warning ; smut (kinda)

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"I'm picking you up in twenty minutes, where are you right now?"

It was Taehyung's low voice that made Jungkook forget where he was for a second, "Oh", he let out quietly. "Taehyung?", he asked quietly, voice shaking. Taehyung sounded serious, his tone was sharp and he wasn't going to joke around for sure.
"Just tell me where you are right now", the boy repeated, voice distant.

"I'm at a friend's", he let out quietly. He added the address while Mark only nodded and quickly pulled his hand out of Jungkook's grip. At a friend's. That's all he was when it came to Taehyung.
Jungkook saw how Mark's expression dropped and he felt sorry immediately. He knew way too well how it felt to be second choice. He mouthed a sorry.

Taehyung wrote down the address and then ended the call without saying goodbye.

"So, you're leaving?", Mark asked when Jungkook looked at him after the call ended.
The boy nodded, "Looks like it. I don't know what he wants though."

Mark shrugged, "Probably a good explanation for everything you did", he said. "You won't text me again, right?", he asked then, biting his lips awkwardly.
Jungkook shook his head, "Probably not, I'm sorry", he said in all honesty.

"It's fine", the other replied.
It was odd, none of them really seemed to feel bad about the other, it was just fine to leave.
Maybe because they didn't even kiss yet or had any romantic feelings going on, they just hung out and had a great time flirting with the other.
That was it.

"Thank you though", Jungkook hummed. "Really, you're a great guy."

"C'mon dude, don't pull this shit now", Mark giggled, "I know I'm great. But your heart is taken. Good luck with him, okay?"
Jungkook nodded, hope crawling up. Maybe Taehyung and him finally had a chance?
After all, there was nothing in the way anymore, right?

Well, if you ignored the fact that Jungkook ruined Taehyung's whole life with the shit he pulled yesterday.

Jungkook headed outside and waited there for Taehyung.
Only a couple minutes later the boy arrived and his driver opened the door up for Jungkook, letting him in.
Kook sat down on his seat and his eyes immediately glanced at Taehyung who sat next to him and stared into nowhere.

"Hi?", he asked confused. "Why did you come pick me up?"

Taehyung didn't even look at him.

"I confirmed the rumors, you will now be a subject to the press. My team will give you a quick introduction on how to deal with annoying paparazzi and questions that will make you uncomfortable. Trust me, they will come."
Jungkook was speechless, "Wait, that's why you called me?"

Taehyung nodded, "I'm protecting your safety. Being known as gay in this country is dangerous. It can get you killed at any given time."

"You didn't call me because you wanted me back?", Jungkook whispered, voice breaking.

Taehyung ignored that, he just kept talking, "I'm offering you to pay you a bodyguard and you can stay at my place until we found you a new place to live. I doubt you want people showing up at your parents house, right?"
Jungkook was too confused to answer.

"I'm sorry I pulled you into this, Jungkook", Taehyung said. "But denying those rumors would've just thrown a bad light onto me. It's for the best if I disappear from the spotlight with a confirmation. I'm sorry you will have to deal with all this shit now too."

"Taehyung, if anyone is at fault for this mess, then it's me", Jungkook quickly said, "I didn't mean to tell this dude about us, I swear. I wasn't thinking-"

"Yeah, because you never think", Taehyung said sharply. "Now tell me, do you want a hotel room or stay at my place for a while?"

"Isn't your place in New York", Jungkook hummed, he wasn't going to leave again. His parents would never let him do that.
"I rented an apartment for the time I was shooting the movie in L.A. It has two bedrooms, you can have one of those", Taehyung explained firmly.

"Why are you so nice to me after all?"

"Because I love you", Taehyung said bluntly, "And I want you to be safe."

Jungkook looked down, gulping dryly. "You love me?"
"Of course I do", Taehyung said, still not looking at the younger, "But I'm really, really fucking done with your bullshit, Jungkook. So please, let me help you and then get the fuck out of my life."

"So we're really over? Even though there's nothing in the way anymore?"

Taehyung chuckled bitterly, "We never really began, Jungkook. You were always in the way of us being something."

"What do you mean?"

"You always found reasons why you couldn't love me. You will continue to find those and I'm tired of waiting for the day when I'm finally good enough for you", Taehyung said sharply. "Learn to love yourself, maybe you'll be able to love someone else the right way then. What you did to me was cruel, no one deserves that."

Jungkook nodded, looking out of the window, "I'm sorry."
"Are you? Or are you sorry because we can't happen now?", Taehyung snapped. "You ruined everything for me, every fucking thing. Are you happy now?"

The younger kept looking away, the city flying by the window while the car was heading onto a highway, doubling its amount of speed.
While the world seemed to stand still for Jungkook right now. It just now came to his mind that he truly fucked this up, he wouldn't get Taehyung back.

"Look at me when I'm talking to you", Taehyung said angrily, now finally turning his head to face the other. But Jungkook kept looking away. Taehyung moved closer in the car and then grabbed Jungkook by his neck, forcing him to turn his face to him, staring him right in the eyes, "Tell me, are you happy now?"
Jungkook felt tears coming up when he saw how desperate Taehyung looked. He had a bruise along his cheek which was also the reason why he didn't face the younger earlier.

