POV MC

Would be overwhelmed first because... it is a hell lot of memories! Maybe getting the mother of migraines and fainting due to too much input on the brain Hard time to process this all because... finding out your boyfriend/fiancée is or was an actual God? Oh, my... Hesitating to inform Rafayel about your knowledge because maybe he doesn't remember.Then you remember all the things he said and done at your dates, and you recognize some resemblancesThe little bedtime story at the beach camping reminds you of your time in Lemuria (the bird is you, the fish is Rafayel and the shop owner is Elder Amund)All the time he reaches his hand out to you like he did on the other life times tooThe little melody you teached him a loooooong time ago, and he still hums it in some situationsThe one time he states on the phone, he always knows when you are nearby (a god always sense his follower)And so much moreSo one evening when you both are cuddling on the sofa you tell him about it

POV Rafayel

Would be completely taken aback at your revelation, not sure if he is happy you finally remembered or sad, because now you know all the bad things tooWould try to comfort you and lighten up the situation like "it's just dreams" or kind of (like he did in the "fragrant dream" card)Maybe he does some jokes about it, how anyone can think of him as a god when he is so bad at caring for others. Puh-lease, me a god? I can hardly care for myself.Seeing your determination and confinement in this matter, he gets total serious and softCuddles you even closer in his arms, telling you how far away that is to him, and it no longer matters because you are in his arms, yeah?When you start crying for all the things he sacrificed for you, he tells you how much he loves you and that you are everything that he desiresAs long as you love him and be with him, he is happyWhen you finally stop crying, he takes you to bed, cradling you close to him, and you start reminiscing together in the memories

And maybe the conversation drifts to Lemuria and rebuilding it, giving all the surviving Lemurians a home again. He absolutely refuses because he won't even think about putting you in any danger. You both start to argue, and he ends it with desperate kissing and the best sex you ever had, because he desperately shows you how much you mean to him.