Same Old Love
She just started to change the topic when he mentioned liking someone or talking about dating. "Why does he like me, does he really like me,what do I mean to him,is he just playing with me." A lot went through her mind. It was 11 and she was just talking to him she know that eventually she had to tell him how she felt. It was too late she know him and he know her. There were feelings involved she could not leave him like nothing. Arely has a hard time telling people how she feels because most of the time they say oh ok or mmm. What if he was going to do the same thing" what if I say something wrong" she thought sadly. When Jame told her how he felt it made her feel better "maybe he was the one" she said "maybe he is the one who ends the heart breaks".
"Good morning babe" said James. They were constantly on the phone with each other. It was like the other constantly needed the other one. If one was left one they did not feel complete like if something was missing. Everytime she talked to him she felt happy she felt safe it was incomparable. Why do I feel like this with him I did not feel likes this within one else but Vicent. Why does it have to happen again. In her mind and her heart he was starting to be there more and more. She had to hang up on him because she had to go to eat. When he was at work he called her she was shocked he kept calling her in Facetime. She was getting nervous again. What if I look ugly what if I look funny she thought. He start to get annoyed because he really wanted to see her but all he could see was her eyes, the blankets, her pillow or her sock. Even though she talked to him 24/7 she was never tired. She could never get tired of him. Everytime she talked to him she had a big smile and her eyes sprinkled. He brought the best out of her.
While the week past they had their first fight. She told him that night if I die be happy with someone else because maybe I would not always be here. He kept texting her but she did not check her phone or texted back. She know she was not strong enough and that there would be a day she would be died. No matter what happened in life she wanted him to always be happy and if one day she would not be there he would redo his life. James feel asleep worried asking if everything was ok that night. The next morning when she saw her phone she saw and she has so many miss call from him and messages. He said he would never be happy again that she impacted his life that she was stuck in his heart and that is hard to forget. She felt sad because no one knows when you are going to die and Arely was already broken and depressed. Her only happiness was her family,him,and her closest friends. Maybe he never know behind that smile there was a story behind it. Since she was little she did not have her life easy. She was trying to tell him that but he said that he would always protect her. He gave her a hug and a kiss. In his arm she felt unstoppable and when she touched him she felt happy.
She started to get more clingy with him. She texted him I miss you, I wanna see, and I love you. Now she was in danger. She had him in her mind 25/7. All she could think about was him, anything that they shared reminded her of him, and they just started to be memories. Arely and James were about to make 1 month of dating. She could not believe it. He was always clingy when it came to her he called her 24/7. He texted her sweet stuff when he could and he always had time for her. James missed Arely constantly. He wanted to feel her hair to see her face and hear her voice. She was her princess. The next day it was Monday she had to go school. When she came out of school James was outside waiting for her. She got in the car and left. She loved the littlest things with him as long as she was with him she was happy because nobody knows when it is their last day alive. Time was very precious to her. She felt like she was invincible against the world when she was with him.
Later on he took her home and he was not feeling well. He told her that he was sick and he couldn't talk. Arely was sad because he was sick. He was really bad that one day he was throwing up blood. She was praying to God wanting only for him to get better. She wished that she was 18 so she could go to his house and be there for him. Days passed and he started to feel better until one night that he went to the hospital. That night she would never forget she was crying the whole night praying he would feel better. She was begging her parents if they could let her go or if they could take her.He meant the world to her and even though they had their ups and down she would always love him no matter what. She was mad at her parents for not letting her go if she was 18 without a doubt she would go and see him. She did not talk to her parents for a week. Then when he got out of the hospital he was sad because nobody went to see him. She was sad because if she could have gone she would have been there giving him a hug and supporting him telling him everything was going to be ok. Sometimes she wonders if he knows how much he means to her and how much she loves him. She know she loved him but did he love her to the point where he would do anything to make her happy. Does he love her to the point where if she was in dangerous he would do everything he could in his power. Does he love her to the point where she would die for her. Love is a strong world that could end up killing you. Later on she started to miss his voice and talking to him it was not the same. She missed him a lot. Every second that went one, every minute that past, every hour she wanted him by her side.
One day she decide to go to his house and see him. She was walking past having Anthony one of her friends on the phone. He know that she really loved him because she would have not done all that for someone she just cared about as a friend. What she did not know was that he liked her too. Anthony has liked her since 7th grade. Inside of him he was jealous he wanted to screamed how much she liked her but he didn't have the courage. While she was talking to him a car almost hit her. James texted her saying be careful when you cross the street." "How did you see me she said." "Sometimes I see people and they do not see me." Jaime said "So you did not want me to see you" she said sadly. "Yes" he said "why" Arely said " because I wanted you to see" he said. She started to be sad and blast music in her ears saying "why did he not come out the car and at least make sure she was ok" When she was almost at his house she left and went to the nearest porch. Arely forgot anything was on the line and when he heard her cry she just did not want to talk to anyone but James. "I am done liking people in OPA" Anthony said out of nowhere. She did not notice that there were so many people that liked her but she did not care because there was nobody in the world like James. In her heart she only had room for him and only cared about him. She did not give a fuck about the others. Arely texted James telling him that she loved him so much and she missed him. He claimed that she did not love him but was obsessed with him. "Wtf if I really did not love you I would not give you the freedom to be with who you want, to be with girls that are your friends, and to not know where you are all time" she text. "Maybe we should have never had feeling for each other all this was an accident." She was starting to be worried and sad what was he talking about it did not seem like him. She did not want to talk to him no more he just was other guy who broke her heart and was trying to leave like nothing. James started to call her.
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