"What's that?", Jungkook asked and put his hand onto the bruise, softly brushing over it.

"Some dudes punched me this morning when I left the company, they were waiting for me", Taehyung said, his cheek heating up at Jungkook's soft touch. It made him feel way too many things at once.
"Now answer my question."

Jungkook couldn't help but break into tears, "No I'm not fucking happy now", Jungkook sobbed, still holding eye contact with Taehyung. "I didn't mean for any of this to happen-"
The older nodded, "Of course not. You never intentionally would hurt me, right? Like leaving me in Chicago when it was our trip and you promised me to give me those two weeks to try and figure things out. You never mean anything you do, right?"

"Taehyung, I-"

"No, stop saying my name like that", Taehyung broke into tears as well. "I fucking hate you right now."

"How am I saying your name?!", Jungkook snapped at him, confused by that. He said his name like he always did.
"Like that", Taehyung yelled out, grabbing Jungkook by his waist before he pulled him closer until they could feel each other's breath on their skin, "Like you're trying to make me fall back in love with you."

Jungkook gulped, "You never fell out of love with me though", he argued as he put his hand between Taehyung's legs, letting it rest close to his crotch.
"Exactly", Taehyung hummed, then shook his head in confusion because he didn't mean to agree to that.

"I love you too, Taehyung", Jungkook said in the tiniest voice, heart beating up to his chest as he spoke those words out. They fell in silence for a while, staring at each other's eyes. Their lips still so close that they could meet by accident at any second, Jungkook's hot breath making Taehyung feel butterflies down his tummy. Coming along with those three words Taehyung was longing to hear for so long, it just got so hard to resist the boy's pretty lips.
So, not even a minute later, Taehyung gave in to the urge to kiss the boy, pulled him on top of his lap and pressed their lips together.

Kissing Jungkook felt a little salty this morning, his small tears leaving its taste on his lips. There was nothing but passion mixed with so much anger in this kiss. Taehyung's heart was beating so fast that Jungkook could feel it when their bodies were pressed together, Jungkook moving his hip in circles on the older's lap, smirking into the kiss when he felt Taehyung's cock harden down there.
"You're so angry at me that you're getting horny?", Jungkook teased, whispering against his lips when he pulled back for a second.

They heard a cough from the driver in the front but Taehyung only pulled the curtains close between them and him, looking back at Jungkook as he tried to catch his breath.
"Don't you dare think that this kiss meant anything", Taehyung said sharply, "I swear I'm going to leave you."

Jungkook nodded, getting closer again until Taehyung could feel every word of Jungkook against his lips, "I'd love to see you try."

By now, it had always been Jungkook leaving the older.
The other way round would be quite a new thing for the two of them.

"And you will", Taehyung promised and then pushed Jungkook down onto the seat, pulling down his pants along with his boxers. "Right now I'm going to let go of my anger though."
"That's hot", Jungkook smirked, let his head fall back and shut his eyes.

He listened to Taehyung pulling down his own zipper, getting his dick out of his pants as he leaned down between Jungkook's legs, kissing his way down his inner thighs until he reached his dick. He pressed a few wet kisses to his balls, then up his length and back down again.
His kisses ended up turning into his tongue pressing into Jungkook's hole, making him arch his back a little while soft moans escaped the younger's dry lips.
Even though Taehyung was angry as hell right now, he would always make sure to prepare his Jungkook before fucking him.

He loosened the boy up by eating him out, then grabbed some lube from his bag and put it onto his fingers.
"You have lube in your bag?!", Jungkook asked with big eyes when he saw that.

"Just in case", Taehyung hummed and inserted his fingers, fucking Jungkook loose with those.

"Y-you", Jungkook tried to say but got messed up before he could finish his sentence, those fingers he missed way too much for the past few months, feeling them again was something he wouldn't want to miss out on.
"I?", Taehyung grinned, thrusting his fingers in even faster, "Right, I came here with the thought in my head of fucking you. Is there anything wrong with that?"

Jungkook rolled his eyes back, precum already dripping out of his dick when he felt Taehyung pulling his fingers out. "Do you want more, baby?"
"Yeah", Jungkook whimpered, "Hurry up."

Taehyung smirked and then slapped Jungkook's ass softly, "Later, babyboy", he smirked and pulled his zipper back up.

"You have a boner too, why are you letting me wait", Jungkook cried out, getting mad because the older was leaving him like that, all wet and messed up in the back of a car, legs spread and his dick awkwardly standing upright.
"Because you deserve it", Taehyung said sharply and then pushed his own hand into his pants and started rubbing his length. "Don't you dare touch yourself", he grumbled towards Jungkook.

The younger crossed his arms, "You're doing it too."

"Enjoy the view, my baby", Taehyung winked and then leaned back, ignoring Jungkook for the rest of the way.

And Jungkook really couldn't make out if Taehyung was truly mad or if this was his way of punishing Jungkook for being a little dumbass yesterday.

However, Jungkook pulled his pants back up and sat there for the rest of the drive, embarrassed of himself for even thinking he'd get dick after being a jealous asshole for the last few months.
Of course he didn't deserve it.

And Taehyung made sure Jungkook was put back into his place today.

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