Anirudh comes inside the room in a intoxicated state or that's what she thought. Anirudh was actually given some spiked medicine by humare pyaari pyaari ksj. He clutched her pallu and pulled it .Her pallu came off causing a mark on her collarbone. This is because the way he pulled her pallu, the pin by which the pallu was pinned opened causing a wound on her slender collarbone. Blood started dripping from her skin. Anirudh came near her he kept his head on the crook of her neck he saw the blood, a grin appeared on his face. He took his cheek placed it on her wound and rubbed it against the wound. This caused Bondita to scream in pain.Anirudh pinned her on the wall and closed her mouth. He did not just close her mouth, he pierced her and dug his nails into her dimpled rosy cheeks causing a blood scar on them.Tears rolled from her eyes and Anirudh sucked her tears .He did not do this out of love.His teeth sucked those lovely tears which once he hated and now he was the reason why the escaped that doe shaped eyes. Anirudh took the remaining part of her saree and threw it away.Here she was standing half naked in front of him. She closed her eyes 👀 not just in pain and agony but also that she was uncomfortable. Though she had known Anirudh for nearly her entire life, he was her sansaar ,her barristera babu , her sakha babu, rakshas babu and her pati babu,but this sexual and physical relationship between them was definitely new to her. Though Bondita was an addict to erotic fiction this mere act of his wreaked a havoc in her. She thought all this was over and now he will let her sleep. But the real movie is yet to begin.

AN: Guys aaga bohut mature 🥵🔥 hoga aur bohot sad bhi hoga kyunki I am not writing about ani try to romanticize with his wife with her will.Meri bholi bhali readers iske please chod dho if you feel uncomfortable. So please aage padhne is at your own discretion.I will add a short recap of what happened in the previous note for those who will feel uncomfortable. Aur mere ek sawaal be hai as I will be writing more mature parts in future, I want you guys to tell me how mature you guys want it to be. Please tell meri "innocent"😉😏 naam ki readers bhi.

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Now she was standing only in her blouse and skirt. Anirudh came near her ears and bit her ear with all the might he had. When Bondita screamed in pain, Anirudh's rage intensified. When hamari ksj passed by to drink water he heard her screams which he misinterpreted to be moans of pleasure. Anirudh banged her head against the wall. Bondita felt dizzy.But still she maintained her steady form. Anirudh opened her blouse, Bondita screamed asking him not to open it but her words went into deaf ears. She was now only in her black bra. She was wearing a beautiful black, strapless sexy bra. He tore her bra and threw it away. He took her right boob in his hand and started kneading it. Bondita felt scared and Anirudh sucked her boob in his mouth and and bit her slender nipples. He continued the same assault on her left boob. Bondita could do nothing rather than just cry and hiss in pain. Now the real story starts. Anirudh opens her skirt and she is left only in her panty she knows what is going to happen next , she starts pleading to Anirudh to let her , she even tells that she will even die for him if he spares her virginity. She always wanted to have physical relationship, with her Pati babu but in a way with the real Anirudh Roy Choudhry, a man who is written by a woman. Even when she read such books she imagines Anirudh in her mind in place of the male lead.But perhaps it never was destined in her doomed fate, so after a series of begging for mercy she conceded defeat as she knew it was inevitable for her to avoid this. Anirudh smirked at this, maybe the possessed one but subconsciously even he could feel a pang in his heart. The medicine kind of made ani to accomplish his sexual desires but still his heart was beating for his lady love. He put his arm around her waist and dug his nails into it. Bondita could only snivel in pain and agony as she knew the things which are coming further ahead are going to be even more painful and she is going to suffer even more. Anirudh removed her panty and threw it somewhere in the room and she knew even death would be better than this. Anirudh took of his boxers and he inserted his manhood into her. As her hymen was getting broken she could do nothing but sob in pain. Though after some pain she found some pleasures but still pain dominated in her. All this continued till 4 in the morning and she knew something was off but couldn't decipher what was wrong with him and her body was sore and her mind was blank with agony and sorrow of abuse. This was just the mere part of physical abuse that she received from him and the reality of her in-laws is just going to start but the innocent soul is yet to unravel it.

Guys I know I am cruel like our mami the witch to make Anirudh into this cruel character. But her abuse is the essence of this book. It may be devastating to read such characters like Anirudh turned into these brutal demons. But this is actually the reality of life we may trust somebody and love them with our hearts but they may not turn out to be worthy or even acceptable for it.

"Nothing hurts more than being disappointed by the one person who you thought would never hurt you." - Gugu Mofokeng

"It hurts the most when the person that made you feel so special yesterday makes you feel so unwanted today."

These quotes are those which reflect Bondita's mind. Maybe I don't know a lot about physical , verbal abuse and its impact on a person's psychological wellbeing being just in 9th grade. But yet I just know the impact of words , certain words may make us ravish in euphoria and know about somebody 's joy and happiness as well as understand somebody's pain and agony and what they're going through when we which I understood just after coming to wattpad. Alas:

"It is strange that sword and words have the same letters. Even more strange is that they have the same effect if not handled properly."

A very fav quote of mine. I still know many might criticize me for making Ani like this. But guys I very much respect your opinion. It is what fuels me to write more but just think about yourself in Bondita's situation. I know you may defend that it was prevalent in those times but it is not now. But let me tell you just because something is present in lower quantities does n't mean they are not present. This was the main motive I had when I started writing on wattpad to voice out certain issues which are faced by everybody irrespective of their gender. You may ask me why I always torture the female character but it is not that males don't face but just that a lady faces it more severely than a man. But even after this you want to bash me please go ahead, well because I am very happy that you are not holding back any hard feelings at the characters as well as on me. I am very sorry for another thing it is I promised you guys that I will update on Ganesh Chathurthi but I actually had to study for exams which just ended today. So I am not giving you any false promises but I will "try" to update next week. So from now on you guys are my darlings and that's all for pestering you I hope I have properly tortured both Bondita and you guys with my words. So my silent darlings please don't keep mum not just in my book but in all other books that you read because a writer cannot read your mind and your opinion about the book and this is one of the main things I realized after I became a writer and wattpad has given an amazing platform to express your views, THE COMMENT SECTION so please instead of just asking for an update which even I do, I understand it coz we are all readers and cliffhangers irritate us , but please try to comment about the book and tell me more about whether you liked the book or not and about your opinions. I'd like to convey my heartfelt thanks to @MaitreyeeMohanty and @bhattacharjee12.Thank you so much darlings for constantly reaching out to me and asking about updates.

Target:100 views , 25 votes and 20 comments ( please kuch meaningful likho rather than just about update after all I've told you 😇😇😇😇😇)

Until I meet you guys in an another update

Till then BYE!!

Yours,

Aahana

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