Chapter 43: A full house of broken hearts

Ramona's POV

I tell Max everything from Jordan cutting to were I finally admit to Max that I like Jordan.

Max stares at me for a while. Then he finally speaks "so you do like Jordan?"

"Yes" I answer simply

"Well who do you like more, Jackson or Jordan?"

"That's the part I'm confused about, what do you think I should do?"

"I think you should break up with Jackson"

I sit up and I look at Max, "what why?"

"Because I know you, your probably going to do something to break you and Jackson up any way just get the heart ache out the way. Also you don't even know if you like him that much anymore so why don't you two just take a break until you get your mind right...and once you do make up your mind I don't care who you choose I'll still be your brother"

"Aww thanks Max" I say as I hug him, he never called me his sister or something along those lines before.

"Now Jackson is across the hall" Max says pointing to my door.

"You want me to do this now?"

"Yes"

I stare at Max then I stare at the door, then I stare at Max again and he mouths "go" I take a deep breath and I make my way off my bed. I open my room door.

Then I walk across the hall, I take a deep breath and then I open Jackson's room door. Jackson looks up from his phone and he looks at me.

"Hey babe" he smiles.

I give him a slight smile and I close the door back and I walk over and sit on his bed.

"Listen we need to talk" I say.

Jackson moves on his bed and he wraps his arm around my shoulder. "About what?" Jackson asks.

"I think we should break up" I whisper, I feel Jackson take his arm from around my shoulder and Thud! he just pushes me off his bed.

"WHAT THE HECK?!" I yell at him as I stand back up. I brush off my pants and I look at Jackson.

"I'm sorry but rats aren't allowed on my bed"

"Don't call me that, stop calling me that. I am not a RAT!" I yell at him.

"Yes you are you will always be a stupid little rat who makes mistakes!" Jackson yells at me.

"You didn't even hear me out, like don't you want to know why I'm breaking up with you?"

"Let me guess, you like Jordan?" Jackson says in a dry tone.

"Yes, and I just think it would be good if we took a break until I can get my feelings straight" I say looking at he floor.

"Whatever, just get out of my room" Jackson's voice cracks and I look up at him to see his eyes are watering.

"Jackson don't cry, I didn't mean to make you cry" I say walking closer to him.

"I'm not crying I'm just sweating through my eyes" He lies.

"Jackson that's impossible-" he cuts me off.

"Just go" Jackson points the his room door.

I turn and I walk towards the door. I opened the door and I see Jordan looking at the ground and he looks up from the ground and he glares at me.

"Get out of my way" Jordan shoves past me and he walks into the room. I walk across the hall and I find Max on my bed.

"Did you do it?" Max asks.

I walk over to my bed and I face plant into my pillow. "They both practically hate me" I start to cry into my pillow.

"Oh" Is all Max says, Oh is all he has to say this is kinda all his fault if he would've just kept his mouth shut and learned when to not tell a secret then I probably wouldn't be in this mess right now.

"Max get out" I say

"What why?"

"Just get out"

"Fine I was just trying to help you"

"When were you trying to help me, you're always telling someones secret just keep your big mouth shut and I probably wouldn't even be mad at You!"
I yell.

Max's eyes start to water and he runs out of my room. "Max wait!" I yell after him, I shouldn't have yelled at him. Everyone is right I am rat.

I place my face back into my pillow and I just cry. My phone buzzes and I take it out of my back pocket. Vicky texted me.

V: not able to make it to your house today, family dinner at our country club

I sigh as I throw my phone somewhere on my bed, this is just great everyone basically hates me and my best friend can't even come over.

"Dinner!" A voice yells from down stairs. I slump out of bed and I make my way out of my room. Once I open my room door, I see Max, Jordan, and Jackson all coming out of the room. Max's face is red you can tell Jackson's been crying and Jordan just looks mad.

"You have makeup, everywhere" Jordan tells me.

"Okay and let her find that out you didn't have to -hiccup- tell her that. I bet she doesn't even wanna talk to anyone especially you" Jackson harshly tells Jordan. Jackson always gets the hiccups when he cries for a long time.

"I'm pretty sure if she didn't want to talk to me, she wouldn't have broken up with you" Jordan tells Jackson.

