait to see her reaction to the video that Seunggil recorded and sent me just for her. Feeling the tiredness spread through me, I yawn, but Choco jumps on my stomach with his small body, so I smile at my baby and pet him.

However, the sound of my phone grasps my attention. I check who sent me a text, and once I see this is y/n, I open it.

< why did you send me this as if I wanted to see you shirtless? ]

[ because you wanted to, and Seunggil is the one who recorded and told me to send it to you lmao >

< hm, I'm just watching your tricks anyway, my eyes were on the skateboard and your feet the whole time, what do you take me for? ]

[ a dirty girl:) >

< well then, you're right ]

< I'm jk lmao ]

[ lmao but fr I didn't know he was recording, I was just skating >

< I see that but your tattoo really looks good, I love it ]

[ thank you:3 >

[ have you watered your plant by the way? >

< I was literally going to do it lmaoo why are you so obsessed with my plant? ]

[ lmaoo I'm not, I just wanna make sure you take good care of it >

< I do, don't worry. What about Choco? How is he doing? ]

[ good, he crushed my stomach a second ago but he's fine >

< he is but you're not then ]

[ no, I'm fine, he's tiny so I barely felt him but still >

< when am I going to see him tho? ]

[ well, come here and you'll see him:) >

< you know I can't:< ]

[ I'll come with him to the skatepark next week then >

< I can't wait^-^ ]

[ you don't express that much happiness when I tell you that I'm coming >

< well use your brain. That's because I don't wanna see your face ]

[ :'( >

[ that's mean >

< I'm jk I'm sorry:c ]

[ You tell me that you're sorry, didn't think I'd turn around and say it's too late to apologize >

< lmaoo stop I felt bad for a bit ]

[ "for a bit" lmao keep digging your grave >

< I already touched the bottom at this point, I can't go any deeper than I already am after all the things that happened ;-; ]

[ dig on the sides then >

< smart boy ]

[ :3 >

I hide the fact that I love this type of praise, and I sit up but take Choco with one arm. "Call me once you start cooking dinner, I'll come and help you," I tell my dad, and he nods, so I move upstairs to get into my bedroom. I close the door and put Choco down, take my shirt off to drop my body on my bed, and I check y/n's text.

< look, my plant is watered, are you happy? ]

I gaze down at the picture she sent me of it, but the window right before it catches my attention. I take a closer look at it and notice that her reflection is slightly visible.

She is wearing a white tank top, and since she is bent over, her whole cleavage is within sight, but barely since I can only see a reflection.

[ I am, I'm gonna remind you of it every day >

< I won't forget so no need to do it ]

[ we'll see >

< yes, we'll see ]

< what are you doing right now? ]

[ nothing I'm in my bed, and you? >

< same, I'm tired after today's work ]

[ can we FaceTime? >

< I took a shower so my hair is still damp, and I look like shit so...:) ]

[ so what? Shut the fuck up, you don't look like shit alright?:< >

< lmao that's because you didn't see me ]

[ girls who think they're ugly are always the prettiest -_- >

< sure. Don't complain if you dream of me again tonight but have a nightmare ]

If only she knew.

I do not say anything but call her, and I fix my hair before she picks up, my dangling earing, my chain, and my lip ring always on, I look at myself while waiting. Once she appears on my screen, I crack up at the sight of the full cat face mask she is wearing. "What the fuck is that? Take it off, it's so ugly."

She giggles but gets it away from her face, revealing the one I like more, especially with her wet hair. Wet hair always looks so hot on both girls and boys.

"There, that's better," I reassure her so that she does not feel uncomfortable with her bare face. "You look good. So next time you try to find a stupid excuse to not FaceTime me, I spam you."

"I'll block you and wait for an hour to unblock then, no problem," she pains me, and I gasp. "Wow. You'd dare block me?"

"Yes, but I'd unblock after, so that doesn't really count, does it?" she smiles, sitting at a desk and holding one hand near her face to nervously touch it. "It does," I peek down at her neck, and she chuckles but glances out of the camera. "Wait, I'm gonna put my phone down," she stands up without letting go of the phone and grabs something, so I take this opportunity to gaze at her, and she goes back to her seat, uses what I believe to be a stand, and she places her phone on it. "There."

"Good," I smile but notice that her lips curve up in the same shape. "Why did you want to FaceTime?"

I shrug. "I wanted to talk," I tell her, not specifying more than that. "Ah yeah? And you need to see my face to talk?"

"I do. At least, I can see your expression and know whether you're lying or not," I find a pretext to not tell the real reason for me wanting this, and she chuckles. "Sure."

