Chapter 46:

Ramona's POV

"You know what? I'm just going to go home I don't have time for any of this." Lola says as she walks past us and down the street.

"She finally left" Then Andrew turned the phone to where the outer camera was facing him. "And that Vicky is what you missed, Andrew out" Andrew finally ending his video.

"So does that make us a thing?" Jordan asks as he looks towards the sidewalk.

"No" I say.

Jordan sighs and he turns and walks away.

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I walk back into the house with a sad Jordan walking in front of me, and a jittery Andrew beside me, he just can't wait to show Vicky that video.

I finally make it to my room and Jordan hops on to my bed. Causing Vicky and Bobby to end there little make out session they were having on the floor.

"Oh hey guys" Vicky says as she fixes her shirt and a red tint starts to cover her face from
embarrassment.

"So why does Jordan look sad and Ramona looks like a sad, mad, and confused combination?" Bobby asks

"Its all in this video" Andrew says as he walks past me and sits on the floor next to Bobby.

"Where's Jackson?" I ask.

"His room" Bobby says without taking his eyes off the screen.

I turn on my feet and walk like one inch across the hall and stand in front of his room door. I take a big sigh and I just walk into his room.

I close the door behind me, and I walk over and sit next to Jackson on his bed.

He looks up at me with a tear stained face, and a wave of guilt hits me. Why did I let my feelings for Jordan get that strong? I mean its not like I could control them, I mean if I could me and Jackson would be skipping through lollipops and daisies right now.

But we're not, he's crying and I'm confused about my feelings. Jordan's sad, and I'm confused about my feelings, Max is sick and I'm confused about my feelings. Vicky, Andrew, and Bobby couldn't be any happier, and I'm confused about my feelings.

"Why -hiccup- him?" Jordan asks in a raspy voice, which is so hot on him. Calm down Ramona.

"Jackson I'm not really dating him, we just kissed each other because Lola was there. I still don't know who I like more" I sigh.

I sit and wait for a reply, but Jackson just stares blankly at the bed, so I just continue.

"I'm sorry for putting you through all this. You deserve better then me.-"

Then I get cut off by Jackson taking his hand and gently turning my head so I can look at him.

"Ramona if anything you deserve better than me, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me" Jackson says as he rubs his thumb gently over my cheek.

"But I'm the one who keeps screwing up the relationship Jackson"

"The only person who is screwing up our relationship is Lola...and Jordan-"

Now it was my turn to cut him off.

"Jordan's not doing anything to our relationship its all Lola's fault" I say trying to defend Jordan.

Jackson removes his hand from my face. "I'm sorry but who was the one who tried to steal you away from me when they first came here? Who's the one who accidentally kissed you twice-"

"Actually he accidentally kissed me once, the first time was an almost accidental kiss" I correct him.

"Does it matter, the point is he's been trying to mess up our relationship since day one and you know it, but you just don't want to admit it because you're so blinded by your love for him-"

"I don't love him!" I say raising my voice a little.

"But you love me, right!?"

"I can't answer that right now." I say putting my head down.

"You would be able to answer that question with a simple 'yes' if it wasn't for Jordan!" Jackson says as he gets up and stands next to his bed.

I also get off the bed and the only thing separating me from Jackson is his bed.

"Its not all Jordan's fault though, its mine too if I didn't catch feelings for him then me and you wouldn't be broken up right now"

"Well can't you throw those feelings back at him"

"If I could, don't you think I would" I say.

"So what you're saying is, you like me more than Jordan?" Jackson asks me.

"Yes"

"Then why aren't you dating me?"

"I don't know I'm confused" I say letting out a frustrated sigh.

"What are you confused about? You just said you liked me more than him"

"I...I just don't know, okay! Is that so hard for you to understand?"

"Yes it is, considering that you just told me that you liked me more."

"I know I just said that, but its more than that, you know?"

"No Ramona I don't know but what I do know is, Jordan is the reason why we're arguing right now and you obviously like me more than him because you literally just said you did not like him that much, ABOUT A MINUTE AGO!"

"DON'T YELL AT ME!" I yell at him right back.

"I CAN YELL AT YOU IF I WANT TO YELL AT YOU!"

"Really and what gives you the right to do that?" I ask crossing my arms.

"Because Ramona, I love you, I FUCKING LOVE YOU! AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU, TO HIM!"

