You, Pain, and I

The sun has already set.
Darkness comes next,
the stars started to show up,
and the moon comes out too.

I stayed lying in my bed
and look through my window.
The night is so peaceful,
but my thoughts aren’t.

As the night gets deeper,
I always wish you and I are talking.
I always imagine you beside me.
Love, when will I be with you?

I want you in my life
even with all the uncertainties encountered.
I will love you til the day I lost my breath.
Would you do the same for me?

It’s tearing me apart to think you wouldn’t.
Who am I again — a chaotic person.
One day, you will get tired of me
and that day was yesterday when you said goodbye.

My heart breaks into pieces
and I don’t know when it will be whole again.
Love, I need you back — please come back.
I’ll be here enduring the pain of waiting.