"Hm. Sure," I assert. "And look," I roll to the side and show her Choco, who is chilling right next to me. "My baby's here," I drop a kiss on his head, and he glances up at me, melting my heart. "He's so cute."

"He is," I gaze down at him and give him some caresses, and he enjoys it. "I'm gonna steal him if you come to the skatepark with him."

"I'm gonna have to put the leash around your throat then," I smirk and put the pendant of my chain back properly, noticing on my screen that she has my bare torso within sight. "Why my throat? You could have said my arm or something like that."

"I don't put the leash around Choco's paw, so why would I do it on you?" I bring my eyes down to her lips which keep on curving into a smile. "Because I'm not a dog? I don't know."

"Stop it. You put that cat mask on to send me some hints, I know it," I lick my lips and never give her a break, but she raises her eyebrows at me. "Hints? What hints?"

"Hints that you wanna be my kitten, I know it," I pretend to be confident and know what she is hiding, and she cracks up. "You're so dumb."

I chuckle but do not say more about this. I focus on my puppy and pet him.

"What does the pendant of your chain mean?" she shows some curiosity, so I hold it, out of reflex. "It's my zodiac sign, it's a gift from my dad, and since we both have the same sign, we wear matching chains."

"That's cute," she smiles, and I peek down at her neck. "What about yours?"

"Mine is just a panther with no meaning," she touches it. "It's still pretty though, I like it. It looks good on you," I compliment her, finding it very appealing when a girl wears one. "I think it'd look great on anyone, but thanks," she shyly responds to this praise, and I grin.

"Anyway, can we talk about the dream you had? I wanna know," she believes she can make me nervous with this, and a chortle escapes me. "No," I glance down at Choco to pet him, avoiding this subject. "It was about me, so I have the right to know more."

"No. I said it, you were just whining like a kid because you thought I was cheating," I look up at her eyes, feeling confident enough about this lie. She does not need to know what I was doing to her in that dream. "Hm. That's all?" she nearly expresses some dissatisfaction. "Yeah. Why? Did you want more to happen?"

"No. Why would I?" her lips tell me otherwise, and I smile. "I don't know, you seem disappointed about it."

"I'm not," she averts her eyes from the screen, and I mock her shyness.

— Three days later —

Wednesday, June 30th, 2022.

4 pm.

[ hey, did the appointment go well? >

While heading back home by foot, I send a text to y/n to know how it went with the tongue piercing since we saw each other for lunch but that I had to go back to work.

No matter how much I have been teasing her about it, I hope that was not too painful. I will find it so hot to see her with a tongue piercing.

< hey, it did but I'm in pain and my tongue is swollen, I wanna cry again:) I fucking regret this so much ]

[ aw I'm sorry, have you taken a pain killer or you can't? Don't regret it, think about when the pain will be gone, unless you don't like how it looks either >

< I took one but I have to avoid aspirin or stuff like that. I do like how it looks, I love it but it hurts so bad and I can't even speak anymore that I wish I didn't do it ]

[ you can't speak anymore? I'm sorry for laughing but I can imagine you talking with a swollen tongue lmaoo >

< ;-; ]

[ I'm jk:c I hope it's gonna heal fast. Did the guy tell you how long it would take? >

< the swelling should last for around 4 days, and the pain should last for one week, it depends on people ]

[ suck some popsicles, it will help >

< that's what he told me lmao ]

[ fr? He was that straightforward? >

< yes, how do you want to say it anyway? He even told me to not engage in oral activities like kissing, oral sex, or stuff like that because he knows a lot of his customers who didn't know about it and ended up with infections, but like...:) sure I'm not single at all so I'm glad he told me that ]

[ just because you're single doesn't mean you can't kiss or suck dick you know;) >

< what's that wink? Do you want me to kill you? ]

[ I'm sorry I laughed at the thought of you saying that with your swollen tongue lmaoo >

< don't avoid my question little shit ]

[ I mistyped my emoji, I meant to write :)* >

< of course, you always correct yourself right away but you didn't there ]

[ didn't notice:) >

< 🖕 ]

[ :0 >

[ I'm gonna come and spank your ass girl >

< I'm waiting:> ]

[ nvm you won't get what you want >

< you think I'd want that? ]

[ you said you're waiting so obviously you do >

< no, I'm just not scared of you ]

[ you should be scared of my hand, not me:) >

< lmao I'm not ]

[ that's because you don't know what it's capable of. It makes sense. You can't fear what you don't know >

< you're right ]

[ I k

My head hits a sign and gets me to violently stop.