I stand there speechless I have no idea what to say.

Jackson closes his eyes "get out" Is all he says as he points to the door, I turn and I walk towards the door I turn the door knob and once I open the door everyone falls into the room with a loud thud.

DJ, Stephanie, Bobby and my Mom are on the bottom and Vicky and Andrew fell on top of them.

They all groan as they stand back up.

"Is everything okay up here?" Stephanie says as she dust off her pants.

"Yep" I lie.

"Okay well we heard yelling, and we wanted to make sure everything was alright" DJ says.

"Well everything is okay, so can you guys leave now I'm trying to get my beauty sleep here" Max says, I forgot Max was in here, on the bright side his voice sounds like its getting better.

"Oh sorry Max" My mom says.

"Well dinner should be ready in about forty minutes" DJ says as she turns and walks away with everyone following behind her. I close Jackson's room door behind me and stop Vicky in the hallway.

"Hey where's Jordan?" I whisper ask.

"He went downstairs" Vicky whispers back.

"Why are you two whispering?" Bobby jumps in.

"I don't know, Ramona why are we whispering?" Vicky asks.

"I don't know" I answer back in my normal voice.

"Yeah we got that from the argument you just had with Jackson." Andrew says causing me to have an urge to slap him.

"Andrew shut up before she kills you" Bobby says as he slightly laughs and Bobby and him walk into my room.

"You alright?" Vicky asks me.

"Mmmhmm" I lie.

"are you lying?"

"Yeah" I say truthfully.

"Well go check on Jordan and I'll be in your room." Vicky pats my shoulder and she walks away.

I sigh and I walk down the stairs I look in the kitchen and I see only my mom, Stephanie, and DJ.

"Looking for something sweetie?' Stephanie asks.

"Yeah, Jordan"

"I think he's in there" My mom says as she points towards the living room.

"I walk in there and he's not there, I walk towards the stairs and I here crying. I stop and I walk past the stairs and the crying gets louder I stop once I stand in front of the bathroom door. I open the door slowly to see Jordan holding a razor with blood on his wrist.

I rush into the bathroom quickly and I shut the door behind me and lock it.

I smack the razor out of his hand and I stare at him.

"Why?" I ask him.

"I didn't know what else to do. So I just did this" Jordan says in a panicky tone.

"Sit" I tell him and he hops up and sits on the counter. I grab a dry rag and I put it on his arm adding pressure.

He winces "sorry" I apologize, and I keep adding pressure to the rag on his arm, so I can stop the bleeding.

"Jordan why?"

"I overheard your argument with Jackson, you said you liked him more I got mad and I didn't know how to handle that so now I'm here"

I sigh "Jordan there has got to be another way for you to handle your feelings"

"I feel happier when I'm making out with you" Jordan says with a slight grin on his face.

"Yeah think of something else that makes you happy" I say as I remove the rag from his arm.

"You do know I'm stronger than you right?"

"Yeah but what does that- Woah!" Now I'm sitting on the counter with Jordan standing in between my legs.

"How did you? Why am I? What?" I ask.

"I have my ways, now do you want to kiss me"

I stare at him and he stares back"I love your eyes" I blurt out.

"They're hazel" he says.

"Can you get me down now?" I ask

"Will you make out with me?"

"No"

"Ugh, Jordan" I groan in frustration.

"I'll let you down, if you make out with me"

I sigh "I'll give you one kiss on the cheek"

"Deal"

He let's me down and I move in to give him a kiss on the cheek but instead he moves his head and kisses me on the lips.

I pull away quickly "that wasn't apart of the deal"

"Yeah, but you can't deny that you didn't like it"

"True"

Jordan gave me a smile and I return one back to him. Then we just stand there.

"Okay fine" I give in and I pull him towards me kissing him.

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Okay so,  I read all the comments from the last chapter and they all basically said the same thing, more Jamona.

So I had this whole romantic scene for Jamona planned in my head and as you can obviously tell that didn't work out so well (sorry 😊)

🎊Question Time🎉

1) So I'm thinking about putting the next chapter in someone else's POV, should it be Max, Jackson, Vicky or Jordan?

2) who's side are you on in the Jamona argument, Jackson or Ramona?

I will not be updating the next chapter until I update the next chapter to my other two books, because I haven't updated the other books for like a month or two.

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