Dazai POV :

I was walking in the beautiful streets of Hokkaido admiring the surreal beauty of my surroundings and took pictures as well. Indeed this place was immensely beautiful.

I should've come here with Aki and the others. It would've been so amazing. I was sure they must have loved it as well.

I felt a tear roll on my cheek so I wiped it quickly. What were you doing Dazai? Get a grip.

~Five years earlier~

Y/n POV :

I was sitting in the hall while my three crackhead friends were dancing for an unknown reason.

"Hey Aki, come on join us." Osamu spoke making me come out of my thoughts.

"Yaa, come on Aki." Daika insisted as well.

"Baka, get your ass here." Mio said placing here hands on her hips glaring at me with her pair of beautiful ocean eyes.

And within seconds here she came to drag me into dancing. I just couldn't win against Mio so I joined them after raising my hands in defeat.

"So what are we exactly dancing for?" I asked still dancing.

"Oh that, Osamu lost a bet and now he owes all of us a party." Daiki explained.

"Man, fuck you guys, let me enjoy the dance." Osamu spoke.

"Hah, shut up loser." Mio said showing him her middle finger.

"Why the fuck do you guys call me Aki?" I asked out of the blue.

"Because your name is Akira dumbass, it's a nickname for you, exactly how you just use my surname." Osamu said with a duh expression.

"You know what asshole suits you better." I mocked him.

"Oh fuck you, I bet you don't even remember my first name." he joked but surprisingly he was right.

"Now that I think of it, I really don't remember." I replied honestly.

He walked towards me and tickled me. Tears came out of my eyes because I was laughing so hard. As much as they irritated me I loved all of them. They're the family I had always craved for.

"So dear Osamu, you're buying us drinks tonight." I said changing the subject.

"I see you're enjoying my loss." Osamu said narrowing his eyes at me.

"Yes captain obvious." I replied sarcastically.

"Aww man, and here I thought you would support me." he poked fun at me.

"You're living in a dream world and if you don't wake up you'll suffer." I said with a par level sarcastic tone.

"Ya right." he said and rolled his eyes making me laugh. It was so fun to irritate him. He did that too so I had the right as well.

At Night

Dazai POV :

Those crackheads had bought so many bear bottles. I could clearly see all my salary go up in the sky.

"I plan on staying sober so I'm gonna drink only one bottle." Aki declared.

"I have a shift tomorrow afternoon so can't risk getting drunk." Mio explained herself.

"Same, I will drink two bottles." Daiko said with a shrug.

"Let's shove the rest three in Osamu's mouth." Aki suggested which lit up their bored mood.

"Aki you finally lost your mind?" I asked giving her a done look which she ignored.

"She's right, you're the only one who has nothing to do tomorrow." Mio said agreeing with her so-called best friend.

"Yes and he is paying too." Daiki betrayed me as well.

They would surely bring the end of me, but what can I do. These three were all I had.

"To Osamu." Aki raised her beer bottle.

"To Osamu." Mio and Daiki said in unison.

"To me." I said in a low tone.

With that we all chunked down bottles. Aki took one of the bottles in her hand and made me drink it forcefully. The last bottle was shoved in my throat by Mio. God, I felt so nauseous and my head began pounding real hard.

Y/n POV :

I looked at the drunk Osamu and all three of us were laughing like five year olds at his drunk state.

He was dancing and muttering god knows what. He looked so cute and carefree after a really long time.

After some time he finally sat back on his seat and looked somewhat sober.

"Guys question, Where would you like to go in Japan?" he asked in a drunk tone.

"I'd love to travel whole Hokkaido someday." I expressed my answer to his question.

"Same, the Aomori streets would be really great to travel in." Daiki answered.

"I would like to go to Miyagi and Akita streets of Hokkaido." Mio responded as well.

"And you Osamu?" I asked focusing on the last word.

I looked at him waiting for the answer but laughed because he was asleep. He looked like a vulnerable baby. I didn't waste any time and took pictures of the cute Osamu.

~Flashback ends~

I came back to my senses as I bumped into someone. I looked at them to apologise but look at my luck.

It was the one and only Y/n Y/l/n who reminded me of Aki way to much.

"So we meet again mr Dazai." she said with a grin.

"Guess so, ms Y/n." I mimicked her tone.

She smiled and again. Why did she have to come in front of me right when I was having flashbacks. My heart ached even more.

"Come on, let's enjoy Hokkaido together." I offered even when my wounds were tearing apart at her sight.

"Ya right." she answered in an unsure way.

"Well Y/n, now that we've coincidently met a couple of times, haven't we?" I said and released a chuckle.

"Yes, so it would be an honour if you finally told me your precious surname." she asked me with a sarcastic tone.

"I am Dazai Osamu." I said smiling widely at him.

Y/n POV :

Fuck, was it actually him? The person who I thought of as my family but became the reason of their death.

"Dazai, I loved your company but I have some other plans so I'll take my leave." I said.

"Sure Y/n." he replied with a calm tone which made me feel weird.

"Bye then Mr Osamu." I called him by his surname to know if my intuition was right.

"Bye Ak- Y/n Y/l/n." he stammered so I couldn't assume anything.

I walked away from there hoping that we won't have to face each other again. If he really was Osamu then I didn't EVER want to see that goddamn face again.

And even if he was not then too he reminded of Osamu. I must focus on something else. Maybe work could distract me.

Dazai POV :

She called me Osamu, was she really my Aki or just a person who resembled her?

I missed her so goddamn much, not only her but Dai and Mio too. The feeling of guiltiness was there because I became the reason of their death.

Would I ever be able to remove this guilt? I had been trying so hard but still had been clinging to it for five whole years.

I couldn't travel happily anymore. I was thinking to much of that day. I needed to get my mind off. Dazai had to get on duty and destroy the base of Kuro.

Y/n POV :

I would find that bastard who killed my team member. Not that I cared about Yokohama, I took him in my team just because he had power.

All six of those were puppets for me. Only Temari was the person who I care about. I had only three people but god decided to take them from me.

I had no one in my life that's when I found Temari and she helped me a lot, she was like my younger sister.

Well for now I had to kill that bastard, but before that I had to find him. I'd track him down for sure based on his next attack.

To be continued...