jazmyn🦋.

"okay color for me while i go get the door" i asked my daughter and she nodded at me.

i walked to the door and unlocked it opening. and yall the way i wanted to crashout and beat tf out this girl but i can't cus my daughter is right behind me.

"tf are you doing here kayla ?" i asked.

"i wanted to talk to you jazz. i messed up and im sorry but i swear i didn't get you drunk for that. i didn't know he was gonna do that" she said.

kayla is my ex best friend since we were 15. and a few years ago she got engaged so i went to a party to celebrate her and her boy best friend got me drunk asf.

long story short, he raped me while i was wasted and she just let him. idk if she was to scared to stop him or she just didn't care but either way i was done with her a**.

"kayla you let yo bbsf take advantage of me. you let that nigga take my virginity mind you i had no idea. you let him violate me and my body"

"and you think a sorry a** apology gone fix the damage that's already been done ?? the only good thing that came from this whole dumb a** situation was that little girl that kept me sane when i was losing my sh**".

"so no i don't want or need yo apology and no i don't forgive you. that's the ultimate betrayal and one of the worst things you could do to someone you call yo best friend".

"i didn't stop him cus i didn't know what to do. i was scared jazz" she said.

"fight for me kayla. fight for me like you would've did yourself if that was you in that bed. fight for me like i would've did for you. that's it"

"h*ll if you ain't wanna intervene the least you could've did was got someone. it doesn't make sense how you could sit there and watched yo best friend be raped by another person you call yo best friend".

"you stood there and watched like ian mean sh** to you kayla. like you ain't give af. like you had no heart whatsoever. ts is foul"

"jazz im sorry" she whispered as tears started to form.

"yeah that's how i felt when i was f*cking violated. when i had nobody. when i was forced to raise a kid i never planned for. when i was traumatized and depressed asf and felt like i had no will to live but i couldn't leave that little girl without a mother to love her".

i been holding all this in since it happens because after finding out i ghosted kayla. i exhaled and wiped my tears as i shook my head.

"ts took a lot out of me kayla. including my dignity and my happiness. and i hope that one day i raise my daughter to be the best person she can be".

"maybe one day i will forgive you but today is not that day. we can never come back from ts but ik deep down after i do fully heal i can forgive you" i said.

i looked back at lay who was focused on her coloring making my heart smile. she's the best part of this whole situation.

"jazz it's been 3 years.. i need my best friend back and i was gone apologize earlier but i wanted to give you space and time and then that turned into you disappearing" she replied.

"good that's exactly what i wanted. i appreciate you apologizing" i said. i shook my head and closed the door.

like the nerve for her to even show up here after 3 years is insane to me and i will never understand it at all.

jackie💎.

"hey sis come in" i said hugging my sister kiare.

"omg this is so cute.. you decorated this ?" she asked as she sat her suitcase against the wall.

"girl fawk no.. lol a'ja did it" i said as we laughed.

"how's mommy doing ?" i asked as we walked to the kitchen.

"she's good! we can't wait for you to come home tho."

"me too, i hate that i couldn't go home for christmas but we know God work in mysterious ways" i said and she nodded.

"come in a'ja" i said looking up from my phone.

"hey twins i got chocolate covered strawberries" she said making me smile.

"thank you bestie" i said and she nodded.

"hey bookie i missed you so much" kiare said hugging a'ja.

"i missed you more" she said.

"when do i get to meet this stud you crazy about ???" kiare said being messy.

"you just being messy" i said as we laughed.

"im dead serious.. i hope she worth sum cus ik about them studs" she said.

"she is, she's amazing.. and besides kb had issues that she's been working on" i said giggling.

"who knew my sister would be in love like crazy" she joked making me laugh.

"girl don't do to much"

"i said the same thing, she wasted absolutely no time whatsoever. but aye i understand bestie tell em we don't wait for nb" a'ja said.

"AYEEE THATS IT" i said making kiare roll her eyes.

"but she is amazing tho sis you're gonna love her. especially if a'ja likes her cus yk it's hard to get by her. she's a entrepreneur, businesswomen, and a psychologist" i said.

"ohhh so she like her own boss. iktr i love that" kiare said.

"yeah she's such an amazing person deep down too. so gentle and caring i think that's really drew me to her cus she's so selfless" i said.

"lord my girl is whipped" kiare joked making me giggle.

"yeah. what about you sis ?? anybody loving on you ?" i asked.

"h*ll no. kiare don't even come out the house unless it's to teach let alone talk to a man" a'ja said making kiare look at her with a blank stare.

"okay now don't dtm" kiare replied as we laughed.

"you okay ?" i asked as my sister as she put her head in her hands.

"cramping" she said.

"i got some ibuprofen in the cabinet" i said getting up.

"i wish you were pregnant" a'ja said making her look at her with a blank stare. i giggled and shook my head.

"a'ja do not play with me like that" kiare said taking the pill.

"ionk sis a'ja got a thing for wanting me to get pregnant & now she done moved on to you." i said shaking my head.

"man i hate being a female every month" kiare groaned making me shake my head.

"poor you, ion even get cramps anymore" i said making her mug me.

"great thanks for the help" she said.

"sorry sis lol." i said giggling.

"anywho since neither of yall won't have a baby you're cut" a'ja said.

"a'ja we talked about this boo. and im not going nowhere and you ain't either" i said shrugging.

we moved to the living room so we could chill and the couch. i handed her a heat massager for her stomach and then plopped down. i love when my sister comes to vegas especially cus i got such a tight schedule.

chapter 21😝! vote and comment💕!