2 months until the wedding🫶🏾.

kelsey❤️‍🩹.

"ouu how about this ?" i said showing her a venue in puerto rico.

"omg that's beautiful, let's do it" she said and i smiled and nodded.

i booked the time and date and closed my laptop. i can't believe im marrying the love of my life in 2 months. im so excited.

"okay all that's left is dress shopping" i said.

"wait don't we have to book our nail, hair, and makeup appointment ?" jackie asked looking up from her phone.

"no i already did that" i said making her look at me in shock.

"d*** bae. you the best" she said kissing my cheek.

"lol thank you baby. i'm just super excited that i done already booked everything" i giggled.

"so do yk who to choose for the bridesmaids ?" i asked.

"yeah ik kiare, rickea, aja, and arike but i feel like the team will feel some type of way" she said.

"yeah but they know it's to many of them so somebody is bound to not be picked" i said and she nodded.

"are you sure you don't wanna pick anyone specific ? it's your wedding too" she asked.

"yes i don't have anyone i'm completely close with so" i said and she nodded.

"hey so i was thinking that we can have a big picture of your sister sitting in the front and you'll see her when you walk down the aisle" jackie said making me look at her in shock ?

"really ? you won't mind ?" i whispered as tears filled my eyes.

"ofc not baby. ik this is bittersweet for you especially since she would be a bridesmaid but i want you feel like she's still apart of the wedding. you deserve it baby"

"and i can't imagine how hard this is for you but i do want you to know that im here for you and proud of you and so is she" she added as the tears dropped.

"thank you" i said hugging her.

"i love you" i said into her shoulder.

"aw i love you more.. no tears baby" she said wiping my tears.

"okay so why don't you and your mom pick out your favorite picture of her and send it to me" she said and i nodded.

she's honestly the best fiance ever. and darren never cared to hear or about her and it makes me happy that she cares so much.

"okay i'm gonna go start dinner" i said getting up and jackie pulled me back.

"no mama take a break. you need it and you deserve it. we can just order a pizza" she said.

"are you sure ?? i can cook baby its-"

"im sure my love.. just relax your over working yourself" she said wrapping her arms around my waist.

she rubbed my neck lightly & and i yawned.. this nap finna hit that's it lol.

"don't go to sleep mama" jackie whispered.

"why not" i whined.

"you gotta eat baby. the pizza is almost here" she said and i nodded.

"so while we wait, tell me one thing about your sister that i don't know" she said making me think.

"ouu she is done green eye and one brown one" i said.

"wait fr ?" she asked shocked.

"mhmm which was weird cus neither of my parents had it but it was genetic so ig our grandparents have it. i thought it was cool and was kind of jealous cus why i couldn't have that" i said making us laugh.

"i love that" she said making me smile & then we heard the doorbell ring.

"i'll get it" i said hopping up. i went downstairs and paid for the pizza before going back upstairs.

"pizza is here" i said sitting it down.

jackie🌸.

"so have yall been wedding planning ?" kirsten asked.

"kelsey has out of excitement and boredom lol. she literally booked everything we got the venue our nails, hair, and makeup appointments are booked, flights are booked, honeymoon is booked"

"baby kelsey said lemme do this lol" aja said.

"yeah and i love how excited she is. the smile and hope in her eyes gives me hope" i said.

"so cute" queen said.

"ohh and jackie's gonna let me have a big picture of my sister at the front of the wedding so she can be apart of it to" kelsey said happily.

"omg that's so sweet. you guys are gonna be forever" alysha said making us smile.

"aww i love that for you" tiffany said.

"thank you guys" kelsey replied.

i finished talking to the team we said our goodbyes and headed home to shower.

"so it's down to one thing as of right now.. bridesmaids" kelsey said making me sigh.

i been avoiding it but it's getting closer to the wedding so i gotta pick someone.

"how many do you wanna have ?"

"5 at the most maybe 6" kels said and i nodded.

"okay so kiare, rickea, aja.. you sure you don't wanna pick the other 2" i whined.

"well i don't really have anyone im super close with so i would just have to pick 2 random people from the team" she said.

