based on this request on my tumblr blog:

i want mc to be upset that they've been sorta orchestrating their time together (xav and raf), or that she realizes that they knew more than they let on and have been purposefully keeping her out of loop (zayne) because she prefers it when the boys are upfront and all that. i want them to argue (or whatever seems fitting for their character). different scenarios for each boy yk? 

(since there is something like that for Rafayel, he is missed here)

After you left Sylus in the N109 Zone and returned home, you keep getting dreams and flashbacks. Always about him and places and situations you aren't familiar with.

It drives you crazy that you have a past with him apparently and don't know anything about it. So after a few weeks being tortured with knowledge that always slips out of your fingers before you can grasp it, you decide to visit Sylus at home and get him to answer your questions.

"I'm done with you keeping secrets from me!" you shout at him, angry and frustrated as you poked into his broad chest with your index finger since he refuses to answer you and keeps teasing you instead. „Tell me what is it, that binds us together! What are these dreams about?"

Sylus doesn't move an inch at your actions, just standing there and observing you with this intimidating ruby red eyes. "I could tell you, kitten." he raises an eyebrow and then this smugly smirk appears in his handsome face, one you rather punch right now instead of admiring. "But it's better to let you find it out by yourself."

You choke out an angry scream, now really punching but not in his face. You throw your fists at his toned chest and abdomen, letting the anger flow out of your mind and body.

"Goddammit, Sylus!" you curse him in between and after a dozen attacks, he grabs your fists forcefully but yet without hurting you and keeping you in place.

"Stop it, kitten." a calm demand, and then soft whispering into your ear "You wouldn't t believe me, if I'll tell you."

Startled by his sudden proximity the tall man releases you, and you suddenly feel stupid and embarrassed. You're no match to him when it comes to physical strength. For him, you really have to look like an angry kitten trying to scratch a bigger dog.

Still fueling with anger and a now crimson red face you turn around and leave him standing in his room.

"Fine! If you don't tell me, I don't want to see you anymore. We're done, Sylus!" and just like that you storm off, determined to forget about him. Should he keep his secrets, you don't care anymore!

"Xavier, I don't know why there's a gigantic spaceship you seem to know like the back of your hand. And I don't know how you can be Lumiere and still looking like you're the same age as me. And this thing around your neck..." you observe him closely as you finally put the thoughts to words that haunting you for a while now. "So, all I want is to tell me the truth. There are so many things going around you, I'm not even sure if I know you, actually."

The silver haired hunter in front of you just looks at you with his big blue eyes. It took a while till he opens his mouth and interrupts the silence that settled in heavily between the two of you.

"There's no need to be worried about. I'm just Xavier, your partner, your friend. All of me belongs to you." as he gently takes his hand in yours "Your heart knows mine." a sincere vulnerable gaze that you barely can retort since it threatens to break your heart. „I am here, with you. I will never leave your side. Isn't that all that count?"

Zayne's evol acts up once again, and he's laying helpless in his bed, clutching his body in pure agony. You do everything that you can to help him, but the resonance doesn't seem to work as good as usual this time.

For every bit of energy you pour into your evol the ice crystals seem to retreat but spreading again on another part of his body and causing pain, so that the dark haired man grunts and twitches in pain.

After what seems an eternity the ice finally retreats and leaves you both exhausted. And as much you just want to sleep right now, the worry about the man you love keeps you from relaxing.

"Zayne..." you speak softly "That can't go on this way. Every time I try to deal with the backlash of your evol it's getting more and more difficult." you look up to him as he sits himself up on the bed. "What if the next time all my tries are futile?"

"Then you need to run and get as far away as you can" Zayne states in a calm voice, not looking at you instead massaging his hands and fingers.

"So you really want to die that badly?" you ask him, now with more strength in your voice, fueled by the rising anger inside you.

But Zayne doesn't even look at you and remains silent. And you bite your teeth, grinding them in a try to remain your composure.

"Zayne!" as you lift yourself up to your feet. You cradle his face in your hands, forcing him to look at you. "I won't let you die on me! We fight this together, if you like it or not!"