After killing his uncle gulf ran to fern freed her and took her to the car , during that time long and mew also ran to there car and sat inside in shock .

Gulf - take fern she is sleeping I have to go somewhere .

Long - but gulf .

Gulf - do as I say take her to angle he must be worried .

Mew - what about you .

Gulf - I have to go somewhere .

Mew - I will go with you .

Gulf - not required .

Mew- but .

Gulf - leave .

Mews pov -

I am still shocked after what I heard I told long to take fern with him and I followed gulf I can't leave him alone is this sistution for now , I followed him he kept walking and walking till we reached a hospital he removed his blazer and oh my god he got shot his tshirt was red with blood why didn't he tell us he entered the hospital I decided to wait for him I need to know what happened with his family he got our after a while like nothing ever happened he started walking again I followed him ......I don't know from how long is we are  walking , after a while we reached a ground he got inside I guess it's his property , I followed him and I saw him going and sitting on a small swing , is he crazy he should go home and rest and here he is swinging on a swing I decided not to leave him alone he started laughing like crazy while tears flowing form his eyes I just couldn't stand seeing him like that ....

Gulf - hahaha it's hurts , it hurts so bad and you all are the reason what did I ever do you anyone why am I hurt like this .....

I was stunned listening to his voice the strong rude gulf kanawat was crying his heart out shouting like crazy ....

Gulf - what did I ever do , I never hurted anyone all I wanted was a normal family , someone who can love me and what did I get all this nonsense , you know god I had decided to die long ago but I lived because I had to take care of angle and fern from that bastard but now he is gone I have no purpose to live anymore I should just end everything I can't live anymore , yes I should die ....

I can't take it anymore gulf I shouted ....

No one's pov -

Mew - gulf don't you can't kill yourself .

Gulf - why it's my right and it not like anyone will care .

Mew - what about my parents , me , fern and angel .

Gulf - no please mew let me die , please mew let me I won't live I can't live.

Mew - gulf you can't .

Gulf - why not do you know how I have lived my life till now .

Mew - no I don't know tell me gulf what happened to you .

Gulf - so listen what happened in my past , I was 13 when I discovered I was into guys too I made a boyfriend I loved him very much and he loved me my parents got to know they killed him in front of me and from that day every thing changed they treated me like animals they made me work 24/7 when I got 15 they started selling me for money to different men I had no other choice and in front of the world we were the perfect family they use to sell my sister too , one day  the she declared she will marry his boyfriend my parents couldn't do anything so they killed her , her baby and her husband I lost the one person who cared for me ...

Mew - I am sorry.

Gulf - don't cut me , I cried alot my parents warned me they will kill me  like they killed my sister so didn't do anything they continued to sell me , a week before my 18th birthday they got to know I can give birth so they decided my marriage to some guy in 50s he just wanted me as his pet for pleasure and to bare his kids and be his slut  , they didn't consider asking me so I decided to end them and guess what I did I killed them and I am not sorry .

Mew - what about fern and angle .

Gulf - they are my cousins , they have faced the same sistution as mine ,  when I took over my family business I decided to take angle and fern under my control and they said yes and I tried to keep my uncle away form them , he is a sick bastard he molested angle many times that's why is he scared of unknown people .

Mew - sorry I didn't know all this.

Gulf - it's ok it's not your fault , it my fault .

Mew - no it's not your fault .

Gulf - let me sleep I am tired .

Mew - sleep in my arms , shuu everything will be okk .

Mew pov -

What did I just heard , I just can't believe all this how sick can parents be I can't imagine what kind to childhood did gulf had I accept what I did was wrong and I love him not out of pity I just love him I don't know from when I started getting feelings for him I hate it when he is not with me I hate it when he Hugs and care for someone that is not me  , but know all I know is he is my life I won't leave him no matter how hard he tries I will be with him .

I took gulf in my arms lifted him in bridal style and took him in cab , he needs rest for now I carried him in his room changed his clothes while changing I saw some old wounds on his back it scares me , I changed my clothes to and slept beside him with him in my arms . I will make everything good Dont worry gulf .... I love you .....