When you love someone. you'd do anything for them. But sometimes, they don't do the same. 

We we're together for 10 months. witch I know isn't that long, but it was his longest relationship and my first so. 

We made a plan when we first started out, but...his plan changed.

I tried to help him, i tried to explain. But to no avail. 

Eventually....i knew we needed a break. 

I didn't know that break would turn into this.

It's been 2 and a half months since our break started, and just two days since i ended things. 

Our relationship was no longer heathy, and i needed to think about myself.

But that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I can assure you, it was the most painful and difficult thing I've ever done in my life. 

I don't hate him, i could never hate him. I'm more disappointed.

Let's just say....figure out who you are as a person, and what you want to do in life that makes you happy. Before getting into a relationship with someone. Especially if they themselves don't know who they are or what they want to do that will make them happy either. 

I wish the best for him, i really do. I hope he finds what he's looking for. 

God bless Josh, let God guide your life.