"Ramona I'm sorry for always telling your secrets, you're right I've should've just kept my mouth shut" Max apologizes.

"Its okay, and I'm sorry for yelling at you I just had a lot on my mind." I apologize back to Max and he gives me a small smile.

Max walks off towards the kitchen and Jordan and Jackson continue to argue in the middle of the hallway.

I just roll my eyes at the both of them and I make my way down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"Hey daughter" My mom chirps. I give her a slight wave and I make my way over to the table. "Geez, I thought you'd be more happy to see me considering I was fine for three days"

"Ew Kimmy is back" Stephanie jokes as she walks over to her seat at the kitchen table.

I sit down in my seat next to Max and Jackson and Jordan finally come downstairs and this time they are not arguing. Jackson sits down across from me and Jordan sits down next to DJ and she is the only thing separating Jackson and Jordan.

Dinner is quiet, no one is talking. Stephanie keeps taking quick glances at Jordan. Jackson and Jordan keep sending glares my way. Max Is just eating his food and DJ and my mom are staring at me.

"Sweetheart you do know you have makeup smudged all over your face" DJ says breaking the awkward tension that was building up in the room.

"Oh yeah" I whisper so she can't hear that I've been crying by my voice.

"You've been crying haven't you?" DJ asks me.

I just slightly nod my head 'yes'.

"Why? what happened?" My mom asks this time.

"Nothing" I simply reply as I take a bite out of my food.

"Well it looks like it was something with all the mascara running down your face, Jackson you look like you've been crying too what happened?" DJ asks, it feels like she's a cop with all the questions.

"Ramona -hiccup- broke up with me" Jackson says.

"Wait, what happened you two were so good together?" Stephanie says as she puts her fork down.

"Okay I'm getting tired of you people asking questions here's what's going on... Ramona likes Jordan and Jackson so she broke up with Jackson because she didn't want to hurt him and because I told her too. So Jackson is upset because Ramona broke up with him and now he's heartbroken. Jordan is mad because Ramona told one of his secrets and Ramona is sad because she thinks Jordan an Jackson hate her right now. I did get mad at Ramona at one point but me and her made up. Also Jordan been cutting and getting hit by his step father so Stephanie called the cops" Max says as he takes another bite of his food.

I look at my mom and I look at DJ and they both are looking back and forth between Jordan, Jackson, Me, Stephanie and Max.

"Stephanie what did the police say?" DJ whisper asks as she keeps her eyes glued on Jordan.

"Chris, Jordan's step father is going to court and so is Jordan's mother. Some people are coming over tomorrow and they're going to see if we can take custody of Jordan since your his god mother and his parents won't be able to take care of him if they're found guilty." Stephanie tells DJ.

"Wait so I'm not leaving the tomorrow?" Jordan asks.

"Yeah, your staying her until we can get this whole thing situated" Stephanie says.

"Oh, Ramona can I talk to you outside?" Jordan asks me.

"Yeah sure" I whisper as is stand up and Jordan stands up too.

We make our way to the backyard and we sit down on the bench. "Thank you" is all Jordan says.

"For what?" I ask confused, I thought he was mad at me.

"For getting me away from step dad, I'm sorry for getting mad at you earlier I was just thinking of the worse possibilities that can come from this, but he's going to jail and that means he won't hurt me ever again and...thank you"

"You're welcome" I give him a slight smile.

"I'm sorry about you and Jackson"

"Its okay it wasn't your fault we broke up, it was me I just can't control these feelings that I have for the both of you and-"

Jordan cuts me off by kissing me.

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Sorry for not updating in awhile, I went on a cruise for like 6 day and there was no internet and then when I got back home I had tons of home work I had to make up so yeah.

So Jamona broke up, (don't hate me)

~question time~

1) this is a random question, but what is your favorite color?

2) soooo who's happy that Jordan is probably going to be a permanent character in my story?

3) so I've been thinking, should I make Lola come back into the story?

P.s. you know that chapter I titled writers block and I asked you guys for ideas, well I will be using the rest of the ideas on that page I just have to figure out how to put them into the story. (Don't worry I will give you a shout out when I use your idea in that chapter)

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