"well how about alysha every since she lost her dad she really hasn't been herself so i think her being apart of something so big will make her feel better" i said making her smile.

"ouu okay i like that idea" kelsey said.

"and i think kate because she's so young and i feel like this experience will be good for her" i told her.

"okay that settles it then.. your good at this" she said making her laugh.

"thank you but ion think the team will think so. they finna be on my ahh" i sighed.

i had texted them gc to let them know. i'm hoping they will act like adults and understand but i feel like there gonna be upset about it.

LVACES🖤🐐:

jackie: guys i finally chose the bridesmaids and kels approve of them.

kirsten: okay let us know!

tiff: okay.

chelsea: ohh lord 😭.

queen: it's finna go down.

kelsey: yall messy 😭🤣.

aja: bye im weak 😭🤣🤣🤣.

jackie: so we decide that we were gonna have 6 simply because it's easier to keep it simple.

jackie: so we decided kiare, rickea, arike, aja, alysha, and kate. but we love all yall and it was really tough and we still want you guys to come and be apart of our special day 🩷.

tiffany: ofc.

kiah: congratulations kate, aja, and alysha you guys are gonna look gorgeous 🥹🩷.

kate: MEEEE ???? omggg im honored! thank you guyss!!

kate: thank you kiah 🥰🥰.

aja: thank you kelsey and jackie im honored lol. & thank you kiah 😚😚😚.

alysha: omgg 🥹🥹. i did not think i was gonna get picked so thank you guyss i can't wait 🥰.

alysha: thank yah kiah 💋💋💋.

jackie: lol ofc 🩷🩷.

kirsten: she knew she was getting picked but okay.

jackie: & wtf does that posed to mean ??

kirsten: you kiss aja a**. you act like she the only you fw but okay 🤣. it's your wedding so do YOU boo boo.

chelsea: nah cus ain't no way she chose a rookie (no offense katie pooh i love youuu) over us. it's always been me, aja, jack, and kels but ig not.

kelsey: guys we have to be fair stop.

queen: well i just got here so ik i wasn't getting picked! im happy for our girls tho. congratulations and we can't wait for the wedding also 🥹🩷🩷🩷🩷.

megan: im just here tbh.

tiffany: megan please 😭😭😭.

chelsea: ain't sh** fr.

kirsten: onggg. she chose a rookie over us crazy work huh ? (no offense kate ilyyy).

kate: im very much offended 😭. (jkkk).

jackie: guys can we not do this ? this why ian wanna pick ik this sh** was gone happen. it's not personal but i did my best in choosing and being fair.

chelsea: girl that wasn't fair at all and yk shut that sh** up.

kirsten: we should just let aja be her d*** friend since she act like she only fwh. anyways congrats bookies im happy for yall.

kirsten: yall will not be seeing me there so good luck with the wedding or wtv.

kelsey: so your just not gonna come ??

kirsten: h*ll nah. i got better sh** to do like stay in my bed and catch up on love island than to waist my time when we wasn't even thought about so i'm good.

jackie: man are you being fr ?? stop being like that bro it's already hard on me enough that i even had to choose.

chelsea: you made your bed now lie in it 🤣.

jackie: nah yall deadahh wrong. kels and i at least thought yall would understand where we was coming from and understand we did our best in choosing. and yall really showing exactly why yall ain't get picked! the way yall acting is crazy.

tiffany: i bet. never gave fair. we know you automatically chose aja you ain't even have to think about that lol.

jackie: i appreciate the few that do understand and congratulated the girls 🩷. means a lot h*ll everyone else wanna be salty about it.

kirsten: and is and wtf about it ?? 🤣.

i sighed and threw my phone down.

"ik this was gone happen bro" i said.

"it's okay mama. there just upset but they'll come around eventually" kels said hugging me.

"i hope so" i mumbled.

we turned on the tv and cuddled. wedding planning is stressful and although kels did most of the work i can definitely feel it lol.

chapter 35😝! it's almost wedding time and jackie chose the bridesmaids and her teammates were not happy lol. who yall think was wrong ?? lmk in the comments cus whew 😭. vote and comment💋!