I am so relieved that it's the weekend so people don't see me crying my eyes out at school I just miss my boyfriend so much like why did he have to die it could've been the man in the truck or anyone else but no! It had to be Kason...... Kason had to die thinking I didn't love him this is all my fault mine I miss him so much I go nights crazy just thinking if we would ever be together that's all I want is kason to be with me.