"without you" october 30, 2022

verse 1

this is just what i had feared

down at my lowest times

don't want to make it weird

but you're always on my mind

verse 2

falling down deep into your words

why did it turn out this way?

but, darling, for what it's worth

please stay

chorus

it's probably all in my head

and i should probably go to bed

but i don't want to lay my head

down without you

probably means nothing

i'm just looking for something

to fill the hole it's coming

with you

i can't live without you now

and i still don't know how

but you're my king in a crown

verse 3

don't let me ruin this again

this happens every time

know you just want to be friends

i can't make up my mind

chorus

it's probably all in my head

and i should probably go to bed

but i don't want to lay my head

down without you

probably means nothing

i'm just looking for something

to fill the hole it's coming

with you

i can't live without you now

and i still don't know how

but you're my king in a crown

bridge

after staying up all night

you tell me to come over

we've never had a fight

if we did, i wasn't sober

and after all this even though you might

keep me from going lower

no matter how hard i try

i keep wishing for your closure

you're so far away

but you're with me in my mind

i feel the words you say

when we're calling late at night

and maybe one day

i'll make this all right

but for now, i'll just stay

in your dark light

chorus

it's probably all in my head

and i should probably go to bed

but i don't want to lay my head

down without you

probably means nothing

i'm just looking for something

to fill the hole it's coming

with you

i can't live without you now

and i still don't know how

but you're my king in a crown

- when you cant differentiate between platonic and romantic feelings so you write a song to see if it'll help but it